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pretty pink toes w/ capoxxo (neosspace)

Evil City ft. ☆NEARXIETY☆ (prod. SanVictor)

i wrote this song a while, ago " i realised i cant help everyone" (I Could've Saved  Her) is about a girl i knew, My Soulmate, who commited suicide, For the past 4 years ive been beating myself up, blaming it all on me, i know i could've prevented it 💔

is a powerful alternative rock track with a thought-provoking message. The intense instrumentals and raw vocal mix creates a sense of urgency that perfectly captures ayshc's constant pain and struggles as an toxic empath trying to help others, while putting their own problems on the shelf. A moving and introspective anthem -  @BonnysWRLD®

LYRICS//
Was looking for a place too call home
Just too lost on my own
One with a smile came up to me
She had my soul all along

2x  Fell asleep on the phone
Chance too save her was gone
Feels like fate is my enemy
Killed three birds with one Stone

Deep inside I got purpose why im alive
Still feel like i wanna die
Cant think about suicide
I seem asleep
But i woke up in my dreams
Thought it was a nightmare
But the pain is what I need
Got two Angels n many demons at my feet
Head Into the fire with gold drippin from my teeth Turned my Heart to ashes but the smoke is what i breathe
The things i did for love just my soul bleed

it's hard to trust anyone,
far as i could throw them
the love i have isn't very much
im plagued by anxiety im frozen
for quite a while I've been out of touch

no silver linings when
everything is in black and white
so sick of crying
feel like each day is a brand new fight
i took some time to calm my mind
next to the candle light
keep searching desperately for something
that i cannot find

i took some time to think it through
and now i realize
ain't worth the effort to free even the most feeble minds
feed em lies, feed em lies, they're all feeding us lies

EMPATH (i could've saved her)

Grimoire

lyrics:

it's a illusion you know ? i know that you can't feel
the heart that's in your hands, it's too easy to steal

Like the roses in my room the petals flew away 
All i got left,is the spikes causing me pain

Get lost in the dark,get lost once again 
Between those scars, I know i will love again 

What does it take to forget?The beauty in your eyes
what can I do to delete 
Delete all the lies?

Illusion (prod.Høpes)

beat by tykunII
mix and masters by me

e eu quero, eu quero, 
voltar pra trás
eu quero voltar pra trás
eu tou perdido agora
quando é a minha hora?
e eu quero voltar pra trás, pra trás
entreguei a minha alma ao satanás

e eu quero voltar pra trás
eu quero voltar pra trás
abracei o satanás
já não sou bom rapaz

virei me pra deus e ele disse logo adeus
os meus filhos nunca vão ser ateus
nunca quero dor para os meus

se eu quisesse dor
bastava acreditar no amor
nunca vou acreditar nessa merda
nunca mais vou apoiar na erva
e eu quero bazar
eu quero acabar
e eu só quero acabar
só quero acabar
ando a pensar em me matar, eu sei
e eu sei
que eu não estou certo

e eu não estou certo
mas agora estou errado
e eu só quero ir embora
quando chega a minha hora

e eu quero voltar pra trás
eu quero voltar pra trás
abracei o satanás
já não sou bom rapaz

virei me pra deus e ele disse logo adeus
os meus filhos nunca vão ser ateus
nunca quero dor para os meus

vou ensinar os meus filhos que deus tá sempre lá
tá sempre lá, pra te encaminhar mal
pra te levar pelo caminho errado
o diabo tá sempre do teu lado, 
seja bom ou seja mau
ele está sempre lá
e eu corri meio mundo á procura da sua paz
e eu só quero voltar atrás

eu quero voltar atrás
entreguei a minha alma ao satanás
leva-me pra trás

satanás

beat by bewareprettyformula
mix and masters by me and @starzforeyez

cigarros e café de manhã
cigarros e café de manhã
o que é que eu faço pra morrer
eu só quero morrer

cigarros e café de manhã
é como eu mantenho a minha mente sã
cigarros e café de manhã
de noite a chorar no meu divã

cigarros e café pra me manter de pé
há muito que eu perdi a minha fé
inala a nuvem negra
de longe há um demónio que me observa
na minha vida eu só tenho uma regra

nicotina e cafeína são a minha rotina
dia-a-dia tenebroso
penso que eu vou ficar famoso
mas não, eu ando ansioso
eu ando a morrer silencioso

VERSO
cigarros e café, de manhã,
e á noite, o diabo é meu fã
fantasticamente aborrecido
há quem diga que eu ando desnutrido

Lucífer olhou pra mim, e disse:
"segue-me amigo, vem comigo para o inferno"
cinco anéis em cada mão
olho-me ao espelho e penso
"NÃO"
não vou sair

mortalhas no bolso com o filtro no tunel
fumo pro pulmao e as cinzas no anel
bazo de casa sem destino
nuvens na cabeça e eu perco me no caminho
olhos presos no ecrã desde manhã
tabaco solto no bolso do meu casaco de lã
desabafo bem discreto a pedra no trajeto
escrevo a minha letra e deixo incompleto

alcatrão nos meus pulmões
não tenho tempo pra sermões
só peço harmonia
cigarros são o dia-a-dia
tanta gente ao meu lado a querer ver-me enterrado

cigarros e café de manhã

rotina feat starzforeyez

Bridges ft. Camertin, 3mourn (3mourn)

shoutout to my producer,  https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404
for helping me in the process of remastering these songs!!!

itouse's Socials
https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404
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https://www.youtube.com/@itouse7545

LYRICS///
I suffer from ghosts
Stuck in the past
Wonder if they every will be free
All my hopes and dreams are in the trash
Hoping you will remember me
(Hoping you will remember me)

Everyone just walks away
Walking straight through me
Like ima ghost of the past
But I’m not a ghost from the past X2

It wasn’t love
Standing by myself now
Ima all lonely, in his unlikely place now

Congratulations
I can see your heart break
Small dedication
I can see your back break
False dedication
I can see your lies break
Harmonic transformation
I can see your soul ache

It wasn’t love for a second it might be
It wasn’t trust for a second it might be

Everyone just walks away
Walking straight through me
Like ima ghost of the past
But I’m not a ghost from the past X2

It wasn’t love
Standing by myself now
Ima all lonely, in his unlikely place now

GHØST prod.Grayskies  (remastered by ITOUSE)

DOWN4U (Ethereal Dissociation)

Garage Freestyle ~ Juice Wrld

just hoping to make someone smile while im here🖤

rotina feat starzforeyez

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