lyric video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ssxTeCoW7w

death (+madebyquiet)

PROD redondokid

https://youtu.be/jrGvLiy_0jc?si=WvT_yjQYRS0V8rbz

nite nite w/ seezenz (mv in disc)

im currently in a history of the silk road class so heres a silly song about the silk road
song is on all platforms <3
Lyric~~~sssssss
Id travel for ur love like the silk road and away we go
Webbing us a home, when i arrive turn on the radio
Traded all my goods just make it i had faith you know
Travel through the desert, from kashgar to arabia

Bandana on my face, to block the sand dont wanna taste
Traded all my precious goods for coffee just to stay awake
And id do it all again for you
Made it through the desert by grenades and horseshoes

Barter like porter, almost lost my life on persia border
On my tail chased by bandits
Shoot my flintlock til that lead ball makes a landing
Pass through baghdad, take a second just to hang back
Sweat through all those tears, but for a second i wont take that
But soon i was quite hopeful
Through those foot holes i could see constantinople
The destination, silk road travellers love to see
But it wasnt for the trade nor the money for me
I jump towards the port, reuniting you and me

silk road love [prod. yunny goldz]

postpartum

i've been trying to let myself let go, so here's a song that i finished a while ago

LYRICS:

that’s a dangerous habit to have 
romanticizing past regressions to compress and relax
that’s not relief though your belief would have you think that it is
mistaking pain for something gained so you can do it again
they said an end was new beginnings so you took it all in
wanted sovereignty from trauma fall away from the sin
that’s the eager misdirection talk it is what it is
lock in coping mechanisms like you knew they would win

i walked on watercolor thoughts to stop a switch to acrylic
cause it’s to quick to dry decide what time my time gets to end
ascension of men talk religion again
anything to justify the sickness shifting the bends
bent on living what’s been lost not even trying to find
the real deal cause a replica been working just fine
each meal causing nausea stomach turns on a dime
is that pretension or a physical sign [of some decline]

confronted thoughts i need a second or minute
for pausing process to retreat to what i once called forgiveness
that’s the burden of me sitting fences thru adolescence
blink and miss the coalescence of emotions and lessons
and now i’m older 20’s started missed the pistol start over
to mold reactions and my habits to a calmer composure 
fit the image in my head i have of what i’m supposed to be
sold on exposing me
to altering history

cause i’d
begrudgingly consider myself a revisionist
as i go trudging through my memories to switch how i remember it
my temperament and sense of good reaction to accomplishment
a promise since forgotten and resulting consequence
i’m not one for halting progress when i feel that im fine
but neuroticism blocks the process losing my mind
its habitual never intentional cause my mind
falters often as result of lies that say that i’m fine

fine (and the consequences of being so) [prod. eeryskies]

Lyrics:
I cant even lie im kind of delusional
I was really thinking that I would be with you
i was believing lies thinking they were the truth
I was being deceived and i aint have a clue 

Hook:
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
telling me that you wanna be more than just friends 
I don't get the bullshit I don't understand
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
I was so stupid had no common sense
I thought that you were different you're no different than them

NOKERB: 
you're not different than them
i was tryna talk to you
but you just talk to my friends
girl you know i saw right through
through your lies and your glance
it's just something you
you should've known in advance

mind shut down as im bout to hit the bare ground
found me out guess i've drowned into these stares now
i don't know where the silence even bears now
and i just thought you should know 

ozzy: 
im so sick of it 
all the shit youre telling me 
had me in a chokehold livin in a fantasy 
had me going back to you like a CD on repeat
how we go from good friends to now being dead to me 
and fuck your new man fucking hope he goes and cheats
hoping that he leaves you to leave you out there struggling 
hope he leaves you crying crying till you fucking bleed
Ive been on my eddie brock
praying that youre lonely

There U Go Again w/ NOKERB (prod. Greyrock)

Left It Wrong w/ Batya Belle & Yunny Goldz

Avalon99 w/ Julia Flynn & Hxmartia

Nervous w/ Hxmartia & Jeo

Falling To The Ground w/ 13dge

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Avalon99 w/ Julia Flynn & Hxmartia

drma

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