i dont like to talk about it
id rather let my problems sit til i cant do nothing about it
so fucking stuck that i dont wanna move my body
ill prolly drop this fucking song halfway through the writing
and i dont wanna be like that
now im gonna change
nevermind
next day
everything is still the same
its so hard to commit
imma lay down
give myself a break
im sure its the most important thing that i need right now
even though i didnt do a thing
im so fucking tired everyday
wish i could take something that would make the pain of knowing this go away
for just a little while
thats all
a little while where i know i can be myself
without hating myself
take me to the sky for a while
i can stare at these clouds pass by without thinking about health
my head make me feel like im on hell on earth
i got a lot i can do but its like i carry a curse
whenever i think im better
it turns out im getting worse
i could be makin some cheddar
instead i blow it on pleasure
and instant gratification
hoping that feeling's amazing
like a kid getting a present
but now it dont feel that crazy
and everything is so samey and everything is so nothing
maybe my head is just bluffing to make me feel this
i dont know
whats the point in trying to find out
when i tried it for so long
why despite all of my talents
im making this fucking song
its the same shit that i wrote and recorded four years ago
about how i got no energy to do nothing but

dont worry about me im just chillin, chillin

im chillin

Hyperfollow

im chillin - prod espionage

[FIRE COVER BY HAUNTEDCICADASONGS]

watching my self destructive tendencies starting to bloom
i feel my body wither i swear i could jump from this roof and go boom
it aint even no one else's fault
yeah im feeling kinda crazy yeah im feeling kinda hasty
looking at that fucking magnum and its looking kinda tasty
all these bitches want a piece i send a click and it dont even phase me
devil with no wings but know my bullets fly away
45 into your brain then dip before you even have a chance to chase me 
i feel like my soul leavin my body
since the day that i was born man i could feel my body rotting
but if you thinkin that would stop me from pulling the shotty
going shotty shotty on your fucking body
i dare you to stop me 
when i feel my vision getting blurry
and i see red you know you won't get no fucking mercy kill
pumpin lead until you Alex Murphy
if you try to hurt me
i dont send no funny monkeys bitch, i send AP bullet trails 
and if you think that was a low blow, imma shoot your nuts
swing my knife across your body eat your fucking guts
im sick and tired of these bitches whining bout me
im gonna be dont give a fuck if you dont fw me 
bitch im bitch im gonna murder cus i feel like it 
my killer senses tinglin when i see you fuckers hidin
i get down to business when a fucka's tryna fight me 
i slid my blade so deep in that i gave him laryngitis 
im choosin violence you gon need more than that
got my blicky feelin stuffy
tip of my gat feeling runny
act with caution cause my glocky's feelin ready to snap
bitches think they got the power til im on the attack 
im fed up with these rats who think that their shit dont stink
watch your step, i send my shooters in before you fuckin blink 
i swear im feelin loony, cut a hole in your esophagus
this aint a fucking threat its a promise
fucking all you bitches up

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i need to feel you in me
god damn what's this feelin' that im feelin in me
when i saw you something felt different in me
something felt different in me
and it refuses to leave

now i see you walkin' round in my dreams
i know what it means but i don't wanna see
i think im afraid of this feelin  in me
of this feelin in me
that i cannot release

i tried to shake it off, but it's quite strong
i thought it wouldn't last but it's been quite long
it hasn't left my body
since i saw your body
and now i need your body tangled in with my own
i thought
it would just be fantasy
didn't know 
you'd be laying next to me
but i guess i'm as surprised as you are with this change

i dont rely much on faith
but i dont see another way
for me to gain the courage to come up and say heeey
but now that we turned the page
im very happy i can turn to you and say heeey baaabe

i need to feel you in me
god damn what's this feelin' that im feelin in me
when i saw you something felt different in me
something felt different in me
and it refuses to leave

now i see you walkin' round in my dreams
i know what it means and i'm lovin' to see
i think i've embraced this feelin in me
this feelin in me
picturin' you and me

i know i know i know
i know i know i know
i know i know i know
i know i know i know

feel you in me

feel you in me - prod espionage

tell me, tell me, tell me
tell me, tell me again
tell me bout how im a mess
cant do nothin for my best
i do nothin' as i'm fallin
i'm fallin through the cracks
and i ain't gonna do nothin
cause i love it like that

and i wouldn't have it any other way
any other way lead me back to the only way
within 7 days, give or take, watch it go away
and now here i am, back again, in the only way

i got that guilty feelin in me
cause i see your faith in me
and i know i will let you down
cause i do it amazingly
that's a talent i will carry and carry eternally
and that is something i won't change
can't rewrite my destiny

i'm a slave to my own body
and i feel mentally choked
when my body's feelin pepsi
but my brain's begging for coke
times i wish i'd tear my rules apart and maybe grab a smoke
but that's nothin i can do
for as long as i'm with you

keep on, keep bringing me down
i keep coming down with glee
every time we take a step
we go down for two or three
i say fuck it i give up
and everyone is cheerin' me
i'm exactly what you wanted
shell of misery, so please

tell me, tell me, tell me
tell me, tell me again
tell me bout how im a mess
cant do nothin for my best
i do nothin' as i'm fallin
i'm fallin through the cracks
and i ain't gonna do nothin
cause i love it like that

tell me, tell me, tell me
tell me, tell me again
tell me bout how im a mess
cant do nothin for my best
i do nothin' as i'm fallin
i'm fallin through the cracks
and i ain't gonna do nothin
cause i love it like that

tell me

tell me - prod rotel x syren

my voice feels so weak
i wish i could know why
and now, i stand here rotting
i burn the remains of my mind
why am i like this?
i wish i could know why
my body, i feel it falling
my spirit's crawling to the
my spirit's crawlin' to the night
i wish i could end my life
i wish i could end my life

i think that everyday
i feel i'm slipping away
see all my strength in me fade
i don't know what to do now
i can't be bothered to think
i just stare at the abyss
forget i'm feeling like this
hoping to numb all my pain

why does my heart work like this?
i just can't understand
dissociation's got me holding to my own hand
start to think nothing matters
i don't think i do either
i'll let go of my body
'cause my spirit's crawlin' to the night
i wish I could end my life
i wish I could end my life

wish

I can feel the passing time
and I can't get it outta my mind
I need to relive those times
keep a smile 'til I die
I'm scared of
I'm scared of
I'm scared of bein' alone
I need you to fool me
need to see light in my eyes
can't get enough

I need you to beat me
beat me like a dead horse
bloody and then henceforth
covered in these head sores
couldn't tell what I had went for
feeling sick and yet I want more
going through the front door
trauma and it's blunt force 
I gotta let the blood pour 
bugs crawling out of my corpse

BEAT ME

beat me

self-explanatory.

produced, written, performed, mixed n mastered by will grigson.

how tf do i get over ts

oh no

(that laugh
that's a laugh of a crazy person
crazy person
crazy person)

i'm a
uh uh uh
i'm a
i'm a
ha ha
i'm a (crazy person)

ha ha ha
ha ha ha
ha ha ha
ha ha (uhh)

take my tongue, split in half
bitch im crazy bad
feelin mad
yeah im mad this time
bitch im crazy

im crazy
head dizzy while i break your face in
with a 12 inch mag cause its empty
cus i took it out on everybody
mommy daddy doggy brodie buddy and your auntie
kneel down, load the chamber, we gambling
1 round, close down, we spinning
now lemme see ya pop pop pop pop pop
pay me

i laugh at them freaks, like Kamala Harris
i make the world weep from Bahamas to Paris
them posers they love me, they copy like parrots
i pet them then put them to death with they parents
i'll talk all i want bitch i got all the merits
go on and find comfort in Chowder or Clarence
you baby
got nothin with my affairs
go sob in your puddle of sadness
i don't even care

ha ha

y'all get too cocky with luxury thinking you're gods of your buddies
need love and the comforting to help you blur out the guilt in your conscience you don't get in touch with
cause even though you're just a narcissist
you got a soul 'cause you're human, but dog you can't find it
you're stuck trying to down it with dopamine poison 'til one random moment it comes and you're crying

uh uh

COCONUT TREE

i'm petty
i'm feelin kinda petty honestly
i'm petty
i'm pretty kinda petty honestly
i'm petty
i'm feelin kinda petty honestly
i'm pretty
...

i'm petty petty
tell me i ain't petty
i see a man gettin' popped
and i pop confetti
if i don't like a man
i'm poppin two confetti
i got old buddies wishin i would die already
hatin 24 times 70 like every
day i think of killing fools with a benelli m4
got you sobbin' on the floor 
what for?
cause i'm petty
i thought you woulda gotten that already
don't like me talking they go ghost like they maddie
why you mad, ho? got you sad, ho?
pushed me to the edge, now i hit back with a tackle
rippin this up this asshole 
no jar

bitch i ain't confusin my secondary characters with cameos
take it how you want bucko i ain't carin yo
to any weenie who yappin about my talkin yo
i tell the daryls and glenns apart from zombie hos

i'm cruising out and sending out an adios 
cause i'm petty
i thought you would've gotten that already
fortune teller, i be yappin cause they put the tickets in
they be the van der linde, bitch i'm the pinkerton
don't worry bout the meaning, i ain't explainin' it
just now that i be petty
i'm pretty fucking petty

PETTY BOOP

PETTY BOOP - prod espionage

(my heart)
i wanna love you tonight, babe
(my heart)
i wanna see you tonight, babe
(my heart)
i wanna feel you tonight, babe
(my heart)
i wanna know

if it's right
if you'd like me to stay for the night
hold me tight
can't escape from your sight
cause your body feels so sweet next to mine

pull up with the ride, baby will you take a trip with me (yuh)
imma show you all the nice things round the city (yuh)
feel like the moment that we crossed paths, i was into ya

i love it
yeah i love it
these fuzzy butterflies
in my stomach
i can't hold it
naw i can't hold it
imma let it flourish
for the moment

(my heart)
i wanna love you tonight, babe
(my heart)
i wanna see you tonight, babe
(my heart)
i wanna feel you tonight, babe
(my heart)
i wanna know

if it's right
if you'd like me to stay for the night
hold me tight
can't escape from your sight
cause your body feels so sweet next to mine

my heart

my heart - prod wrongway x andrzxz

This track is part of the official soundtrack for Ronald Rump – Fake Assassin Simulator: SAVE AMERICA AGAIN. The full soundtrack is included with the game on itch.io:
https://isleafon.itch.io/fakeassassinsimulator

Even though the game’s Steam page was fully approved, with all content and information reviewed, Valve abruptly canceled the release a month later, without offering any opportunity to address or revise potential issues.

It’s a genuinely fun and well made game, and I strongly recommend supporting its creator by purchasing it through itch.io.

Here's a link to the YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLnBEDDBWnvswTgJVnpNhb4yfSqRpC099I

Hell, Michigan

Dr. Dee

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