wish - I threw in all my coins

The Last Week I Had Faith

All recordings by Organ Tapes, 2019-2024

"Waiting" originally by Monster Movie
From the album Last Night Something Happened (2002)

https://www.ninaprotocol.com/releases/waiting-for-now

https://organtapes.bandcamp.com/album/waiting-for-now

Waiting

U SMile

「 taken from 'Give up Chanel' 」
https://mappa.bandcamp.com/album/give-up-channel

🐾

Julek ploski’s ‘Give up Channel’ is on mappa. It’s the follow-up to the Poland-based FL Studio demon’s ‘Hotel *****’, released via Orange Milk in 2023.

It’s an album that wrestles against a shadow self. It’s about shelter from the hailstorm of unwanted memories and guilt pangs and serrated blades of thought. It’s about clinging on to some semblance of hope, knuckles taut and teeth gritted.

The fragmented drift of opener ‘Naysayer’ flows forward like an anxious daydream, pad eddies and piano plinks anchored by Trapaholics drops and bursts of guaracha drums. It’s a mess of mind: the bleakness of ‘Truth’ is punctuated by gun cocking and bullet spray and sudden jester-like blasts of unhinged, schizo-whimsical melody. An internal war without a clear winner.

Shame snakes through this music like venom through an emaciated body. Blue screenlight in a dark bedroom, pulsating temples, lockjaw. ‘Titanic’ hits like the thrashing resistance of a being built for love grappling against the scalding vengefulness it’s forced to contend with, the song’s abstracted rave synths giving way to warped voices and spiralling derangement. ‘Hollywood’ is a scarred battleground, the martial bludgeoning of a tightly wound hardstyle stomp blistering and shredding a delicate piano-and-string arrangement.

This music is about deep solitude, a meditation on simmering, slow-marinating hatred. But it’s ultimately about prevailing. It doesn’t revel in negativity, it roils and twists and writhes against it. Dots of light in oppressive darkness. Clarity and purpose against chaos and filth. It’s a struggle worth waging. 

Composed, recorded and mixed by Julek ploski
julekploski.bandcamp.com
www.instagram.com/julekploski/

Additional production in Earth Trax / Bartosz Kruczyński
www.instagram.com/earthtraxonline/

Mastered by Adam Badí Donoval
abdonoval.com

Artwork and design by Julek Ploski

Words by Madjestic Kasual
www.instagram.com/madjestickasual/


Released by mappa as MAP055 in 2025

Give up Channel

「Buy」

Truth (feat—Martyna Basta & Patrick Shiroishi)

THE OTHER MAN

sash! / torus+dj lostboi / innerinnerlife / flawed mangoes / morgan wallen / jb / livin' joy / yung sherman

2024

100bpm

nothing feels that real without you

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'Getting by, In my head' is a two-track release by Villa, Redhead. It is hosted by Madjestic Kasual.

@villa-redhead 🗣️

IT'S NECESSARY TO BUY: https://www.ninaprotocol.com/releases/getting-by-in-my-head

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