my two favvorite things. this song and drama trial. best day ever.

fishmonger (demos)

Full throttle cold turkey (demo)

future bass remix by Gabby from the gabby mid mix:

https://soundcloud.com/wearebigbeat/big-beat-radio-ep-180-gabby-start-gabby-mid-mix

boneyard aka fearmonger

Loansharks (w/ gabby start Future Bass VIP)

Do you honestly think you're capable of doing any better than this ⟦next time⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @jauntsen and @polar333.
Guitars provided by @jauntsen.
Mixed and mastered by @jauntsen.

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind
I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

And we can let the days roll over
And we can let the flowers grow
I'll put money on my four leaf clover
We'll go to places that we'll never know

⟦ @polar333 ⟧

It’s a long road back
And I always thought you’re all that I had 
In fact, you’re all that I had
I’m fractured
Your eyes glowing like lanterns
I’m blind always looking for patterns
Somethings wrong with us
Don’t need to bring it up

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Never understood what I did wrong, and I'm
Trying to figure out where I belong

And it's a long ride home
But you'll be better off when you finally go
And if I kick the dust on your treads
I'll forget to bleed when you leave me alone
It seems like the rain is coming
They'll crush our castles down into dust
At least it wasn't all for nothing
We can find a better way to keep me out of the rust

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Didn't think that I could patch this
Oh, you're just a test subject
Leave me behind or just leave me to die

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind

subject.

subject, featuring jauntsen and polar.

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

2/23

small cover of eyes off the wheel im a star by jane remover bc i love this song so much

https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/e-o-t-w-i-a-s?in=janeremover/sets/frailty&si=72d5b7d333b846b0b46a3ceb6a044b9d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

jane remover - eyes off the wheel, im a star (short cover)

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

4/4 140bpm G Major

highly inspired by KAI & Mei Semones - red https://on.soundcloud.com/bXkhvw67oRM9G2aM6

lyrics:
oh, old dear
it's time to say goodbye
with a warm embrace, i
don't ever want to see you
cry.

and i'll still die for you.

(and when your soul leaves your body
and your bones give back to the earth
all that will remain is the love you gave.
the love you give will always live on as memories
and will pass down through generations through the people that you loved.
an endless cycle of comfort,
love is forever.)

and when i loved you that wasn't a lie
oh baby, i'm happy that you're doing fine
but your smile still kills me from time to time
and love is forever, it won't ever,
die.
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If you're reading this far, thank you for listening. This song has been in the works since July (?) 2023 and is what I consider my magnum opus, for now, at least. It's something I can confidently say I am truly proud of, no matter how many years pass by. Love is forever.

Forever

additional production by @can-of-bliss
mixed & mastered by @st1cksyea
cover by renner & cody mar

i want it all (trophy)

one call [prod. st1cks+nebita+keyblade808]
written by cloverfield

jane remover - eyes off the wheel, im a star (short cover)

drama trial

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