this song is like 3 years old n im not entirely sure how i feel about it anymore


lyrics:
i saw you mixing medicines to try and fill the crevasses 
in your heart. i never told a soul of our experiences 
inside your car at 2 am. i feel limitless 
yeah i feel limitless

and in the morning you'll just pretend that i dont exist
i'll do the same but if you send a text, i still respond to it.
im  a fuckin idiot i dont think youll remember this 
just give me one more cigarette

i saw you mixing medicine

i think that its bad for you, chasing xans with Absolut
show me all your bad tattoos
imagine what your dad would do, if he saw your medicine
if he saw you mixing medicine
what the fuck is wrong with you
i dont wanna talk to you
but i cant stand solitude 
and i do what you want me to 
cuz im a fuckin idiot

Mixing Medicines [prod. Joshrefe and King Christian]

✨️BackToThe Hotel

Broken But Breathing

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

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prod/mix/master by meee

i’m blind 
why’d i get attached like last time 
she been on my brain now i’m tongue tied
ya i’m tongue tied
I don’t even really know why i go try ya
  
and i’m like why  
why is she still on my mind
tried to get her off my recent search but there she fuckin lies again

hey i know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now i want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain ya
give a boi a break like wait 

i’m okay despite of everything
tell her i’m okay despite of everything 

Pull to the side I don’t think you wanna know
how I feel I’ll shut before u wanna go 
I been thinkin’ bout the rest   
I’ve been doing better drugs i’ve been blownin up a check ya 

I don’t even need this now
she just make me feel a type of way somehow 
I don’t really wanna give in quite yet but god i kinda know 
she don’t even love me so I gotta go… whoa

hey I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait 

I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait

Give a Boi A Break

prod by me </3
no u never answer when im knocking on ur door now
r u choosing to ignore me? did u leave town?
thinking what did i do wrong to make u stop comin around
was it all a game? tell me what it means now
i been missin u so much, ur all i need
r u on vacation for a month in Hawaii?
r u at the doctors getting hooked up to an I.V.?
n i get so worried bout u i start crying

Adharmasatru - Silent Treatment

shinigami - grim [prod. 4evr]

shinigami x lil lotus - drown together

shinigami x ppgcasper - ghost town [prod. shinjin]

is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think i did it myself with your hands
is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think its all over now death dancing

reflections from the floor
color on the pavement
light leaking out
stare at shadows following me
i know that its my fault
reminded every day
dont wanna do this anymore and its so hard lately
id say i fucked it up if i had control
born in a body nobody would love
and  i cant make you care
i just really thought you did
after all these years you left in 30 seconds

is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think i did it myself with your hands
is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think its all over now death dancing

all at once (prod. cian p)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmKTcPeMEJE&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

@93FEETOFSMOKE x @youngburial 

seeing blue can't fix you 
and nothing makes sense
turn off my phone i don't need no-one 
seeing blue can't fix u
and nothing makes sense
turn off my phone i don't need no-one 

i ask cuz i'm not sure
does anything even make sense anymore?
make it make sense anymore
cloth cut 
but it just don't really fit anymore
i ask cuz i'm not sure
does any1 make em like this?
does anyone make 'em like that?
does anything even make sense?

seeing red can, we dead it?
i can't explain how i made it -
this house of glass, easy break-ins
i don't wanna look,  hard to witness

ice in my lungs, 
and i can feel it all through my arms
oh i,
where’d did i go wrong?
feels like the roots already starting to form

i don't answer when the winter comes
'cause I don't wanna believe it
no I don't answer when the winter comes
cause i don’t wanna 



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shinigami - grim [prod. 4evr]

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