prod. thislandis

Trying

written, produced, and recorded by belak

co-produced by @photographic-memory

lyrics:

wouldnt it be better?
if i wasnt stuck here with myself
and overcast weather
and evil around me
and people that couldnt care lesser
“try staying positive”
that doesnt mix with the pressure
i guess my happy chemicals 
they all left on an adventure
without me, so fuck it
ill cry by myself till my head hurts
im mad at the world
cause the good people ended up dead first
and all i do is let my friends down
everytime that i try
misery loves company
so then lets play some i spy

i spot the biggest fucking loser 
ive seen in my life
its me and myself 
and a god who wont throw me a lifeline
and all this self loathing and hatred
i find behind my eyes
when i get alone alone with myself
sometimes i just wish
id love myself a bit more
instead of stalling untill my times up
im tired of being a tourist
inside of my love
i want to take control
of my feelings
and then fly up
cause to me love sounds just like its

better
if i wasnt stuck here with myself
and overcast weather
and evil around me
and people that couldnt care lesser
“try staying positive”
that doesnt mix with the pressure
i guess my happy chemicals 
they all left on an ad-
wouldnt it be better?
if i wasnt stuck here with
nothing i could do
wouldnt it be better?

yellow

the biggest loser

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video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlExPBjubgM



cold hart be on the dark web

Going 90 (prod. Charlie Shuffler X Thislandis) video in bio

music video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVI4tN8A3Qs

BACK FROM HELL JULY 10TH

Green Dot (prod. thislandis X mochila X ssort)

Menace (prod. Thislandis)

Suicide (prod. Skress)

.40 (prod. bleachbaby)

falling down (prod. nedarb x ledderick)

Smoke? (prod. Thislandis)

Skeleton (prod. Thislandis)

Lets Go! (prod. Thislandis)

Back from Hell (prod. skress)

Bad News ft. Lil Tracy (prod. thislandis)

Rest In Peace (prod. thislandis x chai)

[prod. thislandis]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDQJiyUrtRU

everybody hates me

running from my problems
see them always chasing 
sorry that i fucked up 
never not anxious

everybody hates me
i cant really blame them
thoughts of what it all means,
dont know how to say them

cinderella x8

when they see me on TV i fuckin know they hate it
how i came up from the bottom to be celebrated
getting recognized in public getting elevated
but inside i feel low like i aint gonna make it

i be takin mad shit
i dont wanna panic
i be getting so high 
on another planet

wish that i was thom yorke 
wish i had a talent
wish i wasnt useless
wish i wasnt Alex

cinderella x8

(at the same time)
i was on my own, never getting nothing from you
baby that sorrow, you would never know, never know

mirror says im sorry
broke soul broke body

nu davai pognali 

im not even in this room

cinderella

Flirt With Death music video 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Roivh7EEJ8

Skeleton (prod. Thislandis)

drippin so pretty

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