I wrote this a few years ago in a darker place in my life. I'm doing much better now & feel comfortable reflecting on the past with you all. For anyone going through a struggle right now, you're not alone. This is a deeper look into my thoughts through music. I always find writing to be my best therapy. I hope you all enjoy. Any feedback is appreciated!

Am I Okay

When we step back & look in the mirror, we see the real monsters we're afraid of.

Monsters

Empty Love
By: Drow
Ft. DPM 
Produced by: DPM
Mixed/Mastered by: Input
Photography: Lilguch2

Lyrics:

I've come to the realization
I'm not crazy
I'm just real fucked up
In the head by these drugs
& all these ladies
All this empty love
Drive me wild
Why I'm not
Surprised though
I'm falling hard as hell
& hell if I know why

This hearts on my sleeve
I believed you
Why'd you leave  suddenly
Went from Smoking sativa
On summer evenings
With you
Sharing my beliefs & demons
now I see what you meant to me
Wasnt what i meant to you

Wont mention what you put me through
I just cannot do it
I'll take the higher road around the corner
Away from where you're going
wish  the best of luck to you  in whatever you are doing 
Also wish the best of luck to the sorry soul your screwing

Anxiety driving deep I've keep it buried silently inside of me
Talking myself off of the ledge I find myself climbing this time of year
See the sky it's beautiful oh my my dear
Don't mind the way I stop & stare


I've come to the realization
I'm not crazy
I'm just real fucked up
In the head by these drugs
& all these ladies
All this empty love
Drive me wild
Why I'm not
Surprised though
I'm falling hard as hell
& hell if I know why

Better off alone
Girl you gotta go

Why'd this had to happen
It still leaves me sad I know
& I  can not  imagine
Life without you laughing

Now I sleep alone



Anxiety driving deep I've keep it buried silently inside of me
Talking myself off of the ledge I find myself climbing this time of year
See the sky it's beautiful oh my my dear
Don't mind the way I stop & stare
Cause no ones got me this way
Like you do
in a lot of years
& I've been shedding a lot of tears
I just want smile again
Feeling young & wild again
Her eyes got me violently spiraling
Emerald green brighter than diamonds
Oh no not again

I've come to the realization
I'm not crazy
I'm just real fucked up
In the head by these drugs
& all these ladies
All this empty love
Drive me wild
Why I'm not
Surprised though
I'm falling hard as hell
& hell if I know why

Empty Love

Impulsive Ft D$hade

Hypnotize Ft Christyle

This is a classic Eminem beat reimagined.