strung out again - teen suicide

https://iwannabeawitch.bandcamp.com/album/i-just-need-to-get-this-out-of-the-way

a part of me disappears every time i wake up&&&

original sample is unhappy birthday by waqs

"fixed" mixing this song is trash | june 24 2023

losing interest over time

midnight lake

free download / buy

haunt me x3

i regret addingthe lain pic

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2vkJE5JFudOy5lBbrPGpmL?si=ef615dad3e904a1c

free dl / buy...?

i hate this song i didnt want 2 post this

original thumbnail art by explosionpsycho on ig i think

download 4 free here

dj sailor moon - always cry inside... (dssctve mix) v1

sry if this sounds weird,, i was too tired 2 fix it,..
original sample by waqs

https://open.spotify.com/track/5mYZXdLEBR0fMSJKxkTlym?si=d02ac6e156b9486d

free download/buy

...ways to waste yourself

the blood on my face kinda looked like a heart
Lovefear - Barely Sentient

i am my own hell and

17151425

care only about me

free dl/buy if u want!

imdisgusting

little witch

sixmillionwaystodie

you came here... all the way here just to visit me?... that makes me so happy.........

sayo

originally for "zox's end of year mash 2022"

https://soundcloud.com/djkirakira/end-of-year-mash-2022

september 18

september 18 (horrible super rushed track)

aphex twin - rhubarb
original picture by explosionpsycho

thank you all for 800 followers, it means a lot

paranoid psychotic schoolgirl

I LOVE ALCOH

lol

https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa

dssctveself & nasanoa - bitter and cunning

anticipating regret

anticipating my regret

i want to forget everything about me

withered

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧  i need you to be close  ✧･ﾟ*✧･ﾟ::

missing out on

why as soon as we became so close, its so hard to say goodbye?

redone;untitled

how do you explain to someone how you feel, when everyday you feel like someone different

@smallmistake @smallmistake @smallmistake @smallmistake @smallmistake

how to inflict the most psychological damage possible (sm - caught cleaning yr mess)

fuck this website
https://files.catbox.moe/t03jab.png

i don't need you, or anybody.mp2 ##hexx

eye miss hymn

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3414166

beat & mixing: https://soundcloud.com/dssctveself
vocals: @t3nn1sgirl

i found myself in the forest carving sigils in the trees
with my blade in my hand, i am never coming back
i saw your face in the reflection of the lake prolly just a snake
i been wandering this place for hours, but i still cant see you
i dont plan to come back home, my last wish is to kill you
youre now passed out on the dirt, gushing out ur blood
the sun is almost set, i must hurry up

i carry out my blade, draw the sigil that witch taught me
i chant the phrase from my grimoire, now this one and only
then i realize my foot was still within the sigils circle
i glanced one last time at the sun, now theres no savior

my eyes rolled back as i began to lose my consciousness
in my last minutes of thought, that witch's words i could recall
"to lift this curse carry out a sacrifice before the sun sets,
otherwise a newfound host will possess the vessel"

dssctveself

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