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❄️ Drainpuppet - ll ❄️

hey guys. i made an album? this is a song on the album. the album comes out soon. i hyope you like this song and i hope you like the album. please repost if u likes it.

art by @lavande

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oh well 

thinking on the times that i've hurt myself 
pushed my friends away, don't need anyone else 
but it didn't help, it was all for naught 
i faded away and they all forgot 
what happened to that girl you once knew 
she's about to leave, she'll be dead soon 
you let her cut the ties that held her back 
there's no one left to stop her, oh well 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

thinking on the ways i neglect myself 
zip my mouth shut, pretend im doing well 
gentle agony beneath my thin skin 
no one ever tries to see 
what happened to that smile that you used to see? 
it was melted off from how you looked at me 
disgusting and misshapen's all i ever was 
guess i'll just stay here 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

a thousand tiny cuts, a scent of ethanol 
loving without meaning, tallies up the wall 
i forget myself in the dopamine 
wounds flow like a stream 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 
x2 

thinking on the times i gave up on me 
thinking on my wish for something i can't be 
thinking on the times for which i had regret 
wonder how i ended up with nothing left

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every atom tessellates

this is a song about malicious people

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what a horrible day 
i've lost a friend 
it's weighing on my mind 
it was not what i did 
or what i said 
but who i am inside 

[chorus] 
people fill me with fear 
unpredictable, insincere 
i've been betrayed once or twice 
they gut me and leave me 
people fill me with dread 
only ashes in my head 
i've been killed many times 
they drain my arteries 

they're all so goddamn hollow 

hollow shells, painted faces 
they don't love, their life is painless 
they just take, never give 
feeding on warm blood to live 
this wasn't how i thought it worked 
i'm the only one who hurts 
hollows gather around to see 
as you smile and impale me 

[impaled noises] 

[chorus] 

you lifted my head up 
then tried to destroy me 
the second i looked away 
you're sociopathic 
feeding on agony 
but i don't easily sway 

your demons will cascade 
swallow you whole one day 
and no one will remember you 
the ruin that you bring 
you're worth less than nothing 
i hope you drown in guilt 

sooner or later

humans are the scariest people u will ever meet

i did an album! its right here! i hope u like it!!!
https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

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can't tell what i want 
from you, from me 
i think i forgot 
what i should be 

floating unthinking i've 
misplaced myself 
let me unravel the 
thread til i'm well 
so many reasons i'm 
left so uneven i 
shouldn't have ever 
pretended 

to be what others want 
my nature i have lost 
stretched so thin and weak 
don't know how to speak 
x2 

[verse 2] 
can't tell where to go 
from where i am 
caught up in sea 
so far from land 

floating unthinking i've 
misplaced myself 
let me unravel the 
thread til i'm well 
so many reasons i'm 
left so uneven i 
shouldn't have ever 
pretended 

to be what others want 
my nature i have lost 
stretched so thin and weak 
don't know how to speak 
x4

running backwards never reaching never (new album ll out now on bandcamp)

meander meander meander 
fall, fall, fall 
x2 

strangers stare buckshot in my spine 
confusion from their wispy eyes 
i roam through a wood of alien trees 
fall fall, like autumn's gentle leaves 

spiraling down, glide along the wind 
spiraling down, simple and delicate 
and my heart, says that i won't fit 
at least not 
here, here 

o melt my, melt my bark 
and lay me bare 
scared anxious, so weary 
vuln-ra-ble 

strangers' cold unfeeling eyes 
skin screams, from malicious knives 
i'll wait, to heal my fragile soul 
though i, won't ever be whole 

spiraling down, glide along the wind 
spiraling down, simple and delicate 
and my heart, says that i won't fit 
at least not 
here, here 
x2 

meander meander meander 
fall, fall, fall 
x2

https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

bowl of time

my mind races 
catastrophic 
these obsessions 
so neurotic 

how can i tell when i'm truly secure 
not good with change, shifting makes my skin so 
callous and coarse, i can't open anymore 
i'm too stoic 

everything grinds away at my tender will 
i want to get better but don't think i will 
anything and everything is just too much 
i try to fight through but it's not doing much 
why, can't i sleep at night 
can't i feel alright 
can't i see the light 
can't you hold me tight 

how can i tell when i'm truly secure 
not good with change, shifting makes my skin so 
callous and coarse, i can't open anymore 
i'm too stoic 

my mind races 
catastrophic 
these obsessions 
so neurotic 
how can i tell when i'm truly secure 
not good with change, shifting makes my skin so 
callous and coarse, i can't open anymore 
i'm too stoic 

i never asked to be so cold 
i never asked to be alone 
i never asked to be this cursed 
why is this hand i was dealt the worst 
this maladaption drives me mad 
can't help but treat myself so bad 
with these affects that life has brought 
my mind has become so miswrought 

my mind races 
catastrophic 
these obsessions 
so neurotic

25MG tricyclic

album!! https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

conscious 
losted 
drifting but holding on 
life laid 
options 
windswept i move on 

kind ghost 
drifting 
talk to me not too long 
small buds 
blossom 
on your shoulder grow strong 

through the stigma 
anxious figments 
forming in my mind 
freedom from the 
paranoia 
finally unwinds 

weak and tender 
wounds still healing 
safe but seldom sound 
listening to the 
fear and poison 
immolate the ground 

conscious 
losted 
drifting but holding on 
life laid 
options 
windswept i move on 

kind ghost 
drifting 
talk to me not too long 
small buds 
blossom 
on your shoulder grow strong 

but not too long

do i?

for luci

BUY HERE - https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

i should have never left you 
so many mistakes these days 
disappeared without a warning 
lucky you didn't float away 
i got caught up in a smokescreen 
couldnt see a foot in front of my face 
i don't deserve your forgiveness 
but you gave it to me anyway 

i'll do everything in my power 
to make it up to you, its the least i can do 
the minutes change to hours 
every moment with you... 

feels so safe my soul's at ease with you 
all i need's to be held tightly by 
when my mind's arace with thoughts of guilt and hate 
you wash it all away with a smile. and i'm okay 

i've hurt so many people 
it keeps me up late at night 
i push everyone good away cuz im scared they'll hang me out to dry 
but that makes me just like them 
gotta open up and trust 
or i'll be forgotten and my memory will fade to dust 

i'll do everything in my power 
to make it up to you, its the least i can do 
the minutes change to hours 
every moment with you... 

feels so safe my soul's at ease with you 
all i need's to be held tightly by 
when my mind's arace with thoughts of guilt and hate 
you wash it all away with a smile. and i'm okay 

you were always everything 
i'll never run away again 
everything we could have been 
i want to try for that again 
you mean so fucking much to me 
i need to fix the shit ive done 
you were always everything 
you were always everything 
x2

u were always, everything

still not seeing someone else 
still think about you, oh well 
god i hope you're doing well 
i'm sure as hell, not 
lying still in bed for hours 
my mood has become so sour 
cynical but to a fault 
and it's all my fault 

so much i can't undo 
i was so bad to you 
i made mistakes i hope your heart can heal 
moving on is so rough 
how long will be enough 
time flies by but i'm still right here 

with my thoughts 
i forgot 
how not to rely on someone else 
if i ev 
really knew 
how to just be happy by myself 

pondering the time we spent 
wondering just where you went 
back into your different world 
or somewhere else? 
didn't think it'd end so strange 
our friendship won't be the same 
will you ever look at me 
or just leave me be? 

i don't know what i need 
but it's not your empathy 
still feels like a dream 
what will ease my mind? 
i'm unhappy all the time 
i can't let my heart unwind 

with my thoughts 
i forgot 
how not to rely on someone else 
if i ev 
really knew 
how to just be happy by myself 

after all 
this time of running away 
from whats 
inside oh i am afraid 

that deep down there's nothing there 
it's all a guise, it's only lies 
i'm hollowed out, from all that ain't fair 
made of trauma and plastic smiles 

with my thoughts 
i forgot 
how not to rely on someone else 
if i ev 
really knew 
how to just be happy by myself

thinkng abt a lot of stuff...

can't you tell, that i hate what i am 
i wish i had no form, then i'd be alright 
this carbon cage only hurts and hinders 
i wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlight 

this dream is fucking twisted 
people say i should have never existed 
sometimes i think they're right 
i didn't choose this life 
i hurt myself today 
can you blame me anyway 
through all this shit i've lived 
my will is bout to give 

can't you see why i'm so frightened? 
can't you see why i'm so sad? 
can't you see my scars aren't fading? 
can't you see you're all i have? 

can't you tell, i'm in so much pain 
it comes and goes in waves, wish i could make it go away 
this box i'm locked in is so unforgiving 
in danger every night, in danger every day 
can't you tell, i can't hold out much more 
wish i was transparent, wish i had no form 
this world was not for me, not for many others 
i wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlight 

this dream is fucking twisted 
people say i should have never existed 
sometimes i think they're right 
i didn't choose this life 
i hurt myself today 
can you blame me anyway 
through all this shit i've lived 
my will is bout to give 

can't you see why i'm so frightened? 
can't you see why i'm so sad? 
can't you see my scars aren't fading? 
can't you see you're all i have? 

can't you tell, i need respite from harm 
live alone with you, protect me with your warm arms 
hopefully one day i'll be invisible 
'til then i'll fantasize that i am made of sunlight

bring down the sun

you helped me fix myself 
i was too lost to tell 
now i'm stronger than i've been 
though i still suspect i'll burn 

i drank the ocean blue 
i'll remember you 
i drank the ocean blue 

i feel like someone else 
what i've become, can't tell 
you turned me into a portrait of yourself 
i may be better but i must restore myself 

i drank the ocean blue 
i'll remember you 
i drank the ocean blue 
i'll remember you 

i'll remember 
x4 

now i'm back to square one 
with knowledge of whence i come 
things will be different this time 
i've patched my cracks with glue 
and built myself much stronger	
i'm ready to start anew 
i'm ready to start anew 

i drank the ocean blue 
i'll remember you 
i drank the ocean blue 
i'll remember you

b l e u

for hayden

why'd you have to die? 
why'd you have to die? 
why'd you have to die, leave your friends behind 
and leave me empty inside? 

alone on the freeway headed for the cliff, no 
wish i had reached out before you slipped, off 
so young and tortured, but no one knew, no 
til the casket was closed, the tears drip, down 

i don't know what was going on in your head 
i wish you would have talked to me instead 
we were both so far away still i wonder why you 

why'd you have to die? 
why'd you have to die? 
why'd you have to die, leave your friends behind 
and leave me empty inside? 

standing on the edge where you once did, late at night, cold 
just a minute ago, we were young kids, where'd the time, go 
but if i'm lucky, i'll see you soon, somewhere else, whoa 
i hope you're well, and content, somewhere else, whoa 

i don't know what was going on in your head 
i wish you would have talked to me instead 
we were both so far away still i wonder why you 

why'd you have to die? 
why'd you have to die? 
why'd you have to die, leave your friends behind 
and leave me empty inside? 

why'd you have to run away 
leave us all distraught 
why'd you try to disappear 
and just be forgot? 
why'd you have to run away 
what hurt you so bad 
what hurt you so bad

don't have nightmares anymore

i love youuuu and you are my beautiful friend and lets enjoy the sunshine while we can

❄️ Drainpuppet - ll ❄️

Drainpuppet :)