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An emotional Hyperpop Trap type beat
greentop type beat
Diligence type beat
Complete at 2:10am

1 John 4:16

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[FREE] Failure

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

SPOTIFY

so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

w/ @yyuskee 
prod @1ello5k @prod_pk @neohnq

Lyrics :
@whyhaze
pop a pill i might black out 
i've been feeling sick, its still in my head
so tell me just what it is
promise that it's not the end

i feel this pressure
weighing on my shoulders
& now im crying out 4u
hoping that you'll tell the truth
when you see me.. girl what do u think?
honestly i dont think im enough
oh I've been bleeding
I've been crashing down
you dont make a sound
i dont think u careee
u saaid u wld be here
for me, for us
u dont even trust me
i feel like im crashing

@yyuskee
Break me apart but Im still holding on
She wanna take my heart and take my soul
Wanna forget all the shit that I know
I gotta face all these things on my own
Lookin for my purpose
Or I might go insane 
Cant take this pain
Walking in the rain
Ill stay the same
But feelings always change
So tell me if you'll stay

crashing w/ yuske (ello, pk & neohn)

lady of my nightmares @1qai (@pw4prez @decago)

prod @pyu n me (i got insanely carried on this beat btw xd ly meta)
## heavenBound
i could write a million songs about you 


Can't keep track of time,
I just want you by my side 
Even if it's for tonight,
baby, if it was up to me i would have you for the rest of my life
Cuz every time, that i look in your eyes
it's like time gets slower, slower
Just wanna enjoy every second that passes by
Promise i try
girl, I'm not letting you down
Tell me, how does this sound? Let me know

Don't let go, don't let
don't let go
Hold me close 
feel my soul
Take it, take it, take it all,
baby, don't you break my heart
I hope we don't lose this spark, 
I love you for who you are

Time keeps going, it's ticking away
I think that you wanna stay, from the smile on your face
My arms open, if you ever need em, 
you can come my way I'll be your place to stay
my sunshine, sun rays in this dark, dark place 
Said she don't know where she's going, promise that it's okay
It's okay, it's okay, it doesn't matter anyway
Cuz time keeps ticking away, 
it doesn't matter anyway

click here for spotify

plz don't let go (meta & whyhaze)

@1luvpurp @jxyy2k

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yOEIt9uBZCvK8Ebt4CSxy?si=d36b74c5b528473e 

A new chapter ❤️‍🩹📝,

promise you showed
now it's getting hard to digest that it's all over
i cannot look back
i let go of what we had

baby i, i still feel you inside my heart
i still feel you inside, but this time it feels wrong
now i'm desperately trying to keep it together
i keep my calm while it's all falling apart

now i can't feel a thing
look at what you did to me
hope you know i tried so hard 
it's for you i bleed
i even tried to forget
how you put me through torment
you found your way back into my head

i didn't know that love could feel so wrong
my skins getting cold
i know you want me to hold on
but i gotta leave, i gotta go
i won't fall for any of this anymore

i can't help but wonder what it could've been like
if that was the real you this whole time
after it goes under, i hope you look forward
i still care for you even though you lied

ALL PLATS

keep my calm (luvpurp & jxyy2k)

Letter

mental - im a star (prod. only1shredder + youngernextlife)

all available beats will be posted to traktrain soon!!
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1:46 @1luvpurp @prodepv
2:48 @eenlil
3:35 @kyur0
4:15 @6kojo
5:00 @khxali

almostspring clips w/ @luvpurp @epv @enlil @kyuro @6kojo @khxali

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

nothing else (violet)

@jkjmetasco

no u can’t walk in da trap, so u not good
ion like fake, all these niggas rocking knockoff
i was down bad and u don’t know da struggle 
everybody know that my money going up
everybody know that my songs doing numbers 
everybody wanna see me come up
fucking up my body, yea i know i’m doing weird drugs
they can’t let us on da plane, we got too much stuff
biting on my neck like dracula
fangs in my mouth like dracula
ion like to drag, you the one i caught
nigga down bad, why u talking to da cops
drugs wrapped up like a mummy
don’t talk on my bro, u dummy
they can’t let us on da plane, they don’t got no space
i already died u could tell by my face
bands in my pocket, keep it tucked
fucking hoes, ion care bout love
s class, inna gl
u know i’m a punk like cm 
lotta clothes in my closet like they dl 
lotta clothes in my closet like they dl 

yea, yea
i’m nodding off
yea i’m nodding off
me n my bros in da castle
and she like me yea but i’m not involved
shed theory, yea im nodding off
i’m in da spot and i turn up
getting money like a tycoon
spin yo block, typhoon
i got baggy ksubis on, they ain’t tight fool
put yo music in da trash, recycle
walk round wit a big fye on me
leave da trap i got pounds on me
bro went up, he got an ego
and i’m going up like heathrow
pockets so big, they don’t eat tho
left her ass, yea
going up like yea
yea we in da whip, speed up

promise / castle (pettyheaven / violet)

Jesus is Lord! Glory to God!

Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life

I make Trap, Pop Punk, Metal, and much more. Mostly just Hyperpop type beats though. 

I Also play drums, Guitar, and Piano

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