悲しいs o r r o w

I’m never good enough 
no matter what I do 
you’ll always find a way 
to make me feel so fucking blue 
you play me on a queue 
my heart’s so fuckin screwed 
use me and lie to me like I never fuckin knew 

I’m Drinking every night to break my heart over and over again 
cause you keep telling me that all we’ll ever be is just friends 
& can we make this end?
you’re just an actor always wanna fuckin pretend  
that you don’t feel shit but get jealous every time I fuckin get it in with someone else 
get mad at me like every time for sticking to the plan 
hot girl summer hot girl bummer you playing your fuckin self 
catchin feelings, never healing, movin on to someone else 


I always think I’m not good enough 
and always shutting down my heart cause 
there always was another man 
waiting for his fuckin chance 

Every time we broke it off 
we’d fight we’d yell 
we’d make up and fuck 
we’d start the cycle again 
He’s still there trying his luck 
you’re with him now 
and I’ve been learning to not give a fuck 

I’m finding excuses to pull the knife out 
baby shut the lights down 
kiss me like he’s not around 
tell me that you really love me 
And not this asshole of a clown 
Can I ever make you proud?

I Was Never Good Enough (prod. Jolst)

Prod. Yung Xander
—————————————
Lyric Samples:
Juice WRLD - All Girls Are The Same

Lost W/o U

Dark Roads (Prod. blade901)

Thanks to @prod_loopy cuz I didn't know how to name this song 
I don't care if this sounds like anybody, I liked it so I posted it, much love.

Lyrics:
[chorus]
Ask me why you wanna die
Shawty just tonight
Cuz every time I look in your eyes
I die, I cry, I lie 
Saying I'm feeling good 
Tell me how are you?
Did you already find someone new? 
I don't blame you
I'd prolly do the same
I know it's such a shame
Running to the fame

[verse]
making tracks 24/7
I'm alive but I've already seen the heaven
I can't sleep cuz my nightmares don't stop
Room 63, found dead after that I shot myself  

[chorus]
Ask me why you wanna die
Shawty just tonight
Cuz every time I look in your eyes
I die, I cry, I lie 
Saying I'm feeling good 
Tell me how are you?
Did you already find someone new? 
I don't blame you
I'd prolly do the same
I know it's such a shame
Running to the fame

[verse]
I don't mind when I die so slow
I do mind when you feel so low
'Cause him, cause me 
Take a flight, let's meet and never leave

[chorus]
Ask me why you wanna die
Shawty just tonight
Cuz every time I look in your eyes
I die, I cry, I lie 
Saying I'm feeling good 
Tell me how are you?
Did you already find someone new? 
I don't blame you
I'd prolly do the same
I know it's such a shame
Running to the fame

STREAM

tell me why [prod. metlast]

INSTAGRAM: @DropSkies
TWITTER: @ItsDropSkies

I'm Alright (prod. BloodyCartoons)

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself...
i deal with these problems
you don’t wanna know where i got em from
heart fucked
double cup up
am i hot enough
pullin my drawstrings
and with my chain she do the same thing
i let it fall cause they like it when it’s dangling
fuck a booth i record this in my room
feel like lil peep cause baby id give u the moon
i do this myself it’s handmade ain’t talkin June
i don’t wanna hear no empty promises you gotta prove em

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for

Out My Chest (prod. smokerose)

@sinxi
The sound of your voice makes me feel
Nothing in this world ever felt so real
When I'm with you I don't question everyone else's stare
You make me feel like no one else is there

But when you told me
That you were in love with somebody
I was scared to death cause if it’s not me
I won’t know what to do 
The only person I fell for has always been you

It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love

Now that I’m honest I want you to know that I want you here
And if you want me to come over I'll drive through my fear
It’s always been unsafe to feel but with you, I know you care
I really want to hold you, but do you want me there? 
If you don’t want me well then I understand
I thought I could love you but I guess I can’t 
If you say you want me then I’ll leave right now
I’ll go back my bags and be there in 6 hours

It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love
It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love

Past the Stars

It's Always You (Prod. Sinxi)

OTHER PLATFORMS

my way out

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

actors (acoustic)

haunted

One Time

frvr&alwys - one time (prod. diamoon)

https://soundcloud.com/sushisai
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

Lanterns

SuiSai - Lanterns (Prod. Diamoon)

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
---
@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

SPOTIFY

Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

SEON
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/seon_47/
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/seon47
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sADZZMvbgQIsCCkmqUYF8?si=GAy9sTfZT0mltRH95_z83g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/seon/1450454400

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Know you work for me
See you slave in the day 
Bought a car for me 
All mistakes that I make 
Still you saving me
Losing trust 
So I thought that you hated me 
You created me

I’m the one to blame used to lie lie lie
Never change ways didn’t try try try
Knew that it’s over the light to the fire
Ran away gone I was lost for a while 

That’s how I gave up it all
Left my family for a fall  
I’m so sorry that’s the truth 
Mom and dad oh I love you

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the times that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

You stayed but I leave 
Now I’m getting clean 
See things how I never used to see a newer me 

Wrote this song for you 
I’ve been needed to 
Tell you thanks for all 
You’ve done for me a growing seed 

Call me and we talk for a little while
I just need to hear your voice it calm me down when I’m in the wild
You tell me it’s okay to tell the truth but I’m in denial
Im missing being home and back when I was a little child

Sorry for the past I know I‘m failing as a son
Bet you wish you didn’t have me only having one
I will make it right give me time and I’ll be home

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Where Do I Get Started- Single

Where Do I Get Started [prod.Kado]

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Prod. @reedkun
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄

Lyrics:
Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


It just hurts
It just gets worse
It just hurts
It just gets worse

I been on my own, I been in the dirt
I been all alone, i just wanna skrt
Where i wanna go, gotta make it work
Ice on my bones, i feel like a jerk


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


I dont know where my life is going
I hope my heartaches never showing
Sometimes i feel time slowing
Im stuck here and im smoking

Drugs ill sniff so i keep on going
Why she up on me till the morning
Blood on her lips and her fangs are showing
Fantasy girl, pretty eyes are glowing


Im exhausted with the state that i been in
Im emotionally drained and on a thin line
Of not giving a fuck bout anything
Or getting so depressed bout everything


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time

🔄 Circles 🔄[Prod. Reedkun]

see right thru me (prod.5head)

”what’s the point” OUT NOW! 💿
https://symphony.to/dropskies/whatsthepoint

dropskiesmusic@gmail.com

I'm Alright (prod. BloodyCartoons)

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