"credit to the awesome @aleksfogle on vocals, sound effects, and cover art
credit to the great @shadeeqap for the vocal clip

i’m not so flawless
i tried to stay stoic, i don't know the feel
but everyone knows it, think they know everything about me
that I always got my hopes in
talk, it’s big talk
it’s mixed up, i picked love, it’s
manic, static, business maladaptive

@aleksfogle
know this street the same way that i breathe
summer sixteen
i’m running routines, i put my life on it
everybody wants to be around me
cause i brought weed
and people just assume that i’m good for it
yeah i sure like the attention
but i feel my weight is shifting
what’s the point in bruising both of my feet
breaking both knees
if they don’t know the places that i’m going

creasing both of my nikes
squeezing into the backseat
she said
“i wanna sight see” @shadeeqap
time is short let the tank bleed
8 o clock moving light speed (san francisco)
drop me off at the beach please (alameda)
look,
i don’t gotta stay if i don’t wanna
and i don’t have to be around them to know i’m wanted
crash into the waves on south shore cause i love it
see me for what i am

self assured near your reach
a call i seemed to need
of a foreign numeral
telling hide then sail away
you healed me in a dream
you're stronger made than me
when the lion hears your sound
i'll be daring, i'll be loud

@aleksfogle
i've come so far
still got a long way to go
still trying to help out at home
but i'm not doing this alone"

released on: 1 September 2021

maladaptive (with aleks fogle)

@saoirsedream
https://soundcloud.com/saoirsedream/want

saoirse dream - want [evangeline cover]

and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

feetpics

incandescence

vale featuring aadithyaa

It’s been some days since i’ve tried
to clean up my mind
It’s been some days since i find
some way to decide
Will i ever see the light
maybe if i really try
Don’t think i really might but
recently i’ve caught up with the system now

Late light coming through,
since i don’t think i know what happend now
Slowly had me been for now
Since i tried for you

That’s cause i like you,
Nevermind i don’t think you do too

Maybe i should’ve done my best
Maybe i should’ve just 
listened, listened
It wasn’t as easy as they said
I got to catch up so i fit in with the rest
I didn’t stutter in a minute now
I didn’t put it into question now
I got to blend in but i don’t know how but
recently ive caught up with the system now

Late light coming through,
since i don’t think i know what happend now
Slowly had me been for now
Since i tried for you
That’s cause i like you,
Nevermind i don’t think you do too
Scared to be lied to
It’s pure bliss

Everytime i think it’s over,
it just keeps coming back
I wish that life could go slower,
but it keeps speeding up
I really want to get to know her
I think i need to catch up
Do i really want to grow up

I’ve been in this room for way too long
All i have to do is work and give it some time
Soon i’ll move on with a clearer mind

Will be

It’s pure bliss

All my love

That’s cause i like you,
nevermind i don’t think you do too

3/11/2022  - 29/1/2023

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4/10
made this for any% and didnt make it, been trying to write over it but i dont think it really fits what im working on now :3

i would say feel free to give it a try but i couldnt tell you the key or bpm fr so enjoy yet another vocal-less track, i hope to get back to writing soon

moss

here is one

i stole this song and threw it in fruity granulizer https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/we-prod-this-one-beat-at-a-time-each-beat-by-a-different-person

stealing user songs at 7am

remake of sarah by alex g but different genre

sarah runs

@redh1ll, fka dretty pope
just a sketchbook for my music

feetpics

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