Verse 1*
i gotta look up stop fucking up but im down on my luck i dont give a fuck 
its never enough its getting real tough trying to be a man they call my bluff
why do i feel the way that i feel i feel like my feelings arent real 
cold to the touch covered in rust a cheap imitation of stainless steal
they see my smile its in plain sight if they only knew its a fucking lie
time after time they try to pry whats going on inside my mind 
mom dont get it pops never tried and i gotta hide it all from my girlfriends eyes
my sons too young to realize his daddy's going through some tough tough times
its a fucked up life for me and mine you say you need a sign well your fucking blind
I got up once fell down twice lost all control on this fucked up ride
20 years young 20 years old 20 years lost 20 years cold
20 years wishing the bitch that birthed me kept her fucking legs closed
i hate this place hate the chase i hate this thing called day to day
i paved my way and made my lane just for it all to get torn away 
now im down in the dirt in a self made grave with no way out so i just decay
hoping one day i can rest in peace grow some wings and fly away

Chorus*
Just clip my wings just let me bleed
And let the sun set over me
No skies today no skies tommoro
Just rain clouds filled with my own sorrow
Just set me free just let me be
Ive already fallen off you cant catch me
No skies today no skies tomorrow
This is my path so dont try to follow

Verse 2*
the demons in the corner salivating patiently waiting its devastating 
they been by my side for way too long but still they aint domesticated
i fucking hate it i came here fight im up all day and i work all night
deprived of my dreams out of arms reach there aint a fucking thing in sight
if only i could see the light i wouldnt have to go and grab a knife
relieve some pressure in my life thrown on a stretcher tucked in tight
i try to stay high to cope with my delusional life but something aint right
somethings missing i know it is but i have no energy to focus in
these folks listen and start listing the difference between fact and fiction 
is it a rhyme or did he live it of coarse its true i aint kidding 
i still live it im still livid im my own purp and my own victim 
i started this this darkness is colder than a carcass is
walking around with a cold ass shoulder look at me wrong and ill fold ya
i thought that i told ya you get no love see my love is completely over
i hate that i love love that i hate im sorry son i made a mistake 
take it from me just leave this place theres no need to live this way

No Skies Prod. Profetesa Beats

P.S.A Prod. Batte Akai

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Miss. Mary Prod. Batte Akai

Rawtalk Prod. Batte Akai

The Crazies

a quick 16 ive been holding onto for a while now... Prod. Soul Akai

Ransom prod. Soul Akai

I havent released anything in along time and haven't performed in even longer all due to the every day struggle of this game called life... more specifically family life... When you decide to create a little you, you are no longer free to roam like the prideful and majestic undomesticated beast you once were....BUT... that doesn't mean cant enjoy the hand you've been dealt, and so we're here! Although stressful and highly aggravating, I love my little family and I've made the best out of every day and i will continue to do so!!! Soooo, this one is for you guys, I love you guys!

Bad days & Ashtrays 

My Damn Fam

Overdose prod. CronicBeats

Prod. by MexxProductions
recorded at Amplified Audio 
Mix & mastered by Michael Tilley AKA TI - DOUB

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