wrote this song from the perspective of joel in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :) new favorite movie

lyrics:

i'm watching everything go sideways
and i can't do a thing to make it stop
i won't remember this tomorrow
but i'll be sad when i wake up

i wish we were back in your apartment
i want you to sing me to sleep
i'll forget my wallet so i'll have to come back
and you won't forget me

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

i'm watching everything go sideways
feels like someone's messing with my head
i'm not prepared to never know you again
i'm sorry, can we stop this instead?

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

when this is over
i'll never know that
i ever missed you at all
i'll be a stranger and
you will be kissing somebody
that i don't know
i'll take the train to the beach
and i'll sit on the sand
and i'll never know
i had a life before this
i don't want this

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

clementine (demo)

CHILDSTAR

Behavioral Problems

Guitar played by [Camera Club]

In every way you can, anything you want
Need my help in every way you know
And I'm wondering will you ?
I am always here whenever you need me
I won't run away, won't ever concede

I'm always here for you
And know that I am true
The one who never left
Know that I'll be here too
Call me when you need me
Make it easier for me
Know I'm still the one you care about
 
In every way you can, anything you want
Need my help in every way you know
And I'm wondering will you ?
I am always here whenever you need me
I won't run away, won't ever concede

I could never want to forget you
Like a light shining in your room 
would be unfair if I weren't there
Bet that I can be better than anyone you know
I could do for you
At least I won't leave you

Here For U

Lyrics:

Nothing’s ever quiet in the suburbs at
Night
Distractions giving distance for what’s going on in
Real time
I never have a motive for anything I 
Say
Is it worth living off of a minimum 
Wage

I’m hanging on to something
I couldn’t reach
The stars in the sky will
Never see me
Indecisive, Independent, 
And full of shit
Aren’t you glad it’s over?
Babe, that isn’t the half of it.

Get into a car that
Isn’t yours
Taking off my clothes
They’re scattered on the floor
It feels so empty like
It’s always been
What the hell am I 
Supposed to do with this?

I’m hanging on to something
I couldn’t reach
The stars in the sky will
Never see me
Indecisive, Independent, 
And full of shit
Aren’t you glad it’s over?
Babe, that isn’t the half of it.

I’m hanging on to something
I couldn’t reach
The stars in the sky 
Never saw me
Indecisive, Independent, 
And full of shit
It’s never over, babe
You’ve seen all of it.

the half of it

30052025 #2

honey

Dirty Laundry

Dirty Laundry (Acoustic)

07062025

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spyAM_OjL_E 

Pilots above
Blood’s in the past tense
Sleep well tonight
It’s already 3 AM
I really wished you had a real night
Protect my love
We could’ve had a real talk tonight
I guess it’s okay to ask how you’re feeling, right?
It’s been tough lately
I could dream about you every single day
And every time you had that thought on your mind

showed up at your door
The buildings felt so far away
I could not reach them
Built in my hometown
out toward the empty plains
Still couldn’t reach them
And the stories that were never told
I told you all of them
never found ears that could hear
Lost somewhere in my hometown



Hometown

Wasteland

Violent Times (St. Vincent cover)

singer-songwriter/musician/indie producer who just wants to make vibes.
they/them

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6VLIn3TYihdCNoJPZ1wG9G?si=rcJtJvNHQ4W1sUxVdDLbJA (spotify profile)

https://music.apple.com/us/artist/dragonfly-beach/1802301192 (apple music profile)

the half of it

dragonfly beach

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