adlib scared the shit out of me like NBA YoungBoy

Drux

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

apathy (Opal + GRXGVR)

Tan - Machine Ft. Sudi & Dion [DELETED]

vox prod mix by me ( @bigdog30k)
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxgBrk4ZNI

ill get back on my feet
i know i always repeat
i have been right here before
and i cant talk i cant see
its so much worse than it seems
ive been hurt like this before
and itll happen again

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

ill be the swan by the lake
ill be the one that breaks

i cant stand
i cant stand it any longer than i have
it feels bad
grab these hands
everyday is getting longer than the last
it feels bad

everything is falling apart x3

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

today im rotting
today
ill do whatever you want me to
x2

back on my feet

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv + https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

Put the drinks on us when the teams at the party 
Champagne at the top floor hear it go *pop*
Want some buddy?
Bartender looking stressed out, my bad bro can’t believe what he’s seeing 
Pulled up with a mask on my face all blacked out, lookin just like my TNs (lookin just like my TNs)
Lookin just like my TNs
Lookin just like my TNs
With a mask on my face all blacked out
Lookin just like my TNs

Stepping out i’m not tryna be trendy 
TNs with the fendi 
ID check at the door tryna steady 
I feel like i’m headie got one on me ready 
Got a drink in my hand, I won’t stop shit
Gatekeeping always tryna lock shit 
One glove on my hand on my pop shit
Fell in love with the girl but she’s toxic 
On the balcony watching the view go
I’m the boss I don't know about hugo 
They want me they don’t know about you bro
Get upset but you can’t get a clue tho 
I don’t quit anything I won’t relapse
I just work all the time I can’t relax 
What you said bout your bros can’t believe that
Wonder how they gon feel when they see that 
It’s about that time, pulled up to the party with it
Don’t sip my cup, that’s not bacardi in it 
Yeah it’s kinda O.T, but the whole team is in it 
Must be your loss, cause we just keep on winning 

And I been getting money no joke
But I still get to it everyday like i’m broke 
Pouring up Moët by the moat 
Nice weekend away had to get there by boat 
And you spent too much if i’m just being real
But I just bought this coat so I know how you feel
Put the shades on my face man this place too bright
I don’t give a fuck so I do what I like 
I don’t even pose when the cameras flash 
It’s a new day I don’t know about past 
Security’s bro so he gave us a pass
Been here for a week how long will you last
They ain’t even know where i’m at lowkey 
Worried bout you if you’re worrying bout me
Yeah you’re doing that shit but you’re doing it for show
Do it for me so I do it for Crow 

Lookin just like my TNs
Lookin just like my TNs
With a mask on my face all blacked out
Lookin just like my TNs

TNs (prod. Shinjin + recycleBin)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/jolst

30 petals of a flower on my body 
The molecules have got me 
I keep walking Ina circle, almost lost me 
It got me
It’s onto me

I’ve been honest like always
I can’t go back to the old days
Life still passes slowly
Just as dumb and lonely 
Fuck this can’t you Solve me
Just this one and only

Do you think about it casually?
Does it make it past that wall that you’ve built up
You push & you push them back
And then you wonder why? & then you wonder why
Open up your eyes, I've tried...
(I'm so wrong, how could I be so wrong)

30 Petals (prod. recycleBin + Jolst)

@rubbishrubbish

what's the plan? let me rearrange it
lost myself again, faling back to early stages
mixing up my drink i pick n choose until i faint
i was just in bed now im hopping on a plane
stuck inside my head, just for once GIVE ME A BREAK
took a peek at your moves man, nothing's entertaining
i feel it happening, isn't easy to explain
fell asleep on the last train, going somewhere strange

walking out the house to go back inside the house
fucked up on the couch, unresponsive for hours
in the back of the car now, take a different route
i need what i want, you can't keep me around
bring out a notepad i'm writing something down
i've been doomed for a long time, i can't slow down
in a dream where i'm down bad somehow i got out
get my bags, get my passport, time for another round
oh you missing me? i wish i could say the same thing
i'm scrapping constantly i don't get tired, i'm not changing
bring out the energy when i walk in, my music playing
you won't ever catch me in the same fit

what's the plan? let me rearrange it
lost myself again, faling back to early stages
mixing up my drink i pick n choose until i faint
i was just in bed now im hopping on a plane
stuck inside my head, just for once GIVE ME A BREAK
took a peek at your moves man, nothing's entertaining
i feel it happening, isn't easy to explain
fell asleep on the last train, going somewhere strange

walking out the house to go back inside the house
fucked up on the couch, unresponsive for hours
in the back of the car now, take a different route
i need what i want, you can't keep me around
bring out a notepad i'm writing something down
i've been doomed for a long time, i can't slow down
in a dream where i'm down bad somehow i got out
get my bags, get my passport, time for another round

messege recieved
loud & clear, come & test me to see
match my standpoint
you won't even believe what i learned since last 
more patience in me
you can't take this from me
show up late, it's ok they're all waiting for me
act so foul, can't come back down
scrap club in town, here to take victory

going slow, don't wna miss it
going home, been away for a minute
he wna go, i'm so sorry wouldn't risk it
i'm with the pros, no mistakes over here baby
baby i can't stay, there's money to be made
i'm trying all i can, i'm too fucked to even say some
she want me to take a stand, i can't so i play dumb
i just fucked it all up, wish i would've stayed home
they try to figure out what to make of me
i wish i could land on my feet
stand in the street, random indeed
i was never acting, it's real

you can't take this from me
show up late, it's ok they're all waiting for me
act so foul, can't come back down
scrap club in town, here to take victory

Rearrange victory (prod. rubbish)

@silversxo @april211k

searching for an answer, should i try today?
fucked up in the party i just spiked my drink
i'm missing every chance i get, i need a break
pouring out my heart, i'd give u all i have, embarrassing
just did a line & now i can't handle the after taste
pill under my tounge i try to understand what's happening
eyes opening up, should've let u know
restart it all, i wish for another wish

it's getting too dark to see
walking through mud & rain
it's all falling apart infront of me
lie down, fade away
in my mind for days
i'm reaching the point where i break
gamble w my life, putting everything at stake
i wish u had met the other me
stuck in time, stuck in memory
i wish i could go to sleep
what even matters when it all fades?
was it all for nothing?
why are u defending nonsense?
give me the bottle, down it till i'm drowning
this time i caught it bad, i've been down for a while
i can't stand it i get lost in your smile

Embarrassing (prod. silver & april21)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Turn on me
Always, they turn on me
Go back and turn on me
Waiting to turn on me, want you to turn on me
You know my weakness find it and turn it on me
Turn on me, turn on me
Connections a hassle, built up like a castle
They want to be let in but you can’t get invited
It’s all undone by me and I don’t realise it
Trick myself so many times I think that I like it

It comes and it goes, why should I pray?
You know my weakness, Is that why you stay?
You don’t know nothing… at least so you say
Nothing stays the same, falls down like the rain
I’m building a bridge, I know it can burn on me
Tell you the truth, I hope you can learn from me
Truth is I know, that this might not work for me
Follow my Fate I hope it don’t…

The higher I reach, the further I’ll fall
The words that I spoke, had no meaning at all
You’re mad that I left, but you’d hate if I stayed
Your lips tell a lie that your face has betrayed
I’ve read all the books & I’ve seen all the scripts
I know this part coming up it’s making me sick
My actions will speak when there’s nothing to say
I’ll enter the fray hoping it can change

Turn On Me (prod. Shinjin)

@silversxo @sshinju @maddmaddmadd

my world keeps spinning, i'm finished
coming late to you wait just give me a minute
cup too strong, i just keep sipping
can't make decisions: i said it, i didn't?
it never ends, never begins
meet me halfway, i can't level with this
i kept my end of the promise
you're not here, push away my guilt

i did too much to even stand up
bag came from london, cup from vienna
fucked up, i'm somewhere i can't remember
you gotta pay me extra, what you think you special?
get em xd out, you're too good to even text now?
delete everything i put down
lift me up, baby i been down
i would do the extra, travel thousand miles
just for your attention, just for a while
on the train having meltdowns, it hurts to smile

lift me up baby i been down
i would do the extra just to see you smile

my world keeps spinning, i'm finished
coming late to you wait just give me a minute
cup too strong, i just keep sipping
can't make decisions: i said it, i didn't?
it never ends, never begins
meet me halfway, i can't level with this
i kept my end of the promise
you're not here, push away my guilt

Never ends, never begins (prod. silver, shinju & maddmaks)

headphones ft. kasper gem (prod. silver)

for the worse freestyle (prod. 4evr & remghost)

In the AM ft. pradaaslife (prod. silver & filip)

@pradaaslife @buffalobang @silversxo @methboiswag

i get money out of boredom
get another gram until i cannot afford them
fucked up in the club, bae i'm busy, i'm on tour now
trash the bnb, i'm exhausted, bout to pour up
i get it just to spend
i can't even tell you bout what happened back then
i play too much, never wanted what you have
brain shut down, did too much

i cannot tell you bout the night, it's too crazy
pour me up another one i'm trynna get lazy
at the function, i think they hate me
balling too hard yea, i just bought some yeezys
you know what i mean?
back in the day i was kinda mean
mama i'm sorry

i kicked it with silver nem i've been here all week 
i was going crazy took an arrow in the knee 
boy you talking bullshit yeah dont tell me how you feel 
hung out in the forest yea i really like the trees 
who that in the V.I.P? it's me 
we go back like ancient times, 2k3 
i really like the sound of that, who made that beat?
i really like that bar doe, vi åker dit

i get money out of boredom
get another gram until i cannot afford them
fucked up in the club, bae i'm busy, i'm on tour now
trash the bnb, i'm exhausted, bout to pour up
i get it just to spend
i can't even tell you bout what happened back then
i play too much, never wanted what you have
brain shut down, did too much

The Bar (prod. silver, methboiswag & cast)

Pink pineapple

rival

Shout out to my stars ✨

https://linktr.ee/rndkennedy

unreleased page https://soundcloud.com/rnd-kennedy-unreleased

Rearrange victory (prod. rubbish)

Drux

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