LYRICS: 

I’ve been forgotten 
Always coughing out my lungs
Smoking too often
Day after day these walls are closing in
I can’t win
I can’t feel anything
And now you’re with him
I’m sleeping on the floor again
Rotting in my coffin 
Too high to go outside or leave my room 

Where’d he go? Nobody knows, no one cares
Either hated or ignored, talking over me because you’re bored of this
Feel like I don’t exist, wouldn’t be missed if I left
And what the fuck am I living for? 
My heart’s broke and sore
And everybody’s expecting more from me
Maybe next time we’ll get it right
Let the fire burn behind my eyes every night

from the bottom of the bottom

LYRICS:

They don’t believe in me
But ya’ll can’t see like me
Waste of time, potentially fatal 
They think I’m crazy and unstable
Blow em away like smoke to the wind
I know they hate to see me win
But I’m on my own again
Too much time on my hands 
So I’ma show em

I stole your bitch, made her switch
She fucking with the fit
On the roof getting lit
Seeing you can’t rap for shit
Ripping off the greats 
Sending all the hate your way 
You fakes never got it anyway
I got em vibing inside my grave
Fuck what you say, they want a reply
How bout ya’ll fuck off and die
Fuck with the wave, but we stay with the suicidal vibes, fuck a 9-5
That’s no way to live a life, I’d rather fucking die
And you call yourself “horrorcore”, be afraid
Can’t even rap on time, sound like you a pussy
That’s for sure, you just nothing 
Just like every trash flow I’ve heard before
Ash this joint on your face
We so high we in outer space
You can’t even get a taste, LA Kush Cake
Ocean eyes, yeah, that bitch crying 
Told her that you’re just fine
But one question on your mind
Who the fuck is Dusai? 






Thanks to my brother for helping me mix/produce this and making it sound 1000x better 🔥

blowing my high

LYRICS:

Rolled up outta bed and I’m looking like a mess
It’s that antisocial motherfucker, back in my depressed shit
Another existential crisis, I might just cease to exist, you’ll never see me again
I gotta get the ice up out the chest
Ghost the bitch, blow smoke out the whip
All signs point to dip, shit
What a predicament turn me into Kurt Cobain
What’s next after the Glock go bang? 

Ha, I’m immortal, you can’t kill me
Bitches tried, you can always see the envy 
In their eyes, they’re wishing I would die
So it’s kinda funny when I pop back up like surprise
Take another hit, I got it kicking just to feed my drug addiction
Turn whatever I do into a motherfucking living
Don’t put the work in for no bitches
Only doing what I love 
Which is nothing but getting ya’ll 

Head banging
Now your girlfriend’s my girlfriend 
Fucking with the witchy vibes
Trauma bonding over everything you did wrong
Always wasting your time, you’re blowing my high
I’m swerving into traffic
Can’t drive straight, I’m late
I hate people in my way
Spitting flames at all you lames
It’s another day
I’m sure you found a way though 
To get me going, way to go, you’re my motivation

Fuck the police tryna catch this smoke
We get high just to die cause life’s a fucking joke
Fuck a 9-5, got me thinking suicidal thoughts
So high forgot my train of thought 
Lost soul, can’t save me
This shit makes me go crazy 
Not fucking with anybody lately
So fuck off

$u1c1d4lth0t$

LYRICS:

Lights out, singing in outer space 
Powers out and so am I, out of my head
Put holes in my face and holes in my brain
Spent the whole day in bed
Waiting for you to text me back

Ain’t nobody fucking with me like they used to, see through 
Everything that I do is so blue, uncool 
Blew up in my face like I deserve
Now you got a new man, I’m deserted 
Not sweet, left me on read last night now I feel defeated
Dead on the inside, I can feel my heart cease to beat
From all the caffeine just to keep me grinding in my sleep
Fuck, I thought we’d make it
With you riding shotgun butt naked
With your lips ‘round the stick shift
Bumping some new shit
Get something to eat
Cause that kush got me faded
And I feel like I might blow out my brains
On the highway listening to The New Amsterdams
While I’m stuck in this state, hit my vape
Wish I could fly away on an airplane
Run away cause I’m feeling insane
And hide in my room ‘til it all goes away
The rain been going all night, but I like it that way
The rain been going all night, but I like it that way

Rain been going all night long
Everybody on that shit they sing this song
When they feel that pain and they feel so gone
And they can’t hold back cause their mind so off

all night long

LYRICS:

I could find another you in a minute, so test me
We finished, done, I won’t let it stress me
Leave me empty, we never ever getting back together
For the best, see me when I’m fucking famous
Doing the best that I can
Feeling like Mad Villain
Pick up the phone like, who dis again?
Oh, I put it down
Record my next hit
Next tat, next bitch
Still smoking that medical kush
Glazed Breath, can’t get high as this
I pull up looking fresh as fuck, fuck in the whip
Smoking tree under the trees
Walk by that couple she like who is he?
Mr. Fuckyourgirlfriend 
Ha guess you fucked
Once she sees me she begging for this nut
Pistachio, oh, yours is so so walnut
Nutting on the wall cause you ain’t got no one
To catch you when you fall
Awh bitch, that’s too bad 

So aye, what you want from me? 
You ain’t changing me
Fuck your idea of the perfect society
So aye, what you want from me?
Tell me honestly
Cause I ain’t got time to waste on that kind of energy 

I came from Largo, back home
Went to St. Pete, Tampa
Found my soul buried in a hole
Under sex and drugs
And tryna fill that cup til I get numb
When I die bury me with a white tea and some triangle
Couple bad bitches so I could be lil spoon 
Get high and roll around underneath the moon
Go on a trip, see you soon
Eyes big as fuck, duckin the law
Can’t let em fuck up the fun I wanna have til I’m gone
Feeling like a God, odd enough 
To make your girlfriend jump on this round the clock
Celsius stay stocked
Raspberry Açaí Green Tea
Sushi like the pussy, eat that shit daily 
I move mountains, I do it easy
But ya’ll gotta pay me in tattoos or weed
Fuck working for ya’ll bitches
Underpaid, I’m bout to short change ya’ll
Clocking the fuck out so I don’t waste my time here

i could

LYRICS:

I think my heart too big
Loving all these hoes                      
Never learning anything
When I sing, got 'em wrapped up in my hand
Forget about your boyfriend, aye

Gotta flex on them motherfuckers every single show 
Gotta flex on the women, yeah, she following me home
Knocking down my door, just to get a little piece
The way that she be sucking got me like sheesh, OP 
#1 for the day, yeah, I’m manic as fuck
Get matching tattoos just to break up 
Told me she'd call me again but I’m bound to hang up 
I got too much on my mind so I roll that weed up 
Gotta get that bacon egg and cheese
She begging for that mickey D 
On her knees, but I can’t see
Cause I’m never looking down 
Emo boi with the green hair, pierced eyebrow 

This can’t be serious, heart too big
They love me cause they gotta dig
Mysterious, wondering what’s up with me
They smell me coming from miles away 
With that gasoline, their tank on E 
Same ripped jeans for two weeks 
Brand new song with this classic beat 
But I still get between them cheeks
Like a piece of bubblegum 
Leave 'em strung along
Stuck in their head like this song, they sing along
They know every word
Same old tricks, new bitch 
Triple six got 'em all on this dick 
18 at a time and I'm blowing their minds
But now I gotta dip cause you blowing my high

heart too big

LYRICS:

She a heart breaker
Got me nodding, popping 
Cause I can’t take her playing these games
Slicing through my heart like a lightsaber Got no money in the bank so I can’t save it
I’m just spending

But one day I be up on the top
Pulling up in the star roof 
Be everything you want 
I just gotta stop
Waiting around 
That type of shit always got me down
Thinking about how you ain’t here right now 

She told me I don’t seem like the type
So I’m pulling out, dipping quick before the FaceTime 
I ain’t gonna lie, I don’t got the time
To talk to these girls I only sorta like
There’s only one up on my mind 
I ain’t falling in love, it’s on sight 
Vibe with me for the night then it’s bye bye 
You can’t ride with me
Ain’t nothing but a G thang
Getting high 
She’s crying, but honestly
I’m sorry, it’s how it’s gotta be babe

Look a little better in the light
Told her good night 
Then she disappeared outta sight
Ghost girl, took my whole world
Now I’m not letting anybody in 
I’m not getting played again 

She a heart breaker
Got me nodding, popping 
Cause I can’t take her playing these games
Slicing through my heart like a lightsaber Got no money in the bank so I can’t save it
I’m just spending

whoam (heartbreaker with a lightsaber) (prod. kye)

LYRICS: 


Okay, brand new top 
Smoking on that kush, yeah, I do it a lot
Every day, brand new bop 
Fuck the cops, pop off, never fall off

Hold up wait, yeah, I’m fucking with it
Coming through with the bangers know I’m finna get it 
Like this, true shit
She always says I rap about the same things
Same things, same shit new day 
Shoud’ve stayed in bed
Is it all in my head? 

No job, I’m a drop out
Everything they warned you about
Looking for my way out
Down and out so we get fucked up so we high fr
Sunrise to sunrise 
Can’t even open my eyes
Sometimes I feel like dying
but I’m trying
To see the other side of things
It’s a coin flip, put my life on this shit

A tidal wave of emotions
I’m hoping I don’t drown 
Looking for an exit, if that’s it
Is it my only way out? 

Ask myself, am I open to change? 
Or do I enjoy doing the same things? 
A certain sense of comfort
Pull the covers over my head and shut the door
Feeling useless, what’s my purpose? 
To keep everyone else stuck 
Like I’m the burden, downer, 
Motherfuck my life I need to give it up
Wait, before you pull the trigger 
Call that number, is it in service? 
Tried to get my insurance to find me some help
And their internet was down, fuck 
Ha guess I’ll self medicate
Playing the doctor, I need an escape 
Tempting my fate

A tidal wave of emotions
I’m hoping I don’t drown 
Looking for an exit, if that’s it
Is it my only way out? 

What happens when nobody listens to your shit? 
Do you stop existing? Fuck that shit, I’m over it

What happens when you stop existing?

tidal wave

LYRICS: 

Never been fucked with 
Swerving over the curb when 
I get fucked up, inside of my yed
Tom Delonge, too far gone
With the space ships 
Must be spitting hieroglyphics 
Cause you ain’t hearing this shit 
Now I won’t give specifics 
Check the lyrics, genius 
After I’m smoking on the live resin 
Leave your head spinning with questions
Who the fuck is Dusai? 
Hit me with your best guess mane 

Looking at my reflection, trippin
Taking my vitamins, wash em down with caffeine 
Wake up way too early, I’m not fucking with the scene
Black out curtains, clouds filled with myrcene 
Have em begging for mercy 
Be careful who you’re messing with
Unmedicated degenerate 
Swimming in the open ocean 
Thought I was a Pokémon 
Drowning in a sea of applications 
Sedated alien, nobody relating 

And you know I can’t quit 
Gotta go in like a bad habit
Fuck with this shit til I die
Wipe those tears from your eyes
Can’t give my heart away 
And watch this shit just end the same
Ghost girl just playing games

She said she need half
I’m too bad with this shit, I just can’t 
Feign interest, like business 
That bitch ain’t too bad
She too good for me
And I wanna end it 
Before she sees that and panics
it was a manic decision
To move in and tell me she’s in love
It’s mostly the x, on a lot of drugs
It’s mostly the sex, treat me like the plug
No disrespect, it’s never enough 
I’m never enough for anyone
Got me feeling dumb, right 
Run out of lives, no room for second tries so it’s goodbye
I get high to forget
And you can bet
I won’t be sweating it
Just running it up
I gave away my last fuck
Now I’m ducking and busting inside some new bitch
I pull up hit the switch, fold em up, and then ditch

who the fuck is dusai?

LYRICS: 

I fly through outer space
Just wanna see your face
When I wake up in the morning
Catch the sunrise 
Get high it’s a brand new day
Get high everything feels the same 

Got this dream that I’ll make it
Triple Z Gotta flex it
She so cute when
She’s switching up on me, damn

She be gone when I’m waking in the morning alone 
Check my phone on my own, I be on my own 

I don’t wanna go but if I have to
Hopefully I can leave before you do, it’s true
So I don’t have to deal with all this
I can’t believe it had to come to this
Wish it was permanent
Wish the ink never fade
Why’s time always flying by?
Nothing ever stays
Getting paid, getting high all day 
Always got you on my mind
I bet you rarely think of me

I’m so sick of the way 
In my motherfucking head all day 
And everything that I say is a lie when I say I’m okay 
I’m watching it fade 
I’m watching it go
I’m watching her grow up too fast
Look away for a second and ten years passed
All the shit I did, some friends they gone and they never coming back
They say I changed up but maybe it was for the best
Got THC in between every single breath 
But I’m still depressed 
Shit, what a mess

in between

stop (*inhale*)

Who the fuck is Dusai?

Dusai is a Florida based artist who takes inspiration from everywhere. From tattoos and weed, to broken hearts and the highs/lows of bipolar disorder. Dusai will steal your girlfriend and fuck it up somehow all in the same day. A very sensitive, but in your face artist. If you haven’t listened yet, you’re missing out, big time.

Dusai

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