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lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/18Fy8RbDJSuscHnSX54rFMY0WGlxElTDIAqEuPpPOCo4/edit?usp=sharing

make a promise EP

Reading of "Writing in the Dark" written by David Grossman, read by Sarahann Kolder.

WRITING IN THE DARK BY DAVID GROSSMAN - READING 1-9-19

lyrics 

It’s never your fault
But I wish you’d lean on me a little more
Instead of sleeping with him
And treating your heart like a revolving door

He covers your face in photos
But you covered it yourself first so
What do I know

It’s just a feeling
That I indulge in
Cuz I think it proves
That I love you
But that isn’t
The kind of love you want to have

-

you know it’s wrong
what you’re doing with that boy
you know it’s wrong

-

You wanna break up
But he’s a good friend so you don’t wanna end it
And it’s good enough
Just to have a guy that you can trust

But when you’re not desperate
(Tell me about it)
You know you’re gonna wanna end it
(And tell me about it)

I don’t mean to be pessimistic
And I don’t mean to doubt your judgement

Jealous and lonely
You know me
But then I see you with him and I wonder

Are you manic
Body high
Will you regret it
Late tonight
Or in the morning
Cry all day
And call me later

You kinda tried to break it off
But you mostly failed
So now you’ve accepted
Feeling defeated
And that’s familiar

-

I just don’t believe
That she really likes him
And I think I’m projecting
So I try to sort it out
Before I lose her
As a friend

Techno Swamp

I’d listen to your music
even if i didn’t like it 
just to feel a little closer
like we’re talking on the phone

your music

it’s been a month since we talked last
it’s been a month or two
trying to be the drug you can live with
trying to make a love that will last

The Drug You Can Live With

Gave U What U Wanted

lyrics

I keep dreaming about trans girls 
I don’t know what it means
But I thought that was something 
I couldn’t be 

I wasn’t born a girl 
I was born a baby
Baby 

When I say I am a girl
I’m becoming 
Something 
I wasn’t 

When I say I am a man
I’m saying 
Anyone 
Can

I’m apart from some the danger 
Seen as friend by violent stranger 
I don’t let it be known
Cuz I wanna get home 

You want 
Make it make sense
I want
To think less 

Wear my body out for me

wear my body out

If You Wanna Wait

track list + times
00 (00:00) spoken introduction
01 (00:11) det det dedet
02 (04:19) we like to be alone
03 (06:53) static recording 
04 (07:19) for the longest time
05 (08:01) bass instrumental 
06 (10:58) don’t fake it with me
07 (12:07) how quickly dust collects
08 (13:50) i could let you go

LYRICS / transcript 

00
hello, this is sarahann.
i am recording this introduction on 
december third of 2020
i hope you enjoy the following sounds. 

02
oo
we both say 
we like to be alone
and i meant it when i say it
and i mean it right now
but damn
you make it kinda complicated 
kinda complicated 

i think we’re fallin in love 
and i think you’re thinking of me
way more than you thought 
you would

we could do this
all winter
we could do this
indefinite

you don’t need permission 
to tell me you love me
the way that you want to 
cuz i feel the same way 

do what you want to 
love the 
way that 
you use me
know what you want 
cuz you told me
love you 
more than my body

03
this track
and the following are 
things i heard on the radio
and took an audio recording of

04
I’ve been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know
that i intend to hold you 
for the longest time

woah
for the longest time

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06
warm when im leaving
she waves from the window
i blow a kiss from below

don’t fake it with me
my heart is breaking already

07
I lied 
to sound interesting
and i hurt someone’s feeling
just trying to impress you
i just wanna be with you 

to play no games
to not conceal 
to have no fear
in love 

i’ve gotta accept 
that’s how i am
revolving ‘round the sun
(revolving ‘round you)
proved in 1543
what was there before you and me? 

how quickly dust collects
how fast the fear floods back 
and i’m thinking with my heart
and hurting my own head

08
I could let you go right now
without much of any pain
i could say 
i don’t know how
i could just
not explain

you wanna have the best of everything
and you wanna be the best at 
doing nothing
bet you wanna be alone
don’t you wanna be alone

i’m gonna call this what it is
you’re rushing in 

e knee 
mine e mo
catch a lion
by his throat

you tell me all your dreams 
then get no sleep 
if you wanna say goodbye
then let me leave

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