A song I wrote many years ago for a dragon friend who'd disappeared mysteriously both from an online otherkin community and from the net in general.


Lyrics:
I've had my hundred dreams of flying
Is there any true answer why?
I know that I will be there again
And I will find a way to touch the sky

I know that it is waiting for me
And I look towards it every way
And I know that it is waiting for me
And I try to find a way

And I know that this will come again
I stand here to testify
I know that this is the impossible dream
I realize
I realize

Come and follow on the shimmering wing
Why do you hide when you know you can't deny?
Every true gain has a little pain
But that's no reason for you not to try

Rainbow vision defies my eyes
Why do I stand here mesmerized?
I can't bear to think you are gone
You shut it out, but the spirit lives on

I still have mountains to walk with you
Do you know how it makes me cry?
How far will you walk away before you realize?
I can only pray it's not for too long
For it's wrong
In this pair of eyes
In this pair of eyes
In this pair
I see
Only
Walking away from me
Walking away

Do you still dream of the quiet meadow?
And do you smile at a shooting star?
Who visits you while you're sleeping tonight?
Why does your touch have to be so far?

Need To Fly

Another song that I wrote ages ago. It's about using meditation as a coping strategy for the sense of displacement that comes with being otherkin.

Lyrics:
Thirty seconds away in silence
Now I see with open eyes
I can find the light redemption
And I stand here mesmerized

Thirty seconds away in silence
I have found a higher ground
Away from cycles lost in motion
Away from ghosts of chaos sound

Thirty seconds away in silence
Now I take to spirit flight
I have broken past the boundaries
Now I see with greater sight

Thirty seconds away in silence
A brief relapse amidst the storm
I know now that I can face it
I will reach the greater form

In all my life I have been silent
Voice transfixed by a thousand lies
I become the new awakening
I am one with the rising tide

In a thousand lives none escape the cycle
For there is no war
There are no sides
Just a life I lost
And an ancient vision
Someday I know both will collide for me

Thirty seconds amidst the silence
I can sense the call of home
But I know not from whence direction
I know only I feel alone
My thirty seconds in the silence
Tells me what I have not known
It's a turning point
A cause of crisis
But without it I could not have grown

30 Seconds

I made music in a former life, but I stopped.

Now I'm starting again. Everything has changed.

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