lyrics:
and i slit my wrist and watch the walls remain the same just like some months ago

and i stop and stare at all the things you said
deciding where to go

and i slit my wrist avoiding all the pain
that happened months ago

and i slit my throat and watch the story write it’s ending
we’ve seen this shit before 

and you wonder what you could’ve done to make them stay a second more
to stay a second more 
you said you loved them though 

still i see red
and i bleed red
and i need rest

and slit my wrist and watch the story write it’s ending we’ve seen this shit before

and i wonder what the things you could’ve said to make me stay some more

and i wonder how the things would be
if i just stayed with you some more

you said i love you though 
you said i love you though 
you said you loved them though 
you said you loved them though

see red (slowed)

As we parted, the grasp on our connection slowly started to loosen — the happiness and love may have dissipated for you, but as for me, it never budged. Though not a second passes when i don’t think of what we could achieve with the love we gave, I can only hope that one day we can find each other again, and as for while i am wondering my conscious in search for a release, i’ll continue to pray for the hardships to end in the morning.

To: my only

-sincerely, Elias

Enjoy.

lyrics-
left apart of me in you
i fucked up i discard a piece of truth
and it’s all for me to loose i know cut her loose i know

i know it’s tragic i wanna cry
making it habit too many fights
you wanna crash it maybe just i
maybe just i


see you on the sea side baby
fucking up the love you couldn’t see right baby
i, can’t take another season baby
left for insecurity don’t see why baby

now, you’ve falling in love with other dudes you caught in
the fleeting of love it makes it hard to keep conscious
i’m stuck in my conscious
i’m known to get lost with
the blood on the knife it always sings in a soft pitch
you said i showed you what love is
but i see you running 
left me for nothing 
left with assumptions 
wasn’t enough to make you stay for the hard shit
i pray that the hardships will end in the morning 



prod. 3mourn xserexistence 
(beautiful work guys)
mixed and mastered by - reesoo

home

in the meantime .irby

lyrics-

it’s just you and in a car to New Orleans
got some drugs to keep me sane nah
man it sucks that we relate
throw it all away damn
what a fucking waste wow
i can’t even test to see what’s laced
damn baby needs a face lift
ass lift
she gon work that pussy like a baptist
it been doing backflips

i beg not to have a process 
shoot the shit i’ll fall in love
come and i’ll swing me a rope
swear to my eyes can’t go
cuz i can’t grow up


it’s just you and i
taking turns flipping pages
kick it up
smell the fragrance 
nah cuz it’s 
suicide it’s a topic we hang with
foreign thoughts throw it all in the basement 
it’s you or die
cuz i love how you’re tasting

making statements 
weird fucking statements 
cuz i(x8)
can’t trust anybody
i tried
now this chick fucking everybody
i lied
damn
i’m just off the
do you copy
you might have to call the doctor 

i beg not to have a process 
shoot the shit i’ll fall in love
come and i’ll swing me a rope
swear to my eyes can’t go
cuz i can’t grow up

new orleans - unfinished

lyrics-

386 was a mess i
keep calling that phone let it rest i 
can’t 
it ain’t alright
gotta find me a new thing to call right
i just gotta find me a new thing to love right
i just gotta find me a new way to run life
i just gotta
keep my head till it’s alright
i just gotta
see it through know it’s alright

knowing that you fucked up
know i love ya
we ain’t gotta rush us
but i want ya 
i ain’t tryna talk for free if u ain’t tryna
fuck with me

i’ve been feeling great
i’ve heard through the grape vine
you still in love with these feelings can’t shake mine
i’m getting fucked up
you text me at 9 talking love stuff
guess i can’t help what my love does

it’s asinine
it’s asinine
it’s asinine
won’t you see the light
what you need inside

we could be
all too free
obviously we can’t leave
into deep 
what we need
i can’t see
i can’t see



beat produced by N1CXXX

(lyrics also in comments cuz iphone can’t see descriptions )


getting over me
bet you noticing how u ain’t fucking over me
swear that you love that man but you calling over me
it ain’t nothing new to me 
bring it all to me
bring it outta me

take it off for me
take it off for me
we ain’t gotta live in luxury 
this shit is not a luxury i’ve been on a leave ya

i’m getting lost in your body
i’m getting lost in your body narcissistic

just tryna get lost in your body
but i’m dealing with a narcissist give a fuck bout nobody

if you really wanna lock it up then don’t talk to nobody
i’m still in love with her body
but ima move on to somebody 
drunk with somebody
loving somebody
how many bodies

getting over me
bet you noticing how u ain’t fucking over me
swear that you love that man but you calling over me
it ain’t nothing new to me 
bring it all to me
bring it outta me

talking over me
you ain’t gotta say another word
we ain’t gotta play the run around
i ain’t tryna live with u around
i can’t take you another round

(frustrated with the mixing)

narcissist

cuz of you (Ayume X Nxtkota)

lemonade x Kota "normal"

beat produced by - grayskies

ty kota for the beautiful vocals <44

lemonade -

i need new friends
think back to where we met
i bleed out once again
i miss the shit we had

loved when you came around me
i’m tryna get lost in
found in a dark place
you wanna go rocking 
out with my love strings
i wanna just die young
how could you love him
i feel like we’re toxic

it’s okay now
but the memories they find a way to shine from the fade out
i’m always tryna get that piece of you out my way now

taste’s sweet like lemonade 
those lips were killing me
she took my breath away
she had what’s left of me

taste’s sweet like lemonade 
that love was killing me
our time was overplayed

i need my head awake again 
she takes my breath away again
i guess we gave the best we had

& she cry’s so often it turns my stomach
she thinks i love it but i’m in tune
& he plays his heart out on strings of nothing
regrets our loving 
thought someone understood you

it’s okay now
but the memories they always seem to shine from the fade out
i’m always tryna get that piece of you out my way now

taste’s sweet like lemonade 
those lips were like killing me
she took my breath away
she had what’s left of me

taste’s sweet like lemonade 
that love was killing me
our time was overplayed

i need my head awake again 
she takes my breath away again
i guess we gave the best we had

Lemonade

Lemonade (x Nxtkota)

polarized

polarized (Prod.lilportal & DutchRevs)

-prod.Fullife
such in a rush 
i see that little look in your eye

play both sides
bitch wanna tear me out
takes guts if you really wanna burry me
so you really wanna fall
nigga fall in love
-

never bend, back

had to cross the fucking city line
we can’t ever fucking get it right
feelings come in the summer time
had a nigga drowning in them muddy eyes
cast aways 
don’t go away

siempre persiguiendo esa nota, mamacita tu si puedes; tenerte de noche a la mañana, ella toca tras apagada
toca, toca, alma
fuck it maybe in the summer
sex makes it dumber

(now she go m.i.a, he go m.i.a, i know she gon fuck around)
no i don’t wanna wanna comfort her
you don’t gotta fall in love with that’s alright 

both sides looking prettier girl
those eyes looking shittier girl
& most times it’s a bitch to get up

-i don’t speak spanish

dumb

cinderella

Dc reddd x ayume - falling

Fire 2

Renegade

Girl x (Blessing)

stay the the night
stay the night till sunrise
sing the night away
unified

feel whats right
& you right
you gone ride away
be be bye

beautiful to call right
hope your somewhere safe
always i

wonder what you felt like
all that time away

& we fuck it all up for a body on a bitch like that 
small taste big bust
& her booty so fat
fall
cant count on a bitch like that
many nights
god knows that shes pretty eyed

i fuel it all for entertainment
figured id put it off of my taste buds
peel it off untill you make me
 js wanna spit you off of my station 
bring it all to my playlist

im finna put it all on my tank
when its done keep it moving 
better hop in the party
grown with new sides of me
on  & on we say
on & into to fire
but when you talk its striking
felt inspired now mustve been ya body
i could feel this myrr
acting like we dont even speak this language
just another nameless
i could say your sumn better than a favorite
ill just call you baby  

& i fuck it all up for a body on a bitch like that 
small waste big bust
& her booty so fat
fall
cant count on a bitch like that
many nights
god knows that shed pretty eyed
-
& i fuck it al up for a body on a bitch like that 
small waiste big bust
& her booty so fat
fall
cant count on a bitch like that
many nights
god knows that shed pretty eyed

Despar, x Blessing x Obi x .Jonah

fuel/holar

collaboration with JAY KAPONE.
my guitar.
short & sweet.

https://www.instagram.com/try2keeptrying?igsh=MjZmbDZhMXpoZ2Nn

bowed head - JAY KAPONE

(Prod.- Migi x -Dozo)https://soundcloud.com/migi343?ref=clipboard&p=a&c=

my guitar :p

Crispy x Migi - Luv How My Heart Is Broken

like 343
push that shit to the sky
like 999
got that shit in my eye
no bad vibes 
push that shit to the side
on good vibes

(Prod.- Migi x Dozo/Crispy)https://soundcloud.com/migi343?ref=clipboard&p=a&c=

my guitar :p

Migi x Crispy - I Cant Go

Deficit

el
experience
dozo
MiSFITS
#24kk
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