Absinthe (bbyazul & fleshtoflesh)

As the shadows stretch and the light fades, I stand alone; a traveler burdened by the decisions that carved my fate.

GUNK - LIFE I CHOSE (FELIX SYDNEY LUECLOVE)

prod @popilization @overoveroverover

I could say please turn these lights in the room

I can do right by you if we cool

I said please don’t pop them red balloons

I could say there’s a point in trying if we doomed

If u wanna travel in lava use a canoe

I can’t tell that bitch what’s wrong with her it’s just the food

Whenever I sought my vision was blurred cuz ima fool

Can’t be no fool

Cuz I don’t wanna wake up

I’m just pissing on they grave like how u spell icup 

I know that shit be chill but I can’t feel the love

Post up with solace I know that I’m back in touch

Time seems the enemy but please don’t do no rush

Like you gotta toughen up or u gon lose ya blood

This world just propaganda but we gonna beat the fuss



I hope youn fall on me 

These niggas wanna call on me

These niggas got hollow sheaths

Indulging with Shiloh/shallow grief 

Ion wanna be papa deek

Take a piece of himself from me 

Ion need you to lean on me 

Give no way to the hell I peep

Give my home to my dream I sleep

Would you like to remeddle me

Shed mantles back from my teeth

Do you wanna go kill the priest

They gon hold us down on they feast

Niggas like beauty and the beast


Give a gift to my shell I grief

Give a gift prevail my chief

Been a while since I sparked that leaf

My heart was a snaggleteeth

Keep goin I cannot peak

Run away that bitch a freak

What’s a worm attached to a beak

My heart and my foes I keep

wake up

fashionist - fn (dreamnote)

sh7dow ft vax - change up (dreamnote)

cant get right prod heroine irin dreamnote

w/ @chewy @prodelxnce @gr0lth @gmodravemix @faintthearted @earthlydesireisbeyondme @ovk5555555 @beenherebefore (sampled him) @bbyazul4k @dreamno7e @popilization @epictina @ticoxxx @vampiremutual


0:00-2:43 (solo)
2:43-3:35 (w/ heroine)
3:35-5:52 (solo)
5:52-6:43 (w/ heroine)
6:43-7:30 (solo)
7:30-8:42 (w/ grolth)
8:42-9:39 (w/ og)
9:39-10:25 (w/ elxnce)
10:25-11:11 (w/ popilization and dull)
11:11-11:52 (w/ dull)
11:52-13:02 (w/ prettylovebites)
13:02-14:01 (solo)
14:01-14:38 (w/ heroine)
14:38-15:30 (w/ scribe)
15:30-16:26 (solo)
16:26-17:42 (w/ heroine)
17:42-21:35 (w/ sys)
21:35-23:02 (solo)
23:02-24:03 (w/ heroine)
24:03-25:05 (w/ grolth)
25:06-26:19 (w/ been - sample: https://soundcloud.com/beenherebefore/youre-so-lucky)
26:19-27:33 (w/ heroine)
27:33-30:21 (w/ bbyazul)
30:21-31:03 (solo)
31:03-32:00 (w/ dreamnote)
32:00-32:58 (w/ popilization)
32:58-34:00 (w/ tina/inspyite)
34:00-34:55 (solo)
34:55-35:50 (w/ ticox)
35:50-36:51 (w/ sydney runner)
36:51-38:47 (solo)
[end of beats]

38:47-40:47 (solo epilogue i played this entire thing in one take)
*inspired by ricky eat acid and blithe field*

[#playground] clips w/ buddies

🧟

go hard n pop yo shit
yo racks not legit
fan hoe want me sign her tits
i’m tryn go legit
i just wan make a difference 
wanna show em that it’s okay to be yourself 
had to leave that bitch all onna shelf
had to do it all myself ain’t get no help
from nobody
and we steady ballin my nigga shoot the 3
and i rock my heart up on my sleeve
baby i get so high can’t breathe

i get so high up
i can’t feel nothing 
i can’t let you in
sippin red dead put me in a coffin
i’m finna go all in
bong got me coughing
ts got me fucked up
finna go fuck on sluts
but it won’t heal me
it’s really not enough
no it’s not adding up
bring another drink another blunt not high enough
it done took me so long to realize
za it got my soul gone don’t even feel high
no these niggas not my brothers not my real guys
i don’t wanna pop no perc but i get real high

go hard n pop yo shit
yo racks not legit
fan hoe want me sign her tits
i’m tryn go legit
i just wan make a difference 
wanna show em that it’s okay to be yourself 
had to leave that bitch all onna shelf
had to do it all myself ain’t get no help
from nobody
and we steady ballin my nigga shoot the 3
and i rock my heart up on my sleeve
baby i get so high can’t breathe

real high prod heroine elxnce

0:00-0:48 @dreamno7e

0:48-1:54 @luca_marin

1:54-2:51 @cw4 @emotionals

2:51-3:35 @600hiya

3:35-4:30 @gmodravemix @dreamno7e

4:30-5:05 @chinapoet

5:05-5:52 @cw4

5:52-6:49 @gmodravemix @chinapoet

6:49-7:39 @cw4

7:39-8:28 @makinstuff

8:28-9:27 @souljatap

july2k25

karrahboo prod dbglokk

instagrammmm https://www.instagram.com/teenvacant/ for my wee pictures and stuff follow me

fuck it i gotta do it myself 

Lyrics:
I don't wanna sleep now, can we stay up?
Late nights, passing by, I don’t feel good 
You’re the only thing I can ever dream of 
I’m met with these cold walls when I wake up 

I know that it’s the only way 
I just feel like a mess every fucking day 
I don’t wanna miss it all and let it go to waste 
There’s nothing here for me now, you know I can’t stay 

Even when I talk I feel like I'm not saying anything 
I wanna be with you there, but I don’t know the way 
When the sun comes up, will you recognise my face? 
Baby I would wait for you, would you leave with me? 

If I fell, would you stay with me? 
Sometimes I don’t know myself, I just disconnect 
Real life, like a fantasy in my head 
A familiar voice and a cold distance

I don't wanna sleep now, can we stay up?
Late nights, passing by, I don’t feel good 
You’re the only thing I can ever dream of 
I’m met with these cold walls when I wake up 

I know that it’s the only way 
I just feel like a mess every fucking day 
I don’t wanna miss it all and let it go to waste 
There’s nothing here for me now, you know I can’t stay

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