convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
______________________
teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

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benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

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Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

Cold Soul Club ~ Solace In Sadness

mixed/mastered @prodvincent
art direction @digitalyams

lyrics:
yeah u took advantage now i learned my lesson
no i cannot handle it so i count my blessings
if  u just gone fuck around im not the one to mess with
gucci armor on me its my protection
shimmering, flossing, million options
our story a tragedy and it cost me
never knew that beautiful would be so ugly

never wanna see ur face, see ur face
bitch fucking go away, go away                          2x
never wanna see ur face, see ur face

yeah i know lately i havent been myself
distant with issues my head is a jail cell
i dont like myself and this life is hell
passive aggressive and i just made a mess of this but
sick of medicine, fuck. pessimistic as FUCK...
running out of my luck
wanna be around u baby like so mad
tryna rewind, maybe what we had, 
but it wont change anything that happened

yeah u took advantage now i learned my lesson
no i cannot handle it so i count my blessings
if  u just gone fuck around im not the one to mess with
gucci armor on me its my protection
shimmering, flossing, million options
our story a tragedy and it cost me
never knew that beautiful would be so ugly

never wanna see ur face, see ur face
bitch fucking go away, go away                          2x
never wanna see ur face, see ur face

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never wanna see ur face [prod. nejdos]

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

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moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

summer fever [prod. spyder]

666 Mg

•𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘•

[LYRICS]
I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

I set fire
to my head
I'm tired
of memories
of liars
and
cold nights
desires
a friendship
didn't have shit
I'm crazy
it's okay
that's 2 sides
of my 1 brain
got 404
to my domain

I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

Running From The Reaper [Prod by. metlast]

[prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay

Ill be countin digits
Barely livin
Imma break my limit

I aint ever stopping 
Ill be going past when my lifes finished
Poppin what is given to me
Sayin fuck it if it kills me

I dont want your love
But you can take my blood

Get me high
Break my spine
Feel my pain
Put the knife straight to my veins

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay


My hearts iced out
I just cant take these lies now
Cut me deep until i pour out
Pour my feelings and you break me down

bleeding through all of my scars
Your eyes glow inside the dark
I died slow for you
Now im just a ghost to you

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay



Imma get the fame and meet my death
My hearts iced out
She showed me her fangs and i took my last breath
Who turned the lights out

Its all dark and im outta sorts now
Lost soul what am i looking for now
Cut so deep imma pour some more now
to fucked up imma hit the floor now

DRIPPING ALL ON THE FLOOR

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ay I’m about to flex on my ex
New bitch blow my sticky like a semtex
Make it pop, call her charli xcx
My drip clean like a bitch call it windex
Aye I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ima start a circle in this bitch
Give a dead body life, that's an easy fix
Hold my hand, light a candle in the room
It's about to go down and we're bringing Lemmy back from the Tomb
It's a riot in this bitch
Breathing fire on stage, whole front row eyebrow singed
MetalHeads, Spin kicks
Whole crowd going crazy for a motherfuckin Circle Pitt

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Aye, yea
I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

summer fever [prod. spyder]

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