i remember long ago 
how i said that i would wait
a thousand years... give or take
and all the promises i'd make
time has twisted my soul
and all my spirit goes
down the long road to home
in another episode 
lost somewhere inside my mind
another place another time
when i could dream that you'd be mine
time has twisted my soul
and all my spirit goes
down the long road to home

yes i'm dreaming once again
that your waiting at the end
i just cant seem to resist the flow
as it pulls me towards the end
of the long road to home

another moment of my time
and when its through what will i find
another year .. waiting here
holding to the ties that bind
time has twisted my soul
and all my spirit goes 
down the long road to home

yes i'm dreaming once again
that your waiting at the end
i just cant seem to resist the flow
as it pulls me towards the end
of the long road to home

i remember long ago
i remember long ago
a thousand years... a thousand years
i remember long ago
i remember long ago
a thousand years... a thousand years
promises i'd make...

Long Road Home

here we go
mother fuckers never know what i'm gonna do
i guess that makes me dangerous and yes i guess thats true
you can only piss me off so many times
and then i drop a dime and then your ass is mine
but i aint no gangster thug, never had to be a player
got no fears.. cause i been planning this shit for like a hundred years
got it down to the last detail my sinister shit is gauranteed... no fail
hoist the sail, hang on to the rail, i'm gonna collide, my plan will entail.
all the elements, to destroy your evil shit
and when the deed is done they'll be nothing but grit..

i be hate'n bitch.. i'm an american terrorist. ya i guess i'm a hater..
i be hate'n bitch.. i'm an american terrorist.

and you wont never see it coming cause theres nothing to see
just a ghost in the crowd with invisibility homeland security? HA!
give me a break...i'm 50 steps ahead and moving toward check mate..
i'm on my own side.. without the guns or the knives.. no suicide..
there aint no place your ass can hide.
when the fucking thing blows and everything you know goes right out the window..
whoa...
camera's on the carnage, rich kids in the orphanage, collateral damage...
and it can happen any day.. need i remind you.. of timothy mcveigh?

i be hate'n bitch.. i'm an american terrorist. ya i guess i'm a hater..
i be hate'n bitch.. i'm an american terrorist.

American Terrorist

just me...
used a b4 organ instead of a lead guitar...
i like it.

Mislabeled

everybody got to find the strength to care
everybody got to find a way to share
and if you wanna let me make you feel all right
little baby let me turn you on tonight
you've got to open your mind
you've got to loosen your soul
if you accept what you find
you might just loose all control
now tell me..
do you wanna be smooth?
as smooth as the inside?
as smooth as the moon beams glide
acrossed this empty room...
everybody gotta open up there eyes
everybody gotta hide what they despise
everybody gotta swallow a little pride
if you wanna let me turn you on tonight.
then you've got to open your mind
you've got to loosen your soul
if you accept what you find
then you might just loose all control
now tell me...
do you wanna be smooth?

Smooth -Reproduced (again.. like the 12th time)

an instrumental dub song originally mixed in 07 and then remixed to this in 11


dobedah

This song was written about a conversation between me and my wife quite a few years ago. i was trying to describe to her my feelings during a very hard time. 

all piano and orchestrations were done by the one and only roon. more than one of the best orchestrators i have ever known.. also a dear friend.

its a terrible dream
like i just came home from the war
the battle in me
the one for so long i've ignored
the burn and the sting
of knowing that you truly are the victim

and where would i be?
if you hadn't put me somewhere safe
impending degree's.. 
that drove me to the edge of outer space
trying to make you see.... sitting here drawing circles.

circles on the page
pushing them away
keeping them at bay for another day
tearing at the fray
hearing what you say
and knowing that it doesnt work that way
circles on the page
trying to explain
holding back the rage
burning like a flame
trying not to go insane

(the best solo i've probably ever done backed by the best rhythm section i've ever heard .. thank you roon)

circles on the page
pushing them away
keeping them at bay for another day
tearing at the fray
hearing what you say
and knowing that it doesnt work that way
circles on the page
trying to explain
holding back the rage
burning like a flame
trying not to go insane

i hope you enjoy this. it's the single best song i think i have ever written.
please tell me what you think.


Drawing Circles featuring roon

written many years ago and reproduced in 2012-2013 time frame.
a self discovering and exposing story of myself.
i hope you enjoy... or at least can relate.

since i grew up inside this little town 
who would have thought that i would grow to be an alien
but more and more i look around and see what i was taught
was nothing more than others sought for me

and if you asked me then just where i thought i'd be.
i'm sure i'd have some brilliant answer
my self inflicted isolation was the key to feed the purity
that grows just like a cancer

i am the alien i hide my colors well
and if you all found out you'd damn me straight to hell
but since i'm still around i'll let my story tell
i am the alien

in days before no one could see no one could guess
i had a hint but hardly knew the truth myself
but more and more started changing into what i am 
yet all ways was this longing to be free

and if you'd asked me then just who i thought i'd be
i'd say myself so nonchalantly 
but as the days slipped by i then surmised no other soul would realize
the ghost that came to haunt me

i am the alien i hide my colors well
and if you all found out you'd damn me straight to hell
but since i'm still around i'll let my story tell
i am the alien

ALIEN

i know i'll never be like you
regardless of this shell that holds me
regardless of the way it seems
i'll slide between
like a specter unseen lost inside a smoke screen
i will never be seen
must be the difference in my gene's...

i am the alien i hide my colors well
and if you all found out you'd damn me straight to hell
but since i'm still around i'll let me story tell
i am the alien

ALIEN 

I Am The Alien

a song about my life at that exact moment..

life
keep movin along
in the mud and dust where we belong
work'n hard like a phone man do
clippy clippy for you 'till the tone get through
life
keep mov'n along..

and we really dont know why we do this
or why we even care?
life
keep movin along

you gotta baby coming dont you want to see her?
momma gotta feed her, every body need her.
there was too much rain till "Summer" came...
everybody know just why we do this...
life
keep moving along.
life 
keep movin along....

and everybody know just why we do this
life
keep movin along!

life
keep movin along...

Life

written by tb0mb and myself after the yellow cosmic star album. a collaboration of various samples and lyrics that were related to the point in time when our planet entered the elusive theory of the photon band.
this version is redone with actual midi programming and live playing replacing most of the original tracks. i like this version best. i hope you do too!

Cozmic Rae enter the photon band
peace is at hand
time has passed. freedom at last
no more sorrow
now you know, that it will be...
tomorrow..
now you know..
now you know....

Cozmic Rae

a couple years ago H2 channel had this whole big thing on satan/lucifer for like 2 weeks. it was right after they did a couple weeks of jesus around christmas.
well i got to thinking about what exactly a character like lucifer would sing to us if he was real.

so this is my idea of what lucifer would say to us...
hope you like it!

seas will rise and fall
all in all it's just a day
just another way
to pass the time

blood will spill and flow
and who will know?
who says so?
and under what sign?

pulling strings to make them sing
life and death is what i bring
and without me.. who would you be?

just a mindless drone..
a million of you all alone.
i'm everything they told you i was son
and then some...

i gave you the apple
but only you could eat it
i gave you the arrow
to shoot as you see fit
i brought you the fire
straight from the pit
satisfied desire
created the lier
signing souls and making winners
adding to my ranks of sinners
and without me... who would you be?
just a mindless drone.
a million of you... all alone.
i'm everything they told you i was son
and then some!

i helped create you!
i am forever..
i am the devil..
and i'm coming home

(x4 and fade..)


Sardonic Requiem

written arranged and mostly preformed by me.

old song, recorded all live originally. most tracks were duplicated in midi and corrected with new sounds.
cut new leads. 
originally preformed by C.Dirks, T.Turner, T.Courson, and A. Goeman as a semi live performance at the pithouse.
you can still hear those original tracks at the end as it washes to a strange trippy outro.

well i think your all just junkies
wouldnt know what to do with a real life
and if i had a million megawatt flashbulb
still dont think you'd see the light.
and i'm getting tired of playing around with your games..

cause i dont need your chemicals 
to make me fly
if you want a new rush
why dont you try?
REALITY... inside of me..
making me high

yes i think you should leave your girlfriend
she's a crack ho wait'n for another rip
and if you want to find the music in your soul
try reality... its a real trip..
you can blow your nose with your coke ho's
but i think i'm gonna pass on the line this time...

cause i dont need your chemicals 
to make me fly
if you want a new rush
why dont you try?
REALITY... inside of me..
making me high
so very high....


A New Rush

written many years ago as an experiment with a friend from south africa.
hope you enjoy it!

South africa mix 5

this was written for my cousin. i tried to write this from your perspective, but my own feelings kept creeping in..

 r.i.p. justin.

it's only a nightmare he cries
as the shadows do race across
places we never could find

it's only a matter of time
till the space is all wasted
in fragments that we've left behind

live loving memories

and i'll meet you my friend
by the stone wall that holds back the sea
and the light of tomorrow 
will reveal that your not who you seem

that your not who you seem...

year after year
and day after day
everyting keeps breaking down
and though it appears
the natural way
everything keeps breaking down

and i'll meet you my friend
by the stone wall that holds back the sea
and the light of tomorrow
will reveal that your not who you seem

that your not who you seem..

and i want you to know.
that it's all right with me.

live loving memories


Live Loving Memories

originally a jazz song called "breakdown". totaly broken down, sampled, and remixed into this.
electronica smooth thing..

how would you like to discover that you've wasted your time
and all of your days.
how would you like to find out that your slipping away.
and when the man finds out about the boy who ran about
never watching no signs... all ways living in doubt.
he's gonna break down.
some day...
some day..


Slipping away 2012

this is virtually untouched from the original arrangement. simply remixed/mastered
sort of a zz top meets vanhalen meets me with some synths and kicking some ass on the lead G

 :D
hope you enjoy!

Disconnected 2012

retro spy movie throw back sort of tune..with cool horns :D
hope you digs
:D

Vivid 2012 mix

written by TC
produced by BK

vocals/accoustic guitar by TC
bass, drums, organ, electric guitar by BK

Wall Cloud

this song is about a fictional character avoiding divorce.
it's not about me. my relationship with my wife is fine.
i hope that you can relate to this.

dslamcracker

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