Name: Nagato (ft. snøw) by Drex Carter
Duration: 3 min 22 s
Description: Sometimes you must hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain because life's greatest lessons are learned through pain...

how only 600 likes? yo this shit hits asf

This what hapoen when shuffel play my ex showed me this song years ago man jeez

A track I featured on with my talented friend Keegan Hayes. 
Original track, Notion- Tash Sultana

Keegan Hayes- Shadows & Patterns ft. Lonewolf (Prod by Young Taylor)

Suicide (Prod. Discent)

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 1]
Deep inside, I really try to hide
But I can never run from myself
I see a monster when I look into the mirror
This cannot be good for my health
I feel like a slave, trapped in my hate
Praying to God, I can't find my escape
I don't wanna be me
Look in the mirror, and see all the ugly things I can't erase
I scare myself, I'm a ghost
I face my demons at home
I think I'm fat, yeah, I'm gross
No love, I deserve to be alone
I know that there's somebody feelin like me
Just know that your beautiful, beyond belief
The mirror is neutral, control your own leash
Cause you can't believe everything you ain't seen


[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 2]
I could have all the fame in the world
But I'd still hate myself
I try to learn to love my body, but degrade myself
Waste myself
Sometimes I really wanna change myself
My face breaks out, and my hair's going bald
Man, I suck at school
I wanna hang myself, and erase myself
Dear God, I know that you created me
And I appologize for my thoughts
He made me for a reason, I need to believe it
Cause you showed me love within all of my faults
You paid up the cost, that's blood on the cross
You showed me direction whenever I'm lost
So why would I turn around from you
And treasure my demons
Whenever you gave me a cause?

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell

[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

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Trapped

Sometimes you must hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain because life's greatest lessons are learned through pain...

Nagato (ft. snøw)

Produced by 4lexf

Kam Michael
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JXVE
@jxve
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
I hate that I'm forgetting what I have until it's gone.
I wish that I could turn back time, cause you're the one.
When I try to open up it's like my heart is on the run.
But I put it on my grave that you're the only one I want
And nowadays being in love is do or die
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide
I just wanna find a way to make it you and I,
But the drama all around us got me feeling mortified.
I miss the old times that we spent, now everytime we talk you just throw another fit.
I try to make amends, but everytime I do it ends. Tell me, why the fuck should I just go lose another friend over bullshit?
Another day another fight.
Lately I've been tryna fix it all; make it right.
Used to be the one that i held every night
I'm really broken down but I say I'm alright, yeah

[Hook: JXVE]
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
One survivor

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
I wanna tell you everything, hard to find the words. Everytime I try to talk to you my stomach turns. My heart's cold but I still feel the burns. Every night when I lay down I swear I feel the worst.
You and I, know this shit is do or die,
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide. I've been done.
I need to find a way out.
All the pain that I have, it could never minimize
Everytime I try to make up, it's like you never listen
What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm losing when I'm winning
Everybody that's around me says I'm better off forgetting but it's hard when all I know is it was done from the beginnin
You made it hard for me trust
Tell my why you make hard for me to fall in love
Let me down slow, yeah you put me in dust
I was searching for the one, you were searching for lust.. yeah

[Hook: JXVE]
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
One survivor

Kam Michael - Love Is Suicide (ft. JXVE)

Hold me down you stay around i haven’t been the same 
Haven’t gone insane 
Take away my pain 

Your prescene make me change 
To heights i cannot aim 
These feelings i explain 
Oh i feel em night and day 

If you’re week ill be strong 
Confess my love in songs 
Just know I’m holding on 
If you leave then I’m gone 

If i say it then i mean it 
I’m not feeling incomplete
Let me treat you like you know that you are loved 

If i pack up say I’m leaving 
Only taking what is needing
Grab your hand we running off into the sun 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

Don’t you leave then come right back to me 
Then just turn round right again 

You’re so special 
Why’d i make you settle 
Got me acting funny 
Angel with a devil 

Foot right to the pedal 
Take you to my level 
Do you need somebody 
I can be your rebel 

We been running round the damn place 
Tryna get our head straight 
I was cruising solo 
Swerving through my own lane 
Couldn’t love my family 
Never had a plan b 
Learning love from seeing you 
I know you not meaning not 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

I see when I stare in her eyes
Her souls keeps me moving 
When I have been losing 
Her energy giving me life 
I ain’t be living it right 

Filling my heart and soul 
Diamonds of carrots in gold 
Brining back all of my love now
When I’m with you I’m not coming down 

When I’m with you I’m not coming down
No where to go I’m not running out 
You hear me call and I’m calling now

i waste time

i waste time [ Prod. Kado ]

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back
Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

You came right, right back to me
And turned right 'roud again
I swear I'll give my all to you
But will you take my hand?
Leaving him to gain everything
That's what you're to me 
Fill your heart, I'd take care of you
I'd fulfill your needs
Broken promises that turn to lies
Let me come complete. Am I begging
Cause my heart is heavy
Fallen on my knees

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

Please don't put me down, I
Know you're the one and I found you
I know it's hard right now but
I know I can't do this without you
I'm starting to feel like this is my real life
Maybe my dreams could be realized
But you've been away and I have been faded
Don't know how long I can take this
But we're gonna make it, I'm gonna make it
This is a real thing, I couldn't fake it
Now you've been screaming
I should be leaving
What could I say? I couldn't believe it
Cause I couldn't feel love
I couldn't stay, no
Until the day that you showed up
I want you to stay down
I want you to stay 'round
Until we get our own place, love

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

I wonder when 
You coming back 
You wonder when 
I sit and laugh

Are these times gon' change?
Say "your heart won't break"
But my heart can't take no lies
I'ma start going waste no time
Will my heart don't go?
Will my heart gon' love your vibe?
Don't stay, don't leave
Don't play with me
I'll take your all and puzzle piece
Love broken girls in 
Hopeless worlds
To find her place in open world

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You stood in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

Nagato (ft. snøw)

Drex Carter

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