Billie Eilish Performs 'Getting Older' in the BBC Radio 1 Live Lounge.

Billie Eilish - Getting Older in the Live Lounge

written by ethan ayer and performed by yours truly

God Ethans Song Stellas Version

written by camp kona

(reality bites)

I’d do whatever you want
Don’t touch me cause I’m scared of the dark
I win, you lose
and i scuffed your shoes
does that make you want to tear my clothes off

ahhh ahhh 

sacrifice what we had online
wanna make you mine
i don’t care if you don’t see it
i’ll be fine
read my tarot twice
prayed to someone i
dont even think they were listening 
to me 

i fell down outside of your house
now im bleeding but we’re still making out
you bitch and moan
how you hate my clothes
you beg me to squeeze a little tighter

sometimes i say anything to make you listen
i like being someone you wanna give your attention
if you want to see me 
i’m playing one last show
i just thought you should know
everyone i know is gonna be there
can you make it? leave a voicemail

ahhh ahhh

Sacrifice (demo)

Daniel Johnston 

Your picture is still
On my wall, on my wall
The colors are bright
Bright as ever

The red is strong, the blue is pure
Some things last a long time
Some things last a long time

Your picture is still
On my wall, on my wall
I think about you
Often, often

I won't forget all the things we did
Some things last a long time
Some things last a long time

Long Time (Daniel Johnston Cover)

no longer relevant

LYRICS:
I should’ve known I’d never see you again
Cause I saw you by the park and you didn’t respond to my text
 
If you had 100 friends
I would never meet them
How could you look me in the eyes
If you stabbed me from behind
Yeah?
Yeah…
You think that we’re in different stages
Citing how we’ll never make it
If you had 100 friends
I would never meet them

I should’ve known by the look in your eyes
When you didn’t seem phased by the way you took me by surprise
Now I call the cops for the optics 
It’s 5am and I never thought that I’d see you againnnnnnn

Oh…
Oh.
Oh…….
OH NO

If you had 100 friends
I would never meet them
How could you look me in the eyes
If you stab me from behind
Yeah?
Yeah..
You think that we’re in different stages
Citing how we’ll never make it
If you had 100 friends
I would never meet them

Now you call the cops on the cops
for the optics
Thinking about how you're never gonna stop this
I called the cops on the cops
for the optics
Now you call the cops on the cops
for the optics
Thinking about how you're never gonna stop this
I called the cops on the cops
for the optics

demos (2021)

100 Friends

way to kill the mood

mix by svmbv
recorded sept 2023, probably never gonna release this unless anyone wants it

interlude (demo)

forever and a day

young mungo was a beautiful, heart-wrenching read

*lyrics may include spoilers*

You wanna leave so bad 
But I’ve gotta stay 
I’m not out of school yet 
Can’t go running away 
But wait til I’m sixteen 
And I’ll leave with you if you let me 

We gotta be careful 
With everyone watching 
I’ll be your girl if
You’ll be my boyfriend 
But your dad would kill me for real 
If he ever knew 

It hurts to miss you 
It’s like holding my breath 
I’m only a friend you undress 
While we’re lying in your bed 
I’m no stranger to violence but 
You never hurt me like others have 

We gotta be careful 
With everyone watching 
And I’ll be your girl 
If you’ll be my boyfriend 
But your dad would kill me for real 
If he had a clue 
All of our wrestling turned full-blown affection 
Turned I start to worry that you feel disgusting 
That you will regret me and hate me 
And maybe even leave without me 

No one can run from the truth 
It will catch up to you 
Like the moon how it looms over me over you 
It will catch up so soon 

We gotta be careful 
With everyone watching 
But I hate to tell you 
That I think I’m the problem 
Cuz my brother might kill you for real 
Cuz I gave him a clue 
I know it kills you that I went off and fought him 
But I came back bloody cuz I didn’t touch them 
I don’t want the violence 
I don’t want to hurt anyone 

No one can run from the truth 
It will catch up to you 
Like the moon how it looms over me over you 
It will catch up so soon

cheer up (young mungo inspired song)

Drew Allway

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