caught in the same predi-ca-ment
there's no one in the world that i wanna see
but i don't wanna be alone

i'm sure to snap
drugs help fight back
though they can't find the best me
nor can i, i dug hella deep

us losers must think
"we had to fall from somewhere"
when we've been on the floor forever
we're not going anywhere

and i envy the losers in the world
who still have a dream that they
won't always be unknown

losers 4 ever

if i'm not 
famous enough to
kill myself by 27 years old i'll....
kill myself, or at least try

if i don't die
i'll dye my hair
dy(e)ing still but, no one would care
would they even notice, anyway?
probably not, either way!

in da club

rain rain, come today
wash away the human race
good has been outweighed!
rain rain, come today

time won't force* our growth
we can't get past hope

"all i know is, life on earth is evil. we don't need to grieve for it; nobody will miss it."

good has been outweighed
rain rain come today

*     i fucked up the vocal recording when i was supposed to have said "forced" it sounds like shit but it was too hard to fix

rain rain

what the fuck is that, that you're holding?
is it a gun my dear?
you have so much to live for, don't succumb to fear
just put it down, say aloud, life begins from here
their sticks and stones, your aches and moans
are real, you've made that clear
but how the fuck am i supposed to save you 
when you just run
you have so much to live for

life begins

acoustic version, meticulously sliced and diced for your consumption

life begins (acoustic)

deep in a youtube rabbit hole, i found a beautiful christian rock song (Oceans by Hillsong United) that i sliced and diced and sang a freestyle over

my trust and my faith
eroded under waves
my mom said my professors held the blame
and churned swells into breaks
but they were just
conduits of fact
streaming to my brain
till my hubris finally cracked
i'm not special and i think thats beautiful
my family thinks its fucked
but they're normal, i'm imbalanced
i fell off of god's chemical tour
through life's challenges

spirit left me (freestyle)

a kinda basic kinda sick beat i made with a circuit bent yamaha keyboard and various logic plug ins and vst's

beat

make u meditate

live improv piece on the piano using octatrack, pedals & mixers
only mixing, no chopping or refitting

seven forty nine

jellyfish rave

"Bleed bile all night into an SM58"
austin, tx

DSM boi

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