self- produced

Lyrics: 
[Oh well.]
Either way
I'm unreal and afraid
Oh please don't tell me
Oh please don't tell me
Don't tell me how to breathe
You had your chance and you lost it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
Now you don't even exist
I mean honestly
What you standing for
Act like you love yourself but 
You don't do it anymore
You put yourself in poor conditions 
That you can't afford
We're both part of the problem
I'm wondering just why you bottle me

I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

[thrml]

[Oh well.]
I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

Fading away into black 
Where you go and you know that
You'll never come back
Need to stop degrading myself
Stop berating myself
Since the 9th grade I learned 
How to hate on myself
But I need to let go 
All the weight off my chest
Makes me hypochondriacal
Shaking my breath
I'm afraid for my health
And I know I need help
But I'm part of the problem 
I won't let you help me let go
Let me help you
Why won't you let me help you

ghost or am i asleep (feat. thrml)

https://soundcloud.com/lilyintheforest
https://soundcloud.com/riversedge001

Lily forest:
I been so faded
My life is a cycle, I can’t escape it 
Hope that I make it 
I need a change so tired of breaking 
I pull out 2 felonies 
2 to the face I know that you hearing me 
I feel so heavenly 
Way that I’m living there ain’t too much left of me 
Plz don’t give up on me 
I need you to stay I need u to pray for me 
Plz don’t give up on me 
I need you to ride I need you stunt for me 
I been caught up on a girl I swear this shit is love 
I call this girl so much the feds think she the plug 
I be fucking up so much but you my only one
way I’m going fast I swear is like we on the run 
I just bought a rello break it down I’m smoking runtz 
I can’t smoke myself away I put pain in the blunt 
I don’t gotta savings waking up is just to stunt 
I got 3.5 x 8 like I don’t need a front

Ddayso:
Babe watchu say 
Sorry couldn’t hear a thing, Gas deafening 
Crystal mdma, In my lemonade
Start to remind me 
When I felt everything 
Baby I just need u bad and I’m sorry 
Can u extend a hand and recharge me
If u stay w me now then I swear that
I’ll never let u hit the ground when ur falling
I know u don’t deserve this
I know I don’t deserve you 
When I’m off the potent 
Only thing I can’t forgets you

lily forest x ddayso - cycles 🔁 (prod. question)

★..nobody knows me well..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
me lol (s/o sony)

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/anomaly-w-dylan-lotus-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
in every other universe
gwen stacy falls for spiderman
and in every other universe
it doesn't end well

verse one:
nobody knows me well
at least as well as you do
I don't have no one to tell
I just wanna talk about you

bridge:
I'm sick of everything and I don't feel like fronting
leave me in the trash cause I'm not worth nothing
nobody knows me.. no one does
nobody knows me well

chorus:
and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

verse two:
pull the queen of the hearts and bitch you knew that
oh we were two of a kind and then you drew back
no one knows.. where the plot will go..

tear me up and break my fucking bones
turn me to a vessel no one knows..

bridge:
I'm sick of everything and I don't feel like fronting
leave me in the trash cause I'm not worth nothing
nobody knows me.. no one does
nobody knows me well

chorus:
and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

ending:
well.. there's a first time for everything right?

★streaming★

★anomaly★ w/ dylan lotus (prod. king theta)

"NOTHING LEFT" the official album
performed/written by @counterxo

with special guests!
------------------------
@kirenoomstar
@dreamworldtony
@gaxillic_beats

mascara stains (gaxillic)

Withdrawl (crssllia)

Talk to me like I’m worth it 
Sang my praises 
Bet you weren’t thinking 

Fought for me and then you went missing 
Hate your games and all you bring with it 

People wanna talk but never listen 
getting tired of being the only one who’s always fucking giving 

When the cameras turn off 
You’re a pain in the ass 
Pull yourself down, please don’t rise from the ash

Bitch don’t ever fucking waste your breath 
Utter my name, you’re a thing from the past 

Add you to another list of my regrets 
Wish I woulda just stayed lonely instead 

Drunk calls, voice notes while I’m faded 
Highs last longer when I’m properly sedated

Mix two drinks
Spit sink 
You hate it 
I hate it
You made it 

Self hate won’t solve your problems 
Stop getting lost in the topic 

Makes me nauseous 
Autopilot 
Stop the cycle 
Leaves me cautious 

Self sabotage leaking outta your head 
Two more shots like it’s Russian Roulette  

Rather be dead 
than talk to you again 

Hate my name 
And hate my face 

Talk to me like I’m worth it 
Sang my praises 
Bet you weren’t thinking 

Fought for me and then you went missing 
Hate your games and all you bring with it 

Drunk calls, voice notes while I’m faded 
Highs last longer when I’m properly sedated

Mix two drinks
Spit sink 
You hate it 
I hate it
You made it 

Self hate won’t solve your problems 
Stop getting lost in the topic 

Makes me nauseous 
Autopilot 
Stop the cycle 
Leaves me cautious

regrets [+ jasco]

Angel in the trenches (prod. counter)

One night is like all it takes, spotlights streaming on your face

Spotlights (prod. Pacific)

removed from my main page to make room for more shinigami songs

Lightwaves

MattU - LOIC (feat. Shinigami, YNG MTU & Lil Lotus)

waitin 4 sunshine

"i got walmart money like my name is Walton"

w/ cartoon ben

beat prod. curtains & jason22k

art by Benny Blase

PRETTY RAVE GIRL w/ CARTOON BEN (PROD. CURTAINS & JASON22K)

@dreamworldag

instagram: dreamworldtony / dreamworld.ag 

OFFICIAL MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEHt73Pt6Bw

PRETTY RAVE GIRL w/ CARTOON BEN (PROD. CURTAINS & JASON22K)

DREAMWORLD TONY @dreamworldtony 🌐

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