I DON’T WANNA KEEP ON PLAYING PRETENDDDD

this resonates perfectly with my depression.

mixed by shisui <3
https://www.instagram.com/drxpde4d/
https://www.instagram.com/nekrohead/

[LYRICS]

DRXPDE4D:
I'm so restless I'm so reckless 
Sleepless nights they so depressing 
Got the rope round my neck cause these thoughts always got me stressing
God's abortion torn from the cunt of Mary 
More dead than a cemetery I just want to be fucking buried 
I need help my friend just cant pretend that my heart aint condemned 
like a fucking empty prison my life fading away
I'm losing all my vision 
Dying peacefully is my last and final mission

Gonna visit my grave like a fucking exhibition 
I will walk the earth again when the dead have fucking risen
Cause of death is so depressing
You don't want me i went missing
I just wanna fucking rot
I just wanna fucking rot
I just wanna fucking rot
I just wanna fucking rot
I just wanna fucking rot
I just wanna fucking rot
I just wanna fucking rot


NEKROHEAD:
I'd take thinking of you than sleeping any night 
don't want to love myself cause i don't think i want to fight 
this life isn't worth it don't tell me I'm fucking wrong 
I've worked for so damn long to forget and to get this strong 
i always sleep too long cause i just want to sleep forever 
this life a simulation getting worse since we together 
ima grow my wings try to escape from this cage 
why'd you fly away from me was this fucking staged 

and i cant seem to sleep at night cause i just think of you 
why the fuck you hurt me why the fuck you didn't leave 
you're so fucking shit i don't want to admit its true 
now you're just a ghost from my past and im glad were through 
i don't want to keep on playing pretend 
goodbye my friends thought it'd never end 
and i don't want to keep on playing pretend 
goodbye my friends thought it'd never end

Condemned w/Nekrohead (Prod. Coilwound)

(@strandead)

LYRICS:

i am just a nobody uh
where am i at
idk nobody uh
all i see is black 
and my head feels shoddy uh
wait who is that
someone’s walkin towards my body uh

wtf is that sharp pain in my left arm
feels like a needle that is shooting in my veins far
holy fuck im getting dizzy what was that for
wth is happening to me im feeling disformed

who am i 
idk idk anything
idk who i am
do i have a family and do i have any friends
like wth is this place i feel like im inside of a pen
rrrrrr im starving i feel like this the end
there’s so much pain inside my body i just wanna be dead
it’s feeling like my eyes r twisting up inside my own head
i hope i never wake up bc ik i’d be feeling dread

(ahhhhh)
fuck all wasted humans
all this seems so stupid
the lights r brighter than 20,000 lumens 

unstable af it make me wanna slit my wrist
istg the second that i’m out i will be filled with bliss
i’m goin crazy in this mf shit
i pinky promise if u let me loose i will rip u to bits

the skilo’s in my system i need to attack
say goodbye to friends and family i hope ur not attached 
i’ll take intestines out yo body and hang it up like a rag 
u gonna be in many pieces no point to get body bags

feels like their drillin in my head
and they make me wanna stab a knife thru my chest
can’t help but be depressed
(ahhhhh)

please put a gun into my head
please put a gun into my head

TRANSMUTED [PROD. $TRANDED]

SHOOT AT ANYTHING THAT BREATHES

ft @gorezomb11

zomb11:
yea i feel ethereal i just wanna fly 
imma take my money take to the sky 
in the back of my whip feeling light 
credit card fraud money stackin high 

i don’t wanna flex but 
but ice be hanging off my neck
i stg im up next not for my fame but for my death 
i feel my life is creepin to an end 
im slow as fuck up off a xan 
baby hope you understand 
our future ain’t the promise land 
im flying in a fucking benz 
bitch i’ll shoot wont play pretend 
we are not ur fucking friends 
shoot it up we’re about to win 

yea i feel ethereal i just wanna fly 
imma take my money take to the sky 
in the back of my whip feeling light 
credit card fraud money stackin high

face6k:
Yuh yuh rack to the sky
I can’t stand this shit your petty lil lies
Ay my wrist is looking fly
Listeners are dropping I wonder fucking why

Ay emo bitches flexing they cut wrist’s
How the fuck you gonna leave me but not give me kiss
If you fucking left this scene just know you won’t be fucking missed
Most of us fr gonna forget who you is

Fuck who is you is
You ain’t got no fucking bank
Face what you think
You ain’t got no fucking you bank x2

Yuh yuh rack to the sky
I can’t stand this shit your petty lil lies
Ay my wrist is looking fly
Listeners are dropping I wonder fucking why

RACKS TO DA SKY #M.O.M (9lives)

FUCK THE FEDS (feat. KILLTAK & MUSTDITE) (PROD.MUD)

PROD: https://www.youtube.com/@prodtake (IG: ?)

MIXED BY: itsaedanhill x myself (IG: @itsaedanhill x @letzhatexdium)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Xdium-hollow-lyrics

COVERART: me :) (IG: @letzhatexdium)

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Condemned w/Nekrohead (Prod. Coilwound)

DRXPDE4D

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