w/ @lizablaise 
prod. @lilhighschool

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run the fade w/ staggy (lovlok)

u talk 2 much (baz)

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me


And yet i heal, again and again
It feels unreal, to miss your hand
If only i could tell what it meant
Id cut it off right there, but im a mess

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me
//


Im not my father, im barely his son
I stepped on the flowers then hid from the sun
Pushing them further they wish i was done
Sleeping on feathers i miss having fun

Saying “giving up is easy”. Boy you dont know
Ive been trying for so long i guess i cant grow


And the only worth ive ever known
Is when you used to watch me grow

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me
//

how to heal

lyrics:

walk in and i get the party live
the stars. zodiac, she give me signs
they think i’m a model, step archive design
maison mihara from 2005
yea i can tell it’s gon’ be a long night
qatar airways, gotta hop on a flight
this my rebirth, had to get right, get right yea

she a pretty one in new york, from 2006
girl i need you to push my boundaries, to help me live
caught up on the details, the small things
in love with the drama like a primadonna yea, like some violins

in love with the drama yea she always thriving for more, gets easily bored
she all in her zone so up to the sky she gon’ sore, don’t know what’s in store
she’s so unpredictable, she’s taken me here before
she thinks she’s invincible, but i’m not she gon tear me apart

-

walk in and i get the party live
the stars. zodiac, she give me signs
they think i’m a model, step archive design
maison mihara from 2005
yea i can tell it’s gon’ be a long night
qatar airways, gotta hop on a flight
this my rebirth, had to get right, get right yea

don’t know i can’t make up my mind
indecisive & impulsive, that’s right
i know this my rebirth, i wanna soar heights
girl you’re familiar, a sight for sore eyes

she’s in new york, born in 2006
guess i’m caught up in the details, all up in the tiny little things

mayfair

2005

don't snitch on me for it
@01ashes

personally my least fav just gotta get it out of my system

speedin (01ashes)

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Double Tap! (wubz)

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

run the fade w/ staggy (lovlok)

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