i love this part in this version so much more lower end sounds so good

i guess i'm homesick

⭐️ lyrics:

Lock myself in my room again
When I'm alone I can play pretend
That you're with me, laying in my bed
I guess some things are better left unsaid
You don't know how much I miss you
What more can I do?
I just wanna kiss you again and again, and again

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

homesick

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||you can't let go if you don't want to||

~track [2/10]

🦋 \\ featuring // 🦋
~+vox from
@leytonmode
+ prod me & @leytonmode

+ additional prod from
@anem0s
@assperrr

mix + master by me~

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
this scares me.
i feel like someone isn't fully telling the truth
maybe it's both of us who are lying

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
god damn
i guess it is up to me
overflown with this fear so naturally
but it's time to let this go
cos' i can't take it any longer
who's this girl you claimed to be yourself
you wronged her
here's the path you paved can't run away
it's not a offer
guess its up to me
i broke the mirror out of spite
just to find a clue
now the bloods all on my hands don't know what to do

cause you're see through
did i say something wrong?
didn't mean to
i'll think it over and over again
i took a step into this life
can't get back what i spent
it's all my fault
can't take the blame
like this was my plan

i forgot who to trust
who's lying
is it me
is it us?
cos' i can't read you
page is burning i might give up
how to think
watch it crash in front of me
it's just the thought of you leaving
i cannot fathom the feeling of letting go

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode
i keep buying time just to waste it all
years keep flying by things don't change at all
if there were words to say
i can't explain the way
it's got me feeling
i have to let it go

it's all you ever wanted to be
take a look
mirrored vision
of the person that you see
that you see.

{{tts}}
you are know listening to butterfly effect

[verse] ~ @leytonmode
you left me down with my face in the street
had to be blunt u won’t face it with me
get you out of my head I been waiting a week
that’s some shit u can’t see, u did it to me
keep creeping up, u had me thinking I wasn’t enough
its tough, I really gave u my trust
ashes that turn into dust, im all out of luck

don’t fuss just let me pass away
cause I can’t fuck the past away
now ill say what I have to say
go in circles like baggage claim
this isn’t what we planned out, another man down
thinking how u left me down on the ground
chipping my teeth and ur breaking my crown

{{tts}}
it's only just your life.

[hook]~ @jauntsen
don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
you're bound for something bigger than this

don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
you can't win if you don't even make a sound

{{tts}}
you can't let go if you don't want to

don't be scared!
pick up your ha-ha-ha hands!
you know it's
bad!!
to leave them on
BAD!!!
to leave them on (make it out)
you can't win if you don't even make a sound
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
make it out!!
don't be SCARED!!!!

spotfiy !

don't be scared +leyton

watch me

ily all <3
LYRICS:
there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

honestly i let myself down
i let judgment get so cloudy with self doubt 
forgot to wash away the fears when they come around
i shouldve listened to my own advice i cant 
yea im dirtier than dan 
just a product of my city tryna be what i can
here i go putting blame on everything but myself
yea i truly need help 
but i dont never wanna get it nah nah 

the creepy crawlies coming out at night 
i cant act like im surprised 
look between my eyes
i aint in disguise 
pain keeps repeating in my head 100 times 
i hope i know the day i die
so i can thank everyone who help me stay alive 
at the same time apologize for all the ruined lives
i dont know what im doing in this life 
but i dont wanna do it anymore 

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim (x2)

joakim*

PROD KBL.

lyrics:

(nee)
I gotta
get wit the business i gotta
jump on these tracks issa trampoline 
808 thumpin n bouncin

Ima chocolate bae im too sweet for u
U got sour taste ima need some too
I should prolly leave and go hit the stu
Too sick w the tempos i got the flu

Got a queen swingin above me i call that a rock a bye
Love me, loathe me or both of them aint enough to make u lie

Adrenaline jumpin in, 
channeling and troubling in double,
intelect bubbling 
need intervention
summoning sanity seeking some solitude, soul searching its all in my mental

(@swazyhq)
when im sick bet the mud gon hit like pedialyte
i need it tonight
my bitch aint gon see me tonight
dirty my cup maybe not if i see me a sprite
dont wanna drink that shit ight
pour up a green apple fanty to clean out the pint
sike i aint been thinking shit out aint been seeing shit right
double my dose so i know that im sleeping tonight
price always seem to be right
glock with a beam its a light 
silencer on it it leave you surprised
i dont sign papers dont read between lines
i got old bread crusty croutons
he send shots you would think im lil jon
lmfao im like who are yall?
got ego'd so fast how im doin yall
im sorry i aint mean to get involved

(@ashtonheights)
Diminish your image for paper I do not feel that 
How could I feel bad
Swear the only direction is up
Money keep coming think I’m in love
Thinking I’m plotting I’m jotting the plan 
Pen to the paper I’m blotting this ink
Taking a shot yeah you know that it sink
Like what does this bitch need from me you gon make me lose it 
These people play games like I’m mf stupid!
No really who do you think that you are
Playing wit the gang wit the team with the squad
Really this routine we on e boot it uppp

(nee)
I get it

Told ya im shittin on niggas

Im shittin on niggas but u get the picture,
 the flash of the shutter done came from a different damn typa switch,
 la di da
 we keep on wishing on a brighter future for me and my kindred, 

and bitches aint trickin me, nene aint givin in, 
really been here for a minute compressed but not limited,
 ballin my form is so perfect, aint even submitted it, 
3 stacks like Andre u gettin it?

what is left of the people that do really care about art?
put my truth in the music so u feel it in ur heart 
4 to the 7 my lucky numbers till i fly far
im crazy im crazy im stackin up to crash an Audemar

things that make me cry
thats my fire
thats what pushes my drive
thats my fire

HOW CAN I FEEL BAD?

HOW CAN I FEEL BAD? (feat. swazy* & 9lives)

Spotify

i just wish i could tell you how i'm feeling lately

nerve

5/16
CREDIT TO @henryyoder FOR WRITING THIS WHOLE THING AND A THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RECORD AND RELEASE A VERSION OF IT THIS IS AWESOME LMAO

og: https://soundcloud.com/collectcallers/creepercussions?si=bdfbc7ad69a345478e42ec6f33cdd073&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
prepare me for the night, i’m
expecting i will fight some mobs
and i don’t have a torch
i haven’t really mined too much

never look straight at an enderman
ender dragon wants to fight me in the end
could you help me do a speedrun?
im having so much fun
so please just hop online

cause every block that i break
i’m only one chunk away
from breaking apart
i made a redstone machine
and some wool that is green
to mine diamonds and gold
i’m so tired of the co-o-o-oal
and this game is twelve years old
im in survival
creeper don’t explode me
i lost my diamond looting 3 hooeeeee
 
never look straight at an enderman
ender dragon wants to fight me in the end
could you help me do a speedrun?
im having so much fun
so please just hop online
i lost my diamond looting 3 hoe

c(re)epercussion

i miss u
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7KZm0nQJ0zlNnutRrh10du?si=61aZH4OLS_mrmPIrY87wmw&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:

and just this summer
i realized
whats the point of crying
when u never want
to come back

these photos, these words, these messages i read
the bracelet i got, and the money i spent
is something ill never forget

oh u never realized the things that i did
neither tried to make me feel okay when i did
everything
you asked me for

i cant go outside or think about something else
when ur on my mind
girl u took away my heart
crushed it with ur hands
and made things worse

the time i consumed into writing these texts,
the things that i did,
even planned all those things,
for u
just to always say no
or planned on leaving after
i expressed my feelings

(its okay i still think that u are the best
ill never get over this
never forget
how i felt
when u were there
my love for u girl its crazy how its there)

i tried i tried
im sitting in my room once again
and i cry
u made me who i am but i hate all of it,
all these songs that i wrote for u theyre still there
and im weak
and i hate
but i love the way u act
even if u dont care
im scared of the future cus u are not here
the love of my life disappeared like u were
never there

the past 8 months i tried
to make u realize
i never tried to hurt u

i know u werent happy
but its okay my dear
ur better now
and aslong as ur here
im fine with that
cus my life is nothing without u

and just this summer
i realized
this was the best time of my
life with u being mine
the love that i sent
and the one u gave back
is something ill
never try to hide again
cus why should i leave it all behind
i never got to hold onto ur hands
or get a taste of ur lips once again
before u left
what happened to the part where u said
we'd both grow old together
and get a bunch of cats
live a happy life

this summer, i realized

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

c(re)epercussion

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