i love you for this 💔 i miss her so much

produced by https://soundcloud.com/tundra2k

bitch yea im neurotic, all i spread is toxic,
yea i really lost it, all those drugs cudnt stop this,

All i ever really was hate, out the womb ready 2 escape,
Addiction such a dirty fate, depressed alone again
Lifes troubles pain, follow me roun n roun,
Do i love or jus hate, the answer i ain foun,
I stay out this game, zero plays, makin new souns, 
Lotta shit here phase me, any girl i fuked or loved hate me, 
I got cases court paid fees, 2 many drugs none met my needs, 
Girls wanna leave me, so they do as they please,
Alone thats where i shud be, workin tryna make money,

bitch yea im neurotic, all i spread is toxic,
yea i really lost it, all those drugs cudnt stop this,



I swear its okay, i promise its jus pain,
Lettin life pass away, my body opiate based,
No family all i’m raised, all i have for my brain,
Self inflictin damage rage, then think i see a tace,
My old self greatest hate, and i can tryn learn from mistakes,
But they jus keep goin, lemme cry while im loadin,
A high fuk if it ain potent, then i know im really broken,
Burned all bridges im in the ocean, sinkin underneath stopped floatin,
Lost my focus, cuz i was imprisoned for a moment,
They took my drugs and my love, (and replaced um)

neurotic (produced by tundra)

prod @diamondmessages
mixed & mastered by me
photo by Richard Stuart Perkins

On The Hunt (prod Vivian)

This tape is abt nyc, highschool, nostalgia, bitterness, resentment, exes, ex-friends, dead friends, and general just like reflect on emotional hangups abt the past.  Each track is named after a place i used to chill at and samples a song i used to bump a lot, both of which i have lots memories associated with.  I’m moving out of ny so i wanted to reminisce abt all the shit here i want to get away from but am weirdly sentimental about. 

Samples Ja Rule, The Robot Ate Me, Gorillaz, Animal Collective, Sonic Youth, The Residents, CocoRosie, Beck, LCD Soundsystem, Ween, XTC, Joy Division, Jon Brion, The Velvet Underground, Mew, Dirty Projectors

If She Ain't Payin' She The Product (prod Delcada)

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