why does it seem like so long ago when this dropped, still litty

~~~PERORATION KLIPS~~~{DENOUEMENT}

@pradaaslife @silversxo

i go so slow
i can't let go
deep down i know
it's over
we were so strong
i did not know 
back then
you would fuck me over
can't get you out my head
it's a never ending memory chain
get fucked up again
everything to get rid of the pain
it's so perfect
never ending memory chain
i wear it around my neck
and i go on with my day

i got to stay calm
whenever i see you, my heart stop
before it started off 
i thought i really didn't need you
then you turned in to all i want

i can't believe it
you became my weakness
i really need it 
please just tell me we can keep it
i got to see you 
please just tell me we can reset
i see you everywhere, you're a star i'm a reject

i wish i could do it all again just press reset
i might not wake up again i got a million reasons

i go so slow
i can't let go
deep down i know
it's over
we were so strong
i did not know 
back then
you would fuck me over
can't get you out my head
it's a never ending memory chain
get fucked up again
everything to get rid of the pain
it's so perfect
never ending memory chain
i wear it around my neck
and i go on with my day

Memory Chain (prod. pradaaslife & silver)

@pradaaslife

i've been staying up just wondering
do you even think about it still?
i think i'm the worst do you know how that feels?
every night i get in my feelings ayea
everytime i try i want to quit it ayea
every single moment let's relive it again
i could be dying i don't think i'd even feel it ayea
i waste my time i can't wait another minute ayea

telling me i changed i guess i did
fake everything let me get honest
i say what i say get my mind off it
can't change what i did can't think about it

walking in the woods 'til i reach my destination 
need some off time do you get what i'm saying?
want us to be good give it time i'll be waiting
gone for a while can't see myself staying

wish i could've felt like that forever
time's change hope you're doing better

wish i could've stayed the same forever
trying my best just to get it together
falling apart i can't take all the pressure 
wish i could've felt like that forever

i've been staying up just wondering
do you even think about it still?
i think i'm the worst do you know how that feels?
every night i get in my feelings ayea
everytime i try i want to quit it ayea
every single moment let's relive it again
i could be dying i don't think i'd even feel it ayea
i waste my time i can't wait another minute ayea

aYea (prod. pradaaslife)

@pradaaslife

stuck in this mess can't sort it
in my head i always thought that we were more than this
would do anything
kms
just to see you smile
can't let this one go i need it to be alright

i wish that i could have this moment for life
pause the time
i wish that i came through in time
i wish that i could have this moment for life
for life
i wish that i came through in time

going around in circles
what's my next move?
do i even deserve one?
i just had my first one
let me take one more so i can leave the surface
you were like a surgeon
cut my heart out treat me like i'm worthless
i'm not a real person
i need you 
you give me a purpose

i wish that i could have this moment for life
pause the time
i wish that i came through in time

stuck in this mess can't sort it
in my head i always thought that we were more than this
would do anything
kms
just to see you smile
can't let this one go i need it to be alright

city stroll (prod. pradaaslife)

@pradaaslife @deadat18

this is my luck, this all i got

take a walk let me walk alone
they look at me like i'm frowned upon
this is my luck 
this is all i got
they say you don't know what you have until it's gone

wander around i can't go home
i feel like everything i do is wrong
i wish everything was back to normal
i need to move on though i can't give up

500 days of summer
all you've ever wanted might just be around the corner
i told her that i love her
she gave me the cold shoulder
i guess it never was important
i stay up and wonder
does everything i do get you bothered?
i wish i could call her
tbh for the best
you should block my number

i want it to be more than it is
i wish i could do more than this
i can't change the truth this is how it is
december seems so cold this year
i don't want to be alone this year
so won't you come over here?
can't go on i get so scared
i can't go home i want to stay right here

500 days of summer
all you've wanted might just be around the corner
i told her that i love here
tbh for the best
you should block my number
i stay up and wonder
does everything i do get you bothered?
i told her that i love her
i guess it never was important

500 Days of Summer (prod. pradaaslife & deadat18)

feat @drrux
prod me
Oatmilk:
Id give up touch for uuu baby
id give up touch for u baby
id give up the drugs for u baby
i give all my love to u baby

Take my hand
baby do you believe in romance
and i thought i had one chance
but ur still here
so baby take my hand and lets dance
romance
do uuu believe in romance

Drux:
Id give up touch for uu baby
id give up touch for u
baby do you believe in romance
id give up anything for u
why cant uu see me
take me as u please

Oatmilk:
Id give up touch for uuu baby
id give up touch for u baby
pretty princess 
getting lipstick all over my chest
cute dress
ur the best
better on the floor
ur the cutest
i want
i want romance
romance
baby take of those pants
romance

Drux:
U look amazing
please come back to my bed
can't forget ever
been so strange
ever since uuu left
i swear i try my best
take another sip 
it never goes away

oat&drux:
id give up touch for uu baby 😳♩  ʰ𝔢𝔼𝕐𝐘  ඏ😎

Gιʋҽ Uρ Tσυƈԋ ++ɖʀʊӼ  prod. Oαƚɱιʅƙ&ƈσԃҽιɳҽ

vox/production/mix/cover-art by me (@bigdog30k)

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

:FALL FALL:
:IT ALL FALLS THROUGH:

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

                   ⟳

didnt i tell you i was fine?
(did i tell you i was fine?)
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
(i think maybe you just heard wrong baby)
i cant do this one more time
(i think i do this all the time)
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady
(i learned to doubt, theres always something shady)

im still waiting

Still Waiting

@pradaaslife @stellaestellae

[p1x]
Snake strikes like a lightning, back to hiding
When it creeps, gotta fight it
The pain is violent
Guess my faith was decided, to bleed in silence, that's my assignment
New skin, I'm covering up
Get down
You getting close, I don't trust, to be sure I keep my guard up
Hide out
Look at my face, yeah it's switching
I got a thousand masks

Happy, sad
Understand, I cannot do anything bout that
Memories, I'ma kill em
Arrow to Achilles
Turn me to a villain
It's been so long
Still walk in grace
Steppin out in the rain, try to ruin my day
I stay unphased, what a shame
Clean the filth at the lake, I'm renewing my shape 
In the smoke I escape

[pradaaslife]
Yeah I’m staying in the night, tryna turn you to a dancer
Pockets never light, yeah I always got my bands up
Wait til gang is seated, yeah we pouring up with manners
Me and you could never work, we got way too different standards
It’s an art to go to war, always wonder why they call for
Yeah I got a feeling you don’t wanna see me
Don’t know what I’m meaning, read between the lines you’ll see it
Yeah I got special healings, can’t have you come in my way
Two bags on the way
I can’t let you have your say
Yeah I step out in the rain
You could never read my face
Yeah I’m always going solo, I can never leave a trace
Yeah backseat tears, I just wash em away

[p1x]
Fuck the system, make my own
When you see me, gotta go
In the city, staying low
Paranoid, it's to the bone
Grey jeans, black coat
When the light starts calling, I know it's dark
Everything is moving slow
When the night starts falling, I'll catch a star

Snake strikes like a lightning, back to hiding
When it creeps, gotta fight it
The pain is violent
Guess my faith was decided, to bleed in silence, that's my assignment
New skin, I'm covering up
Get down
You getting close, I don't trust, to be sure I keep my guard up
Hide out
Look at my face, yeah it's switching
I got a thousand masks

The Pain Is Violent ft. pradaaslife (prod. Stellae)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QDMUmVH5Tc - music video
https://soundcloud.com/silversxo
https://soundcloud.com/user-240779199/likes

DCs (Silver + Filipmakesbeats) MV OUT NOW!

i let the substance fill my needs
want to be with you instead
let me think about it first
i’m a messenger, can you imagine?

and everything’s the same for me
the same for me
(can you imagine?)
i dont want to be with you
but you’re with me

[chorus:]

at my speed
i can’t fall
i won’t fall
to my needs

i feel hollow
it’s like a call
it’s the pain that makes me bleed


you decide what’s wrong or right
this could be the end if my life
i won’t stand, put up no fight
nothing beats this anasthaesia

and everything’s the same for me
the same for me
(can you imagine?)
i don’t want to be with you
but you’re with me

(chorus)

i found a new path
but now i seem lost
didn’t see the sign
that showed me the cost

all my feelings went numb
but am i in the wrong?
i’m legally blind
cause all i see now is sadness

(and everything’s the same for me, the same for me)
i am legally blind cause all i see now is sadness
(i don’t want to be with you but you’re with me)
i am legally blind cause all i see now is sadness

(chorus)

500 Days of Summer (prod. pradaaslife & deadat18)

Drux

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