Drive Like I Do

The Day Robert Palins Murdered Me (feat. Whitmer Thomas & Shelby Lorman)

Music by Jaymee Carpenter - Lyrics by Kendall Forrey.

Maybe In The End (featuring Phoebe Bridgers)

The 1975 - It’s About Time (Alternative Mix) [cr: mistermusicman]

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i’ve been 17 for a month and I already hate it 
everything is dark and gray and gross and all the colors have faded 
and it’s not like I don’t like the number I can’t say that 
it’s just that growing up now seems inherently bad 
i’ve got a year left in my room which I used to hate 
but then I dropped a couple grand used it to decorate  
now I can’t imagine anywhere I’d rather be 
than sitting in my room just a book and me 

I 
don’t know why
im crying bout the same thing over and over again 
screaming to the night like someday this pain will end 
when I know there’s no way this could ever ever change
i’m just ready I’ve had enough of these growing pains


I’m not as close as i’d like with my brother 
and I leave him in a year and he has no other 
place to go when he feels sad or he needs a friend 
or when he needs advise on girls or a friendship ends
I’m falling behind on every task i’m given 
i try to talk to people but i’m scared that they won’t listen 
i ask the universe for advice on my decisions 
it cuts me off and tells me just to trust my intuition 

 I 
don’t know why
im crying bout the same thing over and over again 
screaming to the night like someday this pain will end 
when I know there’s no way this could ever ever change
i’m just ready I’ve had enough of these growing pains

so someone tell me why 
I hate every song i write 
I used to be so smart and ahead of the game 
but now I’ve got a simple task and I can’t concentrate 
every year that goes by 
i keep falling further behind
I used to blow my candles out and wish to grow up now I’d go back 
and fuck it all up 

I’ve been 17 for a month and I already hate it
but it’s not because it’s gross or any colors have faded 
I’m just scared of growing up 
of being on my own 
I’m scared of changing everything that I’ve ever known 

someday in the future I’ll have kids of my own 
and I’ll know exactly how they’re feeling 
when they’re moving away from home

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