Name: 2hollis 9lives ft circleain (no beat switch) by droxght
Duration: 1 min 43 s
Description: i made it a bit louder, and shortened it. all i really did.

by zacc gibson

i feel it falling down
how the hell am i still standing?
i think id rather drown
than see you again in the morning

i thought you said you would help me
i thought you'd help me pull myself together again
but you left all on your own

if i could see myself 10 years from now
id probably stop myself from hurting
if i could see you in the next 10 years
id tell you "oh how much you've hurt me"
"oh how much you've hurt me"
annabelle

you said you could make it better
but my feelings change with the weather
what do you do when you're alone?

grown up, like a weed

cover song originally by camping in alaska

dragon ball z budokai tenkaichi 4

we like modern baseball

i died on argos rd. (acoustic)

okay, i officially hate it here

this album is for the people who i have hurt in my life and for the people who have hurt me. it is a collection of musical/poetic confessions put into bullshit songs that people are going to listen to and thrive off of my self hatred and loneliness that i experience on a daily basis because of the decisions i have made in my life.

i do not know you, the person reading this, but if you came across this and you are in need of help, put down your headphones or speakers and call a friend or family member. please help yourself and give yourself time.

this is for amayah, and the things i need to get off my chest because i have been living with copious amounts of guilt ever since i hurt her the way i did. i'm glad i still get to talk to you sometimes. i'm glad you are still in my life. but i'm hanging on by a thread. amayah i will always love you and value the patience you showed me. and i will always be sorry no matter how many times you tell me i am forgiven.

cain and edgar thank you for helping me put my brain into a sound. i love you guys and i hope we can make more music down the line. i don't know if i can keep doing this. but i'll take my own advice and fight. ya'll some talented mofos

to the listener, here is my brain, put into songs i guess.

our world, we created, evil.

this song was originally written by brendan lukens and modern baseball, this is just my lazy rendition of it.

lyrics:

didn't watch your ex's set
i just left and thought about you
like when your teeth graze those lips
when you begin to smile
later, you took my hand
you lead us to the doorway
but you let go of me
once you saw all your friends
and i've known you forever
at least that’s what i tell jake
when i'm too drunk to walk home
when your brother is away
you suggested i write a song about the first time we met
but i can't seem to remember where or when

couldn't watch your ex's set
instead,​ i wrote this song about you
thought, "would you show your kids
if you found the time was right?"
you'd tell them where and when
you never thought i'd leave the east coast
we were young and full of sin
and i too dumb to understand
yet i've loved you forever
at least that’s what i tell holt
when i'm too drunk to lie, too drugged to be alone
you suggested i write a song about the first time we met
well i don't wanna remember there or then

so, is this the hook you wanted?
is it stuck inside your head?
can you sing it with your friends or alone?
so, am i what you needed?
say you love me to my face
grin and gossip, walk away, and then go
"so is this the hook you wanted?
to sing about me to my friends?
well you're just stuck inside your head, all alone
you were all i needed
said i loved you to your face
but you just laughed and walked away"

the thrash particle

i made it a bit louder, and shortened it. all i really did.

2hollis 9lives ft circleain (no beat switch)

and like the ghost in your pictures
i'd die down like a big big star
or like my birthday candles blown out
another year, another night at the bar

too old to make friends
but i'm not too young not to try
perpetually, inadvertently
i'd run into you and stare into those eyes

and i can't recall the times
that i had wasted all alone
spending hours in the basement
just to simulate a home

but if i try to hard i guess
i'm just another lonely mess
wasting time on empty weekends
this is NOT: "just what i get"
 
and if you call again to ask advice
i promise i don't know
just keep my head above the ground
and hope i don't stay
cold.

Hashish

prod @kojowav and @5vexe

fuckin pipe down
molly roll make me bite down
soma pill turn to miltown
ur a bitch jus like millhouse

im addicted to pills now
really think ur a bitch now
i took more so im blissed out
ur so fake u got kicked out

illegal shit in my back pack
milligrams in my system
dirty money in my cashapp
when i speak they wan listen

molly rolling like a kickflip
mix a couple downers now im limpin
nodding off   tryna write this
shotgun foil smoke i like kissing

im light headed
cant take back what you said
take more till im almost dead
ur just like all the rest

take bars so i forget
im way too high feel blessed
im way too stuck in bed
you think im more, im less

ill take any pill i can get
i cant leave my house without some meds
real oxy it take my breath
off to much i feel nothing in my head

millhouse prod. kojo & 5v

doggy_song_v15.wav

original version of doggy song (dad mix)
inspired by https://soundcloud.com/isoisoisoisoiso/dog-song

sampled in nomu - realm

doggy song (mom mix)

NO MUSIC I POST IS MINE, I DO NOT MAKE MUSIC I JUST LIKE A LOTTA SONGS!

2hollis 9lives ft circleain (no beat switch)

droxght

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