(feat. LXXIV, Lava, LXR, Keta)
[prod. Lava]

I’m sick of always feeling like shit, I just want this all to stop
Never feel okay, every single day I’m feeling off
Hide from all the people, so you’ll find me on the rooftop
Can’t get outta bed some days, so I just lie and rot

I just wanna go
And travel, down these roads
I’m in so much pain
That, I cannot fucking maintain 

Woah, woah 
I don’t wanna see you, you know that
Hell no, i wont come back
My high is not contact, I’m off that
Yeah, that’s why she hate me
She’s tired of faking
And no one can save me, I’m praying I’m dead

But, i still wake up
Roll my weed, and i pour my cup
For a couple years I’ve been fed up, next up
You don’t wanna see me when I’ve had enough

You don’t really wanna be me, that shit never fun
I can never even speak on all the shit I’ve done
Think the dark just left, now dawn’s upon
Is it real or not? What’s real is gone

Kill myself tomorrow, that’s a promise
Write my suicide note, just being honest
Loneliness kills my thoughts, wanna end it all
Talk to me, just an empty vessel, I’m called

Tell me, that you don’t know
Tell me, that you love me
Tell me all these lies, so I can be happy

Tell me that I’m ignorant, that I feel
Tell me all my thoughts, sadness keeps me sad

Yeah, yeah
Fuck, I been trying
Why do I feel like dying?
Why are you always lying?
Dump you in a bag, go into hiding, yeah 

I go and I hide, yeah
Don’t ask, bitch I am fine, yeah
Am I crossing a line, yeah?
Think I’m fixing to die
Or will I get high?
I waste my fucking time

All that I know
Will I be okay, who knows?
Putting all this coke in my nose
Fixing to fuck all these hoes
Her neck leaking, like a hose, yeah

I’m gonna go, yeah
Fucking on blow, yeah
This whore’s going low, yeah

Leave me alone, I don’t wanna hear your voice, no more
Apologies mean nothing, when you walked right out the fucking door
I wish my soul never took this mission on earth
My eyelids are see through, I focused on the yellow light

Do you remember all the nights we spent, in those parking lots?
Do you remember all those times, you wished that I’m something I’m not?

Do you remember all those times, I proved you wrong?
You can’t even remember the words, to one my songs

want this all to stop w/LXXIV, Lava, LXR, Keta [prod. Lava]

SADBOY4EVER verse:

As i Sit across from you 
I cant help to think
Do you
Love me
Love me

Is the true love we shared 
Blinding you from me

What i used to be

When you Dont know how i feel
And i dont know how to heal 
Its me 
So dont worry
Your still with me

EverythingToRest (Prod. Neverforever)

GoodDayAnyway

SADBOY4EVER VERSE:

As im watching all the time pass
Something in my head is telling me i wont last
So im sippin out the glass
An im trynna relax 
Shawty wanna die so imma tell her where its at
Where its at
Slowly fading from the consciences of where im at
Slipping to the void aint no way im coming back
Save me from this world baby save me from the past
Smoking to much wood sippin till i collapse
Goth bitch she making the time pass
Me and her an outcast 
She know shit about that 
Its over then 
She want me alone again 
Black fit black heart 
She said “are you sober then?”
“if i was im over with”

(Break)

As im watching all the time pass
Something in my head is telling me i wont last
So im sippin out the glass
An im trynna relax 
Shawty wanna die so imma tell her where its at
Where its at
Slowly fading from the consciences of where im at
Slipping to the void aint no way im coming back
Save me from this world baby save me from the past
Smoking to much wood sippin till i collapse
Goth bitch she making the time pass
Me and her an outcast 
She know shit about that 
Its over then 
She want me alone again 
Black fit black heart 
She said “are you sober then?”
“if i was im over with”

(End)

Over with (Prod.Pyctur)

in the dark

lxxiv x kashi TAPE DROPPING 10/31  !

--lyrics--

I got no way out
It gets hard tryina live when you down
Its gets hard tryina live when you doubt everything
And every drug that you take turns you into a fiend
I can never fucking break out the surface and breath
Looking for my purpose it was buried beneath
I cant talk to anybody, they don't know me
Walk into the function and I got a nose bleed
Whats that in my system, Mary J and codeine
Its real bad
Y'all cant even save me I was born sad
Everyday I wake up its the same thing 
Roll my weed up bitch, I like living in the fog, in the mist
Y'all aint seeing shit
Money coming in, way too quick you'd think its counterfeit 
I cant even count this shit by hand like where the counter went?
Bitch I count my blessings at my lowest
They praying on my downfall so I keep it loaded 
These problems never get solved, they'll be back for more
Doing anything to go back to a time before
Forget being fried, I’m way too high I think I’m burnt
Won’t catch me at a party ‘less the hoes that’s there are turnt
Imma let the whip drive by itself till I end end up in dirt
If my value based on what I got, then nothings what I’m worth
Nothings what I’m worth, shit
Nothings what I’m worth
I've been puffing on this weed all day, still feel like i'm hurt
In my mind its always gray, it cannot get worse
Heard them demons yell my fucking name, with them I converse
I think i'm gon' go MIA while she just want the best of me
I just wanna rest in peace, this life shit aint meant for me 
I don't want no money cause that shit go up my nose 
I was geeked all day inside the crib its like I froze
Forget being fried, I’m way too high I think I’m burnt
Won’t catch me at a party ‘less the hoes that’s there are turnt
Imma let the whip drive by itself till I end end up in dirt
If my value based on what I got, then nothings what I’m worth

DOUBT EVERYTHING [PROD. WHITECXFFIN]

Sadboy4ever’s verse:

All of this liqour inside of me trynna kill me
While im trynna relive 
None of this life shit is simple its hard to 
Retain all the dark from within
Slice up my wrist while im mixing my liqour i know i can handle ts 
Driving retarded regardless im going 120 all in for the ditch
 Death fall back
Trapped in the void bitch all black
Aint no way in hell imma comeback
Suicide pit bitch im on that 
 Death fall back
Trapped in the void bitch all black
Aint no way in hell imma comeback 
Suicide pit bitch im on that

Grimothys verse:

Rolling up, this smoke
Got a lot of Benjamins i roll it with em tho
Like mirthless, a black pit
Sink into the void grimothy gon be destroyed
Like im worthless 
I don't know none of this shit.
Living their lives, but they gon be really surprised 
When they kick it
Alla these fuckers know this.
Lose a mental war, gon be in a mental ward till you lose it.
Death, Fall back, consuming into everything thats all bad
Aint no way in hell ima lose that
Suicide shit, bitch I won that 
Death, Fall back, consuming into everything thats all bad
Aint no way in hell ima lose that
Suicide shit, bitch I won that

Smokehappy’s verse:

Going through shit you don't about. Been through hell, tryna get out. Got a couple slits on my wrist now. Chilling in the suicide pits now. 
Sink in the bottom of the lake with a Ghostface mask on my face, okay. Drugs in my brain, can't see straight. I'm just tryna get away from this hellscape. 
Death. Fallback. All these motherfuckers wanna talk trash. Take my body back in a black bag. They gone bury my bones with a black flag. 
Bitch. Fuck that. Came up out the mud with my rugrats. Aint nobody show me love, I'm a scumbag. Tell me kill myself. Bitch I've done that.

SUICIDEPIT (Ft. Grimothy x $mokehappy)

ft. https://soundcloud.com/strayngeakastray

arechi:

hit a lick inside a liquor store
that was me and my team
i know some gangsters, real killers
and the dealers, they know me
i’m on the fritz, i’m immature
and i just bought half an oz
you’ll come around to see the real
inside all of the freaks

straynge:

i like protecting peace
and the people that are close to me
i am searching for a leader
track down what life’s supposed to be

hopefully it leads to something 
that we weren’t noticing
propose to me a plan to make sure
that we help the locusts see

noticing the life 
and everything around it grosses me
my stomach was a hopeless beast
the mindless fog, let’s go release

let’s take away to try 
to go and find some peace
see what it means to not believe
to see what means what’s ought to be
that’s ought to be, that’s ought to be
that’s odd to me

i know it is
it’s hard to understand
explore and try to notice things
comprehend ‘til you can’t

they know me ft. $traynge

Produced by Gusuck

tried mixing it myself, enjoy.



LYRICS:

Roll it up cmon lil baby light it up please

Puffin pack in the back thats where I'll be

I reminisce about the memories smoke weed

Seven o six my homie YV knows what i mean


Light this smoke

Comatose 

I tip toe back into my dome

Light this smoke

Comatose

I guess im back take another toke



Imma smoke a pack of blunts until I pass out

Maybe I'll chase it w sum rum a grimothy crash out

Mix it w that perky have a five star dinner

Ima roll a big dessert gettin stuffy n puffy

We pushin trees

We puffin puffin passin, we gettin high every week

Im huffing puffing gassing my lungs i cannot speak

I gotta tell my baby can you roll it up for me

Im tryna smoke up gotta go please



Roll it up cmon lil baby light it up please

Puffin pack in the back thats where I'll be

I reminisce about the memories smoke weed

Seven o six my homie YV know what i mean


Light this smoke

Comatose 

I tip toe back into my dome

Light this smoke

Comatose

I guess im back take another toke


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