I've been staring at the wall,
Wondering if I could sink in, 
If I could leave this place behind,
For a little while.
I've been feeling pretty numb,
And that's exactly what I want.
I wouldn't have it any other way,
Then to not feel a thing,
Cause the times that I can feel, 
Are the worst times of my life.
They say it isn't healthy,
But, then again, neither are my thoughts.

Woah-oh's

And who's to say how I should think?
What's normality mean?
And who's to say what's normal?
No one's even normal anyway. 
And when you're lonely all the time,
You can find out for yourself,
Just what it's like to be me.
Just what it's like to be a goner.
I've fallen in love,
With the one's that I can't have.
And I've come face to face,
With the worst of my fears.

And each and every time,
I seem to just hang on,
But I am barely hanging,
By the skin of my teeth.

Goner

Lose yourself.
Quickly.
And forget about your friends.
This is an illusion, and we are dust.
And this is nothing.
We are fake, and this is a void.
We are dead, and reality has left me empty.
I crave to not feel. 
I crave to leave this body.
I've never felt so alone.
Even when I'm not alone, and the loneliest of us are surrounded by people.
Friends. Family. People who love us,
Yet we still feel gone. 
What's missing?
These feelings control me as if I belonged to them.
And I am careless with them.
That's my own fault. 
This is all my own fault.
I thought too highly.
Got hopes up only to let them fall again.
Here I am.
Grounded.
My feet like roots to the soil,
But there is no rain,
And thus, no growth.
I'm dying off.
Slowly.
Yet surely, I am going.
And I don't know when I'll be back.
And I may never come back,
And I don't know if I want to be back.
What's here for me besides this sadness?
I'll pass.
I'll leave it here as a token.
Remember me for what I was:
Lonely.
Why can't I find the joy,
The same as everyone else?
I'll fade.
Away.


Meaninglessness

Two Coins (City and Colour Cover)

I've grown attached to disappointment,
It has never let me down.
And I've been known to hold resentment,
For all the fakes around this town.
I have turned and ran so many times,
That I have completely lost count.

Every night's always the same,
I toss and turn I go insane,
Thinking about the fact that I have to grow up.
I'm not ready. I'm not satisfied.
I'm a coward. I am terrified,
Of this beast that you call life.
It's got teeth, and they're showing,
I don't know where I am going,
Anymore.

Chorus*

Rejection is all I've ever known,
It's held me back, broken my bones,
Time and time again.
My hopes go up they crash right down,
Potential love buried in the grown,
For good.  

Chorus* 



Lost Count

My Biggest Fault

Bottom Of The Barrel

My Eyes Won't Close (Rough Demo)

I can't breathe right now
I couldn't breathe to begin with 
I'm biting my tongue to shut myself up
I'm trying my best not to fuck this up
Every strong feeling I've ever felt was painful
So I'm numbing myself tonight
Putting myself to sleep
Inhaling into my lungs exhale it through the window

That's when I drove way too fast to get back to my house,
Get into my bed and sweat this one out

I'm sorry for everything I ever said
I'm sorry for everything I've never said
I'm sorry to everyone I never said "I love you" to
Most of all I apologize to all of you

YoungerPA

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