god can't help but tear up just reading the lyric

be honest what did you add to this that hit my heart so hard?

This is so good😭 has this absolutely crushed my confidence? Yes. Do iLOVE IT? ALSO YES.

the vibes of this song r immaculate🫰🏽🤍 mygod

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1Aes9ueAQxitbyWX1PugDS?si=90ad38eddcd0497b

Lyrics:

Oh, life is unbearable for me.
I’m waiting for lightning to
come down from the sky and destroy me since you
have
left, taking
my heart as a trophy.
Now I will forever be
an empty shell at your feet.

Why would I want my arms if not to hold you? 
Why would I want my eyes but to behold you? 
I’d surrender my whole life
to be by your side.

I see
no point. 
This ball is boring,
I can’t endure it dry.
I’ll find
no joy
upon the dancefloor, 
can’t take your hands in mine.

Why would I want my arms if not to hold you? 
Why would I want my eyes but to behold you? 
I’d surrender my whole life
to be by your side.

Why would I want my heart if not to love you? 
What good’s the moon for but to be above you? 
Should I see you one more time,
I might fucking die.

I Have A Thing For Redheads

green grapes

too many times
the same over and over
the days will blend
into each-other

in the fog 
of catatonia
i am an angel
dressed in distortion

but its all in here
right in my pocket
and a shaky camera left out in the woods

its all kept here
too strong to stop it
and with a flash its all just found footage

found footage (demo)

Lyrics:
(One, two, three, go)

Julie’s getting nervous 
Moving out to Texas 
Where they don’t get rain
Haven’t been this nervous 
Since we left
That house in L.A.

Climbing old treehouses
Sitting on couches
Watching television all day
I can’t help but think something’s 
Missing I’ll just hold it in place 

Take me by the hand 
Never let go again

I’m screaming your name
Screaming your name 
Blood in my veins 
I’m screaming your name

Molly couldn’t stay
Parents had to leave
To the party in L.A.
Florida palms sway
Can’t help but think
I gotta get away

Temperatures rise
I can’t help but see through the eye of
The hurricane inside my
Heart it leaps up at the start

Take me by the hand
Never let go again

I’m screaming your name
Screaming your name 
Blood in my veins 
I’m screaming your name
(I’m screaming your name)
(Can’t get you out of my brain)
(I’m screaming your name)
(Can’t get you out of my brain)
Instrumental and production: gaxillic

screaming your name(prod. gaxillic)

CHILDSTAR

Behavioral Problems

prod. die for you

-Lyrics-

Intro (Neon):

When you just leave
I'm just not seen
Is all the fault on me?
I'm sorry, my baby
But please just set me free

Verse 1 (Gita):

Too much time spent
I’d rather stay here
And touch things we had 
With my soul, in my head
I’d like to paint more
When lips are closed
When the night never ends
I see the pain in my paint
Another day wasted

Chorus (Neon):

Remember how I’d give you all my time?
I was there with you
Supporting all right by your side
Oh, I can’t let go
It’s too much
‘Cause your love is all I want
Please do not judge
I miss when our hands would just touch

Break (Neon):

When we just see 
Those memories
It's always hurting me
Your smile's what I need
I wished this was a dream

Verse 2 (Gita):

All I want is some peace of mind
It's enough even if it's just for one night
I was the moon
you were the sun
I was the sand
and you were fire
but I still feel like I left something behind with you 

Chorus (Neon):

Remember how I’d give you all my time?
I was there with you
Supporting all right by your side
Oh, I can’t let go
It’s too much
‘Cause your love is all I want
Please do not judge
I miss when our hands just touch

Outro (Gita):

Too much time spent
I'd rather stay here
I'd like to paint more
More
Ahh
I'd like to paint more
More

Remember? (with Gita)

prod. heydium x jang0
*Shoutout to chris, “feel_4_u” was the first ever song I worked / collaborated on with another artist. 
https://on.soundcloud.com/wCrYHqipePkuP9nB6

-Lyrics-

Verse 1:

Aye, yeah
So you say that you’re not ready
And you’re giving up already
Got me screwed up, feeling heavy
What is this?
I’m so empty
Staying hurt
Feeling worse
This is never gonna work
Situationships just haunt me like a never-ending curse, aye
Spending all these moments, just to throw it off a hill
And you’re telling all your friends, like a little tattle tail
So, you’re speaking bad about me, I find that too overkill
Now I’m labeled as the bad guy, and you want me thrown in jail, aye

Pre-chorus:

I’m not sure how to feel for you
Aye, aye
I’m not sure how to feel for you
Yeah

Chorus:

Aching in depression
And I’m feeling like a waste
You rejected my confession
And you left without a trace
I don’t know why
You fed me lies
I’m terrified to see you cry
Asking all these questions
But I always gotta wait
I’m sick of this obsession
I wished this wasn’t my fate, yeah
Don’t go
Let me know

Verse 2:

Couple days have passed
And I see you on my page
It’s another freaking guy
Guess you wanted us to fade
Didn’t make any sense
Why’re not so afraid?
Not surprised, knowing all
The feelings constantly betrayed, aye
Defining the relationship
Is always put away
Communication’s thrown out
We can’t find another way
When you leave me on delivered
I feel like a castaway 
But I’m stuck,
Thinking ‘bout the past like it was yesterday, aye

Pre-chorus:

I’m not sure how to feel for you
Aye, aye
I’m not sure how to feel for you
Yeah

Chorus:

Aching in depression
And I’m feeling like a waste
You rejected my confession
And you left without a trace
I don’t know why
You fed me lies
I’m terrified to see you cry
Asking all these questions
But I always gotta wait
I’m sick of this obsession
I wished this wasn’t my fate, yeah
Don’t go
Let me know

Outro:
I’m not sure how to feel for you
I’m not sure how to feel for you

Situationships

prod. die for you

-Lyrics-

Verse 1 (Neon):

Saw you walk in the hallway
I got nervous just thinking
To ask how’ve you been?
Gaining the guts 
Is hard to begin
Seeing you under the rain
Looking so strange
Wish I could come up and soothe all your pain
But I haven’t changed
I’ll watch from a range

Chorus (Neon):

I’ll take a pic
‘Cause there’s no limits
We will see those memories
Flooding all over the drinks
Just so addicted
I cannot just quit
Ohh
If you just miss
All the times we kissed
I am still around baby
Come back and let’s recommit
This isn’t a trick
This love’s electric
Ohh

Verse 2 (Goober):

Time has been passing me by
You say you bothered
But in my dreams, we’ll last forever in time
And I can give you a love you’ve never known
You’re not alone
But I’ve been so lonely
I want you to hold me
I know it’s not the same
But come back and let’s recommit
This time it might better
Cause I need you more than ever
And without you I’m not fine
Not fine

Chorus (Neon):

I’ll take a pic
‘Cause there’s no limits
We will see those memories
Flooding all over the drinks
Just so addicted
I cannot just quit
Ohh
If you just miss
All the times we kissed
I am still around baby
Come back and let’s recommit
This isn’t a trick
This love’s electric
Ohh

Come Back (feat. Goober)

Victoria St

prod.Saavane

Thousands of souls etched within these carved patterns
Why do your eyes always chase the patterns on others' lanterns
It is insult to you and me 
Don't fold your wings tight
Spread them wide
so all may behold their might

Pieces of these wings were torn away
just at the moment they encountered the wrong person 
No place for shelter to seek refuge
or to lay a foundation for understanding

No! none compare to you
None hold what we share
With those celestial designs etched in unmatched splendor
Unfurl your wings 
This soil was kissed by me
my forehead was laid upon it
won't be given to anyone easily

Thousands of souls etched within these carved patterns
Why do your eyes always chase the patterns on others' lanterns
it is insult to you and me 
Don't fold your wings tight
Spread them wide
so all may behold their might

No! none compare to you
None hold what we share
With those celestial designs etched in unmatched splendor
Unfurl your wings 
This soil was kissed by me
my forehead was laid upon it
oh oh ...
oh oh ....
No! none compare to you
None hold what we share

Wings

Guitar played by [Camera Club]

In every way you can, anything you want
Need my help in every way you know
And I'm wondering will you ?
I am always here whenever you need me
I won't run away, won't ever concede

I'm always here for you
And know that I am true
The one who never left
Know that I'll be here too
Call me when you need me
Make it easier for me
Know I'm still the one you care about
 
In every way you can, anything you want
Need my help in every way you know
And I'm wondering will you ?
I am always here whenever you need me
I won't run away, won't ever concede

I could never want to forget you
Like a light shining in your room 
would be unfair if I weren't there
Bet that I can be better than anyone you know
I could do for you
At least I won't leave you

Here For U

singer-songwriter/musician/indie producer who just wants to make vibes.
they/them

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6VLIn3TYihdCNoJPZ1wG9G?si=rcJtJvNHQ4W1sUxVdDLbJA (spotify profile)

https://music.apple.com/us/artist/dragonfly-beach/1802301192 (apple music profile)

screaming your name(prod. gaxillic)

dragonfly beach

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