I made this song during quarantine. I tried to make a song to evoke a feeling of being lonely because I haven't left my house for months other than to go to work. I was inspired by Passion Pit's song "inner Dialogue" a lot when I made this because I my vison was similar to it. I spent months working on it to make sure it was perfect. this is one of my favorite songs I ever made. 

Recorded form April 2020 - May 2020

Crab Cakes

LaVae reached out to me with interest in collaborating.  she gave me 2 different projects so I decided to combine the 2 of them in order to make this song.   the second verse and drop is more dominated by her style.

Gold (Feat. LaVae)

the first half of this song is in spired by pursuit by gesafflestein but for the second half i decided to say fuck it and do something completely different. 

recorded june - july 2021

involuntary

this song is about being pushed to your absolute limits mentally. inspired by the peak of a mental breakdown caused by the events from done. the audio sample at the end was a voice message from my friend comforting me about the situation. 

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recorded from july 2021 - may 2022

breaking point

this song is about being burnt out after hanging out with friends over a long period of time and saying goodbye to them after you know your not going to see them again for a long time.

i got the idea for this song  after i dropped of a friend that was visiting me from up north. it was a very rainy day. it took a lot of inspiration from full moon lullaby and loosely inspired by end credits music form some old pokemon movies. in a way, it was an end credits theme to a fun week i had.

recorded august 2021 - july 2022

next time

DORITOS AND FRITOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this was very fun to work on

100 gecs - doritos & fritos (HELIXX remix)

this song is about a time i was gonna go on a date with a girl but i jokingly told her i was going to show up in a nikocado shirt and she didnt fuck with it so i stopped talking to her because i want someone who appreciates my sense of humor. i was kinda freaking out at first but then i realized i dodged a bullet.

recorded april 2022 - october 2023

bullet

this song is about being more successful than people who made fun of you for doing what you love and laughing in their face when they are suddenly nice to you when you are successful

the instrumental was inspired by boop boy by caramella girls

recorded may 2022 - november 2023

laughing now

this is the title track of hysteria. much like the last one, i watched to challenge myself creatively so i took the average of all the bpm's of the ep (140) and made a song with that bpm.

hysteria

this song is about getting increasingly more nervous as someone starts to play with your feelings. its also about being disappointed that things aren't going your way even though you spent so long trying to improve yourself. 

the instrumental was inspired by old crystal castles

hiding (after everything that happened)

this song is about being excited to get back into the world of dating after working on yourself

best self

this song is about overcoming imposture syndrome and rude comments from people about your music 

for the instrumental i wanted to make a song with a similar vibe to the outro song from adventure time  

stride (how far you've gone)

this song is about getting the courage to ask someone out and being ok regardless of how it goes 

the instrumental started off being inspired by the piano part of musician by porter robinson but as i kept working on it, it became more synthwavey

leap of faith

this song is about wanting to get along with people who you once had beef with now that we are adults and shouldn't be holding grudges over stuff from high school. 

the instrumental was inspired by the outro song from my hero academia 

vision

this song is about the frustration of when people aren't communicating with you, specifically about plans to hang out. 

the instrumental was inspired by the end credits song from the cat returns. when i heard it for the first time i knew i had to try and make something that sounded similar 

future plan

this song is about liking goth girls lol

the instrumental was inspired by "that's what you get" by paramore. the hook is just so addicting i knew i had to make something similar 

forbidden fruit

this song is about going to therapy 

also happy mens mental health month. it was completely unintentional to release this in june so i guess the stars aligned just right. 

i liked the idea of having a song start chill and progressively adding more elements as things went on and that's how the instrumental was born  

life on the line

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Waves

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Moon rock

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Siren (FT. The Osprey)

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HOPE

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Vanilla

This song doesn't really have a cool backstory tbh, I just got the idea for the chords while my mind was wondering while I was pushing carts at work. Also this is probably going to be my last house song for a while. 

Recorded in March 2020




























































































































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