gone

https://open.spotify.com/track/777OdHEessMH3T3q20KdMC?si=a0db4adad676429d

prod me

it hasnt been the same lately
i think u like him more than me baby
im so indoctrinated
my thoughts aint been the same since

u stabbed me in my back
and left me here to bleed
im cryin out my spleen
more blood than can be seen

never the same

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

kay:
yea had to turn it around
you say im quiet when i think im too loud
yeah im looking at your text message
but the body hasnt been found
last text read it somehow
ooooo
lost youu
somehow i went along and lost you
somehow i found my way to you
you're drugged you're gonna drug me too
im on your tv but i miss you

prodii:
yeah i miss you
but i hate your touch
yeah i want you
but i still hate your guts
can i talk to you
without you interrupting
can i break you
and mold you into something
and mold you into something
maybe thats worth my loving
maybe thats worth my loving

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

btw i hate myself w/ kaysnoto + prodii

know you're looking at me, wishing I was a different guy
i see you on my feed, it makes me wanna fucken die
think it's what I deserve, cause I'm a pretty sleazy guy
only sins no good deeds, and they'll be haunting me for life

estella:
you say that you love me, realize my love is do or die
the way that you look at me, i swear that you just wanna cry
is something wrong with my face, your glare just punched me in my eye
did i just make it up, is all that you said just a lie?

wont you die already? (rip racky 🖤🙏) w/ estella

Valentines day but im not pretty like you (feat kaysnoto, 14 days after February, and creepies)

Getting better, I'm not getting better at this

It's now or never, I should say whatever to this

My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it

Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I did it


Crawl in your body, I can feel you, feel you

Thank God you're mine, won't let him steal you, steal you

I hate myself because I'm not you, not you

You can see that in me so I almost lost you


No one asked me how I'm feeling today

They only ask me if I'm free, don't care what I gotta say

I spent all of last night throwing up cause I feel so ashamed

It's not a really good feeling when you throw your life away


I'll live the rest of my damned life wearing this mask on my face

Cause they won't know who killed that girl, it's one complicated case

I wanna kill myself so I can make it all go away

I'll take the pill myself, I promise that you don't gotta lace me


Peel off your skin and I won't use a blade

rather use my nails the scratch is satisfying

Oh it just takes it all away, takes it all away

loser aka incel aka disgusting freak aka murderer aka suicide is the only cure

Gotta change my ways or I'ma end up in a ditch
I know when I fuckin' die, they won't really give a shit
If you wanna kill me, it'll be like I never exist
Make my dreams come true, that's my only fuckin' wish
I know that you're disappointed, I was hopin' you'd forgive
Why are you acting so shocked? You knew I'd end up on the list
I got something up my sleeve, it's my one last trick
Really hate my life, but I'm too scared to commit
I don't have any friends, cause I push them all away
You just wanna keep me around when you're tryna save face
I just look into the mirror and I hate my face
Layin' dead on the floor with a fuckin' blue face
I'm really psychotic, suspect of a cold case
Didn't wanna kill that girl, but she wanted me to stay
I'm a gross fuckin' creep, I wish I could be erased
But my time's comin' someday, it'll be okay

interlude 2 - i’ll end up just like him

prod. paloma

lyrics:
twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

member when we were at that table for two
i looked at you
beautiful view.

twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

twenty five reasons (prod. Paloma)

just stay away mkay (archived)

too far gone

hit by a bus

prod me 


we got a problem here (ohhh)
we'll talk about it in the morning 
all those things you've been hearing 
oh the're just made up stories (ohhh)
with all these that are going on 
i wanna take her down to the corner shop
i lost everything ive used all my luck
on a girl that doesn't really give a fuck (ohh)

corner shop

mixed & mastered by jayson sankar
prod neverl0se

wandering eyes
for you and your smile
girl it’s been a while
im running the mile
got wandering eyes
ill see you tonight
just don’t tell me lies
ill be waiting all night

ur blowing my fuse
my life’s an excuse
a poor one at that
why can’t i just be normal for u?
i’d do it over for u
my life is over for u
i got no closure from u

built my life on a tower of lies
i don’t got a purpose i just wanna die
hold my hand as i jump in the fire
know im codependent, it’s a double homicide
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side

wandering eyes >_>

i still want u

prod. dsktkg

lyrics:

i was sittin with colours in the back of my head
i was searching for a girl and at last i had
i was picking up a flower on the ground for you
i just wanna see you just to be all right, what happened to being alright with you 
oh god i love my life but im scissored right through, dont know what to do
why was i only happy when i was around you
dont know what to do, dont know what to do
im stuck all on you and i thought we were through
and i guess im still stuck on all of the things that we couldnt move on

i was wishing for awhile for someone like you and i got my chance and then i threw
whyd you get so stubborn, whyd you get so stubborn when i asked a question
was it really so hard to let me in, was it really so hard to keep me around
was it really so hard to do anything that would make me happier than ever
ill cherish you forever, ill love you until im dead on the floor, im bleedin out for you
so was the love really true, im sitting here in my room, episodes about you
the clowns just laugh at me, i nearly fell for you, i almost scraped my knee
youre drowning me in nothing but it feels like the sea, put my body in a bag and flee
im better off alone, im better off alone

confusion about her

gonna take this down when i feel like it 

Lyrics

I got these parasocial feelings 
yeah they talk to me

i finally found i girl around me 
that is just like me 

she did my hair and then she told me
il be everything

and then we went on with our movie
that was fine by me 

what is she talkin about 
yes im a stalker 

what is she talking about 
yes ima stalk her


all credits go to @helenimsorry and @menthol100s

spotify

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

what do u think i think u look like an angel
what do u think i think ur so fucking special
she’s hiding her face no one can see her perfections 
and i really like you but im hiding my affections
we’re so deranged but the universe likes us
we’re getting closer and we flirt in the school bus
she’s pretty crazy but i want her love
i still remember the day where she asked for a hug

flirt with an angel

i archive stuff i cant find here and like

I from Ukraine | save Ukraine
Glory to Ukraine

just stay away mkay (archived)

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