Out Run 81

Love Me" is a dreamy and enchanting lofi song that gently wraps listeners in a warm cocoon of soft melodies and soothing beats. Opening with a delicate piano riff, the music carries a nostalgic essence, evoking feelings of sentimental longing and tender emotions. The lofi elements, such as subtle vinyl crackles and ambient sounds, contribute to the overall cozy atmosphere. As the song progresses, a mellow and rhythmic beat emerges, providing a gentle pulse to the composition.

Love Me

I never would have thought such an ugly experience could lead to something so beautiful. I hold this song very dear to my heart. The beat production process took me months to create. I had to have my heart and mind smashed into countless pieces in order for this to come to fruition. 15 vocal tracks and 6 different takes stacked in the chorus. © Copyright April 24 2024. All rights reserved to Malcolm Alexander Leinberger A.K.A. Maco's Shadow A.K.A. Grim Jones Musical Enterprises.® Lyrics: 
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why am i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust anyone?
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago
so sick of this fight 
please let it go
i lost my life
in a glass bowl
i lost my light
down a dark road
lost track of time
where did it go?
don't think i'm fine
where is my hope?
am i in hell?
nobody knows
tell me some lies
tell me i'm dope
tell me i'm fine
tell me i felt
what was just mine
obsessed with self
darkness in my mind
no one to tell
nobody minds
i won't as well
feel so alone
peace is a joke
leave with my bones
crushed in my heart,
it's torn apart
doing these drugs,
till peace is far
and i just shrug
Malcolm please come down off that stuff
please can you trust
we need you with us
don't turn up dead please don't doubt
i need god and a priest for now
let these demons drown i need Jesus now
they eatin' me alive kill these leaches how
i'd seen myself in a dream about
3 years ago gotta leave this town
gotta quit these drugs get clean somehow
let the love in let these demons out
i'm by myself
i need some help
i got my love
but that ain't enough now
forget all these drugs
i am too numb now
never even felt
i lost myself 
forgot who i was
is this just hell?
who are you to tell?
could you just help?
never even felt
lied to myself
said i needed no one
how could i be so dumb?
....................
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why'm i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust
anyone
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago

I Need Help [self produced]

Artist - Bcruz 
Song - Listen
Link for Music Video - https://youtu.be/UnZWvbjK_j8?si=xLtdmr3JmDOjPaNn

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First song on my new 6 track EP "Retro Fusion" that just dropped on all platforms! I made all the beats and mixed all my lyrics. (I always do for anything released to all platforms) Copyright August 30 2024     Lyrics:
just got a bill for the feature. still i would rather be alone
just took a pill seeing creatures. didn't work that's a weak one bro
how do i still wanna be here? i think you'd rather see me go
she dead ya but i still see her. i guess that has to be a ghost
she think i really need her, demons all gaslight me fa sho
pour me oh i'm a leader. i been so fast they bleed n go
come feel sorry for me. she think a master needs a throne
so sick of all these schemes yuh, i think they have to need to go
woe , so , go, slow down, what did i really even say?
you'd have to read between the lines, 
while you get pressed between the cage
for at least a day, i don't like to see my face
take the E escape, save me ease the pain, 
i won't eat for days, they don't treat me the same
nobody sleepin' on me,  that's what the dreamers say
i put in so much work doe, now i just need my pay
i see these demons aye, they're right there wearin' her skin
rich taste but i'm pourin' bourbon 
i'm with the gang, ya but we in the burbs n
i'm flippin' birds but, i've been the birdman
ya that's for sure man, burnin' on sherm and
Annie Oakley wanna cuff me for the gram she sold me
but i can't be held down or up i always have it on me
when i come through my ears ring, i used to have a nose ring
i'm fu©kin wit my new thing, you still up on that old thing
oh dam i thought i told me, i'm at the helm you know me
was in a hell since '03
she like i felt that own me
i guess she smelt it on me
i guess she tells me no things
i thought you know me
only my drugs seem fixable
because ain't nothing wrong see
you so predictable
you cannot avoid me
i guess yo patterns boring
i'm hostile spittin' nicely, 
so i guess i'm hospitable
these kids is just miserable
lil trick she pitiful
lil dog you kitten doe
maybe you'd fix your problems, if sometimes you'd listen though
look like she work at target, these hose ain't missable
class is out now though, they just dismissable

Love Me

Dreamlit Lofi

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