The Upload

i cant figure out my head
caught me overthinking every word u said
i hope u wont find me dead
cause i dont wanna let another one around me down now

spiraling in vain
u cant trust my face
i got taught to smile thru the fire and the flame
ur the type of kid 2 tell me that im not ok
but my parents feel the same
and thats smth i cant change
and i wish i could escape
get out of this place
as soon as i get up ill buy a ticket to la
promise me youll wait
ill get on the plane
leave this shit behind i never wanted 2 b saved

i think i just need a hug

i think i just need a hug {drpodd}

https://soundcloud.com/creditcardcaptorsakura

stay / heat death ft Lucy✩LOHAN (emo)

@lilac 🐛

we jus made a play
n u kno run it back that way
make it out only got 1 wayy
tried 2 hit me but u was 2 late
wont hit u back cause u 2faced
ask me who im wit? bitch im wit my damn gang
coulda been here but u was 2 fake
shoulda been here we was gettin 2 the cake
livin jL jus like its my fate

could neva hate u
kno u hate me
neva chase u
kno u snake me

wat u wana do?
kno u make me
feel lik trash but its only been lately
f&n flash like a pic say cheese
movin fast i jus need u 2 save me
ion even kno what 2 say
every1 jus talk abt me like im in the way
u can trust me im not here 2 stay
we feelin lucky cause we jus-

we jus made a play
n u kno run it back that way
make it out only got 1 wayy
tried 2 hit me but u was 2 late
wont hit u back cause u 2faced
ask me who im wit? bitch im wit my damn gang
coulda been here but u was 2 fake
shoulda been here we was gettin 2 the cake
livin jL jus like its my fate

fate (lilac)

guitar vox mix - loveboy
original song by ag cook

Ag cook - being harsh [js00 cover]

prod. @ihatejesse

all she do is make me hurt im just really tired oh
and you know for what its worth i dont really buy it all
is she one i should of curved? yeah i guess ill never know
way too late my heart is cursed says shell never let me go

when they kicked me out
put some better on my own
took a different route
now theres feathers on my clothes
sippin in a drought
but theres water round my boat
got no one around
except this fuckin selfish rose

holding on
to nothing think its somethin
target lost
you know i dont worry bout it
scarlet rot
and my flesh turns to acid
think im god
cuz i do nothin bout it

Let Me Go (jxssx)

prod me


[hook]

i just walked out the door, i’ll be right there 
took a lot to get off the floor, know you don’t care
don’t know when i’ll give up the act it’s a nightmare
just want you to cut me some slack cuz it’s not fair

that were not close (it don’t feel like enough)
now a days i’m so far gone (i don’t wanna wake up)
i don’t wanna wait too long
i wonder if you hear my songs (i’m right here yea)

[verse]

take me away, get me out of this place
i wanna see you today, i wanna be in your space

i can be your puppet
while you control the strings
am i out of luck yet
i don’t know what to think

nah nah nah i cant handle all this pressure
i placed my boundaries and then i broke the threshold

so now i pay up the cost
until i get this to stop
i wish i was i wasn’t so good
at taking loss after loss

i often lay away awake at night looking back on the days
looking back at the photos in august that we would take 
were those feelings artificial i don’t know what to say
cuz all this miscommunication makes me think it was fake

[hook]

i just walked out the door, i’ll be right there 
took a lot to get off the floor, know you don’t care
don’t know when i’ll give up the act it’s a nightmare
just want you to cut me some slack cuz it’s not fair

that were not close (it don’t feel like enough)
now a days i’m so far gone (i don’t wanna wake up)
i don’t wanna wait too long
i wonder if you hear my songs (i’m right here yea)

far gone |☆ spaceboyry ☆|

featuring @hiseph 
produced by @prodelxnce @hiseph and me

i just cant get out, get out
pack up and out of town
whatchu say when im not around?
get out, get out, i can turn this all around

cant find the words to make it right inside your eyes
search my heart for options change my mind ill do another line
ive got no direction, you cant help with it but you can try
seems like everything i love is starting to fade from my life

well i guess that what happens, you cant find freedom with distractions
cant stop checking the time im an addict, ill destroy my life its a habit
but u shine so bright i cant help but take back my lies
looking out my window think i might make it another night

get out, get out
pack up and out of town
whatchu say when im not around?
get out, get out, i can turn this all around

homesick w/ seph prod elxnce, seph & i

Free Throw prod. corpse disposal *ISL 300*

prod @bloodcryy x radkoun
w/ @zurahh

(ssj5-junk)
i dont rly notice ,, i feel no emotiom ,/
talk shit, yea ur rly so toxic
stop it . ion wana live like this
rn , i jus wana get high again

dont tell me it nevr was worth it .. ,
im dyin4u , i would worship
rollin up again yea its all i evr think abt
ion wana think where tha smoke ima sit n pout

(@zurahh)
is it right
is it wrong
i dont know now
how do i feel happy
no i dont know how
i feel so sore now
i just wanna soar ya
never feeling okay
crying like midoriya
ya im just soarin now
i dont got nobody ya

sit n pout w/ zurah (bloodcryY x radkoun)

hate - waste

order of verses:

@lemongocrazy
@ikah77
@rlonsc
@1kursed
@woonerf



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i think i just need a hug {drpodd}

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