Far away

Im torturing  myself
With the memories of the past 
Days i wanted for forever
I hoped would always last 

Questions i am asking
Answers still unknown
Was i a temporary salvation
Thats now is gone 

Destroying my illusions
Im a shattered glass
Dropped from a great height
Dumped to fall on my ass

Token conversation
Wont be drawn to where weve been
You have no recollection
For all i  or  weve seen

There is no admital
For what has gone before
Used abused discarded
Tossed to the floor 

A strange type of denial
Was it ever real 
My hearts on trial 
Cant help what i feel 

Theres a seering pain 
Thats deep inside
I feel like ive been played
And the truths were lies 

Pick me up
Put me down
Spit me out
Watch me drown
Threw me a line
Reeled me in 
I was hooked, 
Where did the end   begin

......

Hell is 


Hell is other people
Heaven is when they are  gone 



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Not  to be  used , reprinted and published  without my permission
Digitalguru1964@btinternet.com

SO FAR AWAY ( Bright Remix )

How Many 

How many times have i said that i love you 
How many times did i say that i care
How many ways are there of showing 
How many times is a sentiment shared 

How many times will i kiss you goodbye
How many times will you want me to stay
How many hearts do you hold in your hand
How many more games will we get to play 

How many regrets , for i say never
How many lives do we live and die
How many peoples misguided interventions
How many falsehoods offering truth as lies

How many times can i reassure you 
How many ways show you saint nor sinner 
How many times can i ask you to trust 
How many days before integrity the winner 


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Not  to be  used , reprinted and published  without my permission
Digitalguru1964@btinternet.com

HOW MANY TIMES

SATYRS & SIRENS 

This is the love , that you learn  to hate
The one in mind,  cant satiate.
The Elusive charm, that calls you in , 
It has no end , but will never begin 

It summons from  darkness
In its brooding lair,
Fixed in your sights
But an empty stare .

It summons from darkness 
In its brooding lair ,
How many hearts
Will it ensnare ,

The light of the day grows dark and grim
Stealing  your breath as lights go dim .
Engulfing shadows , a spectral gloom
Sucking the life from a living room .

This is the promise of love unfulfilled,
This the seed never to be spilled.
This is temptation,its beauty calls,
Then laughs in your face as spirits fall .

I am your illusion,
I call you to my side,
I am but ( your ? )  delusion,
Not your willing guide .

I am your convictions,
All hopes are dashed within, 
I am but your fantasy
The heart you never win .



All Lyrics  /  Music © Digitalguru1964  
Not  to be  used , reprinted and published  without my permission
Digitalguru1964@btinternet.com

SATYRS AND  SIRENS   Mix 3

This  is a glorified extended  jam , 

ie re looped an re  recorded  to make a long track, after  being used as a  test of  recording levels 

so its a  glorified  jam , trying  to sound a bit Happy Mondays  

i.e baggy Manchester  Stone  Roses  feel...The lyric  was  made up on the  spur  of the moment, an i wanted  it  to sound, dramatic and  emotive

LAY BACK GROOOVE  Make Your  Day EXENDED 5 MINS 12 inch

This is a  Track  with  a  direct reference to my reason for  wanting an electric  guitar 

Its a  Theme  instrumental ( at the moment )  for a  sex  scene in an ammateur  film production of  BARBARELLA ...called the Astronaughties....

This is one  VERY  TRIPPY SEX  SCENE

Turn on Tune in Drop out

GET DOWN MAKE LUUURVE

BARBARELLA  1 Psychedelic Sex

Death Walks  2 is a  piece thats  primarily at the moment an instrumental....a  sort of instrumental idea, maybe  a work in progress  etc at alater date 

The title  comes  from a  very dark discordant title i gave a piece  when in the very very early days of  Garage  rocking...

This seems  an apt title  for this, so ive  called it Death Walks  2018 ;-) to revisit the past an the  future  at the  same  time

DEATH WALKS

The  Playlist here is  Ambient and instrumental...

They are tracks Created  for  two different types  of  film, to augment the  vision, an provide  atmospheres and  enhance  the  nature of the genres.

One  a 1920s  silent Fil,  called  Slapstickville, The other  a  very Kitsch camp fun version of  what happened  to BARBARELLA in the future .........

All recorded by me, D O Y E N mk2  here on an Ipad.......

They may need  different volumes , an the mixes  may not be perfect, but , these  are  very different to the pieces  youve heard  which are  more  traditional in song structure and makeup so far 

I hope youEnjoy !

BARBRARELLA  enter  city wide

Barbarella  LABRYNTH GUITAR MIX

Barbarella Spaceship travel Roll

BARBARELLA  Funky Mix v 2

AURAL DANCE mega long LONG EDIT ( original mix )

Tension bass  1

This is from 1993 ... a 4  track   Home  demo of a  Track called  

SHE  BELIEVES 

Its  about the  belief in Someone  you love, who is  not Just human but a mystical being with an innate sensitivity to the  dark, the  deep, the  spiritual, and the mystical aesthetic .  

She is not one, she is  many !  I know this person, I have met them more  than once in my life......and I know her again 

a few people have  heard this  an love it

as its  author...So  do I 

2018 is  one of the most 

 '' M A G I C A L '' 

years  for  art Music, Life, Love, Pain Ive  ever had

With halloween looming, it seems  appropriate  to to finally release it into the world .....


ENJOY  
:-)

She  Believes

A  four  track hissy Demo  from 1993  before  cubse  was available  to me..Its  short its  sweet , its a bit cassette  four track record Hissy, but i like it

Enjoy

MISERY

Second City Symbiosis ...This is a complete and varied soundtrack to accompany a 670 slide presentation capturing the city of Birmingham uk ...
It was designed to be an emotive and poignant portrayal of a diverse and cosmopolitan city...its meant to represent the heartbeat, the feelings, the emotions, and the diversity of those that inhabit, work in, pass through, build, construct and utilise it...
Trying to draw attention to the rich, the poor, the street people..those who own the city, those who are owned by the city, those who use the city an are used by it...the buildings, the good the bad the ugly, the tall the small, the bright the beautiful, or sometimes supposedly insignificant..
The images shown would contrast and differ greatly...a non judgemental view of all.
A little glimpse into all that we see...showing how we are all part of this huge and diverse metropolis, affected by and affecting each other...but also the strangely anonymous and sometimes ghost like ephemeral and transient moments in each others lives...
We are all one, ..and in the music, i hope it captures along with samples used as instruments, a sense of the belonging an alienation we may all find here....many of the sounds are from the city itself...
Unrelated moments in time, brought together as one...in a huge and elongated aural landscape...People, places, transport , architecture, ....
The happy the sad, the funky, the atmospheric......
DO ENJOY
This isnt anyone elses Birmingham, its merely me trying to convey my feelings an impressions.....
A very personal view of a city I love, and its my soundtrack to this wonderful place i have known all my life . .....

SECOND CITY SYMBIOS  BRUMTROPOLIS  COMPLETE

Simplistic  track done  back in early nineties  .Portastudio. Yahmaha  simple  keys, and voice ...

A  song about  how  some people will only use us  to soak up pain then go and laugh an play with others , leaving us  spent and  exhausted  minus the good times  they then experience  !

CONTEMPORARY . & Sometimes MINIMAL  ( Experimental ) Alternative  INDIE  , GUITAR ,SYNTH ,INDUSTRIAL & SAMPLE DRIVEN MUSIC......

The  Music is Edgy, With an original  and  eclectic  influence of  Psychedelia, Indie, and  80s  Darkness ,  a homage  to the past and a  hint of the future....

Gothic, Dark, Atmospheric, Lyrical , and Melodic, .............

This is the aural landscape  for your nightmares , a playground  for your thoughts, and a journey to your existential dreams and  a wish list for desires...


By means of Music the Passions enjoy themselves  

( Friedrich Nietzsche ) 


D O Y E N ( Mk 2 )

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