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Chill Guys Im Okay

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mandy - Chill Guys Im Okay

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Its not your fault i believe its mine
Where love once was 
it feels so empty now
Cobewebs adorn me
Ill die at 45
Would it change us
Is a dangerous thought
Emtpy couches And empty closets
I see
It’s been Months since you moved out
I still find your socks In my laundry
Will i change
Will my heart move on
Or am i stuck with these feelings like a dog
I was acting stupid
But im feeling drunk right now
When you called me i was lucid
But all thats done and gone
So i wake up
Another day gone
Wastin all my time on wishes for you So i wake up
Another day gone
Wastin all my time regretting you

Not Your Fault

tempo: 76 BPM — slow groove / brushed drums / Rhodes & bass)
(Tone: intimate, half-whispered, deep falsetto layers)

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[Intro – spoken / whispered layers]
Soft light, deep groove, shallow grave…
Still alive inside the wave.
Soft light… deep groove…

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[Verse 1]
There’s a hum in the floorboards,
a heartbeat slow and brave,
my body’s fading slowly,
but the rhythm still behaves.

There’s perfume in the static,
a whisper in the rain,
you said love’s a sacred habit,
and I believed the pain.

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[Pre-Chorus]
Under soft light, I’m still moving slow,
my soul’s off-beat, but it still might glow.

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[Chorus]
Soft light, deep groove, shallow grave —
I’m half-alive, but the groove’s still brave.
The vinyl spins, but the angels wait,
one more chord before I fade.

Soft light… deep groove…
Don’t let my silence prove —
that love don’t stay.

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[Verse 2]
You left your echo in my glass,
your halo on the floor,
the room’s still humming past the past,
I don’t need more.

We played our sins in 7/8,
our prayers were off-time blues,
you said “grief’s just love that stayed,”
and I can’t refuse.

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[Bridge – improvised vocal run / layered harmonies]
Soft light on my face…
slow fade, holy bass…
let the needle fall again —
on the ghost of yesterday.

(wordless falsetto run: “oooh–oh–ohh / ah–ah–ah”)

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[Final Chorus]
Soft light, deep groove, shallow grave,
I keep dancing, though I can’t be saved.
If heaven hums a minor key,

soft light, deep groove, shallow grave (indie).

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