i miss you

prod jessierosse

break
my bones in half 
this way 
i cannot match
what i used 2 be 
losing me 
cant unleash 
break my teeth

under the black hole sun 
i dont think life goes on 
whats the point 
when i cant hang on 
how do i end 
when i know im done 

im so lost 
i feel like a mut 
so sorry bandit 
i just wana give u a hug 
i just wanna hold u 
like there aint nothing much
i miss my dad
i been stuck in a rut

break
my bones in half
this way
i cannot match
what i used 2 be
losing me
cant unleash
break my teeth

break
my bones in half
this way
i cannot match
what i used 2 be
losing me
cant unleash
break my teeth

break my bones in half

@vexle1

lyrics:
sick of the way i feel
sick of the way i live my life
sick of the things i hear at night
one second short im out of time 
im not alone i fear 
im not alone inside my bed
im not alone inside my head
falling behind im out of breath

and im so sorry im a mess
thats all ill ever be
thats all ill ever be
i been smoking on this gas just to laugh the stress
i dont care what you think of me i think of me less
yeah this life shit its all about perspective 
every single move ive made it hasnt been effective 
switch it up change it up yeah thats the objective 
every single move ive made it hasn't been effective 

sick of the way i feel
sick of the way i live my life
sick of the things i hear at night
one second short im out of time 
im not alone i fear 
im not alone inside my bed
im not alone inside my head
falling behind im out of breath

sick

sick w/ vexle (decrept)

[Интро]
Сегодня на расслабленном
Быстренько дам вам всем в рот и пойду отдыхать
Я-я-я, чё-то заебало всё, е
Наше поколение — в рот ебало ваше
Antisocial type

[Припев]
Да мы бухаем, курим сигареты
Нам похуй, мы — дети
Объёбанной планеты
Не напрягайся — у тебя нет шансов
Остаться здесь
Расслабься, наслаждайся

[Повтор]
Да мы бухаем, сигареты, сигареты
Да мы бухаем, сигареты, сигареты

[Куплет]
Почему-то стесняюсь людей, которых не знаю
Я ещё в самом начале — знаю, всё не случайно
Все мои действия имеют свои последствия
В 16 лет лишился девственности — ничего не помню
Этому "происшествию" посодействовала водка
Я-я... мне нужен глоток воздуха
Стало тяжело дышать
Я хочу тебя вспомнить
Ничего не забывать
Ничего не забывать
Ничего не забывать
Ничего не забывать

[Припев x2]
Да мы бухаем, курим сигареты
Нам похуй, мы — дети
Объёбанной планеты
Не напрягайся — у тебя нет шансов
Остаться здесь
Расслабься, наслаждайся

#antisocial
#новаяшкола
#постирония
#генерацияz
#разъеб
#нампохуй
#детиразрушения
#деструктив
#алкоголь
#сигареты
#тоска
#больчерезсмех
#поколениебезнадежды

Этот текст — откровенный, бунтарский и анархичный. Он отражает отчуждение, усталость и саморазрушение молодого поколения, которое живёт в абсурдной, сломанной системе. Песня пропитана нигилизмом и уязвимостью, скрытой за маской «нам похуй».

ПÖКÖЛЁНИЁ

This is an older collab I haven't planned to release but I thought this was pretty decent so here you go. I hope you enjoy it! ~

prod. melik & sochi

featuring @counterfeitboy & @akasukii

lyrics:
(chorus: me)
Iv been going insane the way that 
I keep thinking 'bout you now
I can only say that I love you so much, 
maybe never leave my side, maybe stay alive
Its making me so happy, oh
I dont wanna be alone
Can u pls save me from my misery
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
S-S-Save me from myself, before I make u cry
Can you maybe gimme a call
maybe then youd understand
Just so never go, I miss you, woah

(verse 1, @counterfeitboy)
(Woah oh, oh)
cant escape you, it's all i've ever known
tryna figure out on which way i should go
never ever wanna leave you alone
(i cant ever be the one)
i tried to take it one day at a time
(will you be the one)
if i can't ill probably lose my mind
(save me from myself)
i'm so done with your pretty little lies
(can you save me)
you're just a waste of time

(chorus: me)
Iv been going insane the way that 
I keep thinking 'bout you now
I can only say that I love you so much, 
maybe never leave my side, maybe stay alive
Its making me so happy, oh
I dont wanna be alone
Can u pls save me from my misery
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
S-S-Save me from myself, before I make u cry
Can you maybe gimme a call
maybe then youd understand
Just so never go, I miss you, woah

(verse 2, @akasukii)
I miss you, oh I want you
I need u more than anything
Dont tell me, this is how its gonna end with u and me
Cos I love you the same
And you're only in my brain
So, dont let me go, 
I just wanna know If youd stay 
Would you still love me the same?
Holding onto something that might break
Oh, why did we change?

save me from myself

Spotify!

save me from myself (w/ CounterfeitBoy & akasuki) [melik+sochi]

art by @hexxless NEW PROJECT EVERY MONTH OF 2025

lost my soul [nostylja]

ft. @casually-cryingg

lyrics:

dont save me
put me out just like your cigarette
everything is grey
i need some red
baby im into that

feel so cold like i been in quebec
let me fade away yeah
ashamed im such a fucking mess

im such a fucking mess
everydays the same
i need my brain out of my fuckin head

god be testing me
im not ur strongest soldier
and im feelin like im sysiphus
rolling the fucking boulder up the hill

yall act like yall dont got free will
i used to ball im balling still
i been flexing since a jit
every song i make a hit

im so legit
im rolling spliff
shawty wanted some yayo
i told her k is all i sniff

i feel like my life’s such a fucking curse dealin with the soul snatcher 
gonna catch her
catch her in a ball like she a pokémon
imma play with the coochie thong
sippin on that d'ussé till i fall

fuck it imma ball im the sky 
throw my 1s in the sky baby we will ever die
mix the lean with the sprite 
baby we gon be lit tonight

feelin good 
stop trippin off the pain
make my brain feel sane
i won’t get lost in the game
imma feel all the fame 
i can’t always be the same
can’t expect the best from me when im buried 6 feed deep

when im buried 6 feet deep in the ground 
feelin like im gonna rot
im done fighting with the thoughts

in d'ussé we trust w/ d3ad girl (vanquish)

https://youtu.be/iSkQx7ZiN8c?si=bR_qQP8i68xrbraH

ft. @nvr_nvmbr prod. @etaiso

you are now tuned in to 66.9 6urbstomp FM 
on foe nem radio

let me be frank
they tryna ride the wave no ocean
y'all thought i was broke 
till i showed up with motion

pull up too stoned
hella stones in my necklace
i got 2 phones
so i know when the check hit

i got 2 hoes giving dome simultaneous
they wanna compete
tryna see who the brainiest

drippin so hard 
they gon ask where the raining is
look up at the stars in the wraith 
with the gradient

geek, thats my alias
tell these boys that they aint nothing like me
i'm a freak, i'm an alien
i fiend for that green, money, tree, miscellaneous
underground legends yeah
we keep it subterraneous

you taste the smoke upon my breath
i got it blowin’ out my chest
& your voice inside my head
you want me dead

baby, you know i try my best
but you’re still just so unimpressed
she got me takin’ off her dress
then she give me head

we droppin’ shit, you know we hot
my boys stay totin’ on them glocks
she grab my pistol, want my cock
she like "oh my god.."

what the fuck do you really want?
i wanna sing you a song..

i wanna hold you so close like a switchblade
how much could my wrist take
yeah, i think this was a mistake 

i wanna hold her so close
but im dead weight
you’re fuckin’ with my head
yeah, i just wish that i were dead, aye

i only sleep with a gun
& you shoot at me for fun
but baby, i’m not the one

yuh
i got holes in my lungs
from all the blood a cough up
i flew too close to the sun
and now im burnt into dust

switchblades in the cut
you can't fuck with us

they not fuckin with us

they can't fuck with us

underground goated *MV IN DESC*

.ease my fears.

prod. @etaiso @vi1e

lyrics:

taking anger management classes 
it's for my seething rage
i can not control myself i i i be in pain
warping time with these white lines
i feel the k
with the bros inna hole
we been in here for days

i wanna be real but i don't wanna reveal
how i truly feel cause im so ill
fucked up in the head
i think im better off dead
but she bring me to bed
she bring me to her bed

yuh
get ready for this

i got beans in my bag 
this ain't corn hole
and i fiend really bad
need to roll more
watch me burn into ash
like a charcoal
i don't play piano
call that shit guitar roll

vi1e sent me the loop
and then i cooked with it
i got hella drugs on me
i can not get booked with it nah

my fit so clean
she just can't help but look at it
life's a game of chess
im a king and ur a rook with it
yuh

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