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@shlaks
[hook]
puffing bandicam 
my head peter pan <3_<3
i dont need no water mark 
u kno who i am 
smoking on dat
pack pack pack 
im da petrolman
i could never
lack lack lack
thats just who i am
all ur music
trash trash trash
dont u understand?
slowsilver da 
gang gang gang
u ain getting in >:)
[2x]
(hi dopa)
cross up on his head like a protestant
talking all dat **** 
i swear da god u needa stop wit it
open door n pull da key ima lob it in
i ain gonna trust u doing nothing 
ur incomptent !!! 
please don open ur eyes 
i think ull be suprised
when u come home to find
ur whole life was a lie
c-c-c-c-c-cross up on your head
like a catholic 
u talking all dat **********
u gon get dealt with
[hook]

petrolman (p. shlaks)

1k follwers thx ^_^
hook:
she call me a bastard 
baby u dont know da half it
2 months ago
nobody knew my name now dey tapping in
every single thing i've ever
wanted fucking happening !_!
but i still could make dat boy
freeze like a mannequin x_x
verse:
i been tryin my best <3
"dont let it get to your head"
i still see things i shouldnt see 
at tha foot of my bed
n i don like dat
like dat 
i don really like dat
i don really feel shit anymr 
dats where my life at T_T
i don mind dat 
mind dat
i dont really mind dat 
n like i don really care at all
dats where my minds at
looking glass, looking glass
im not one for looking back 
looking back, looking back
don think i should look at that
wait
wait
show n tell!
i hope dat u go to hell
n i think we met b4
cuz ur name really rings a bell
n look at that
look at that
take a look inside my past
inside my past
inside my past 
cause dat shit lookin really bad !
mad cause im goin up
2 months ago u showin lov
all my freinds r fake 
i guess thats just a part
of
growing
up <3
hook

mannequin (p. taylor morgan + deliverthecrush)

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

dolly + alice + angelus - leg room [prod. dolly + alice]

:)

art by rururoru (https://www.instagram.com/aqjxil.3x)

dolly:
@sanriorose
instagram.com/d0llywood1

me:
https://www.instagram.com/esprrx
https://twitter.com/esprrs

Relax

dolly - relax [p. esprr x dolly]

had the worst panic attack of my life today hope u guys like the song fr <3

produced by me

stream

cremation w/ blackwinterwells

prod. lei
my insta: https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en
mv : https://youtu.be/kC-vPkpGD5w

you said you were with me
i dont know how it hit me
i miss when u would kiss me
its history, i feel dizzy
usb till i feel fine
maybe do another line
yeah we fell in love in the summer time
and fell in autumn

u dont understand that im not him
yeah its hard when you get up from the bottom
have no one by my side
yeah i love her so much i wanna die
everytime i think about her i wanna cry
im so sick of acting fine
u and i
ouu i
im so young, dumb, and blind

she aint even into me
yeah we were lovers now we enemies 
if i really left now would u miss me
it doesnt matter if i vent, no ones listening
im not tripping
im not your friend anymore
ill see you again idk
i guess summer love doesnt stay at all

you said you were with me
i dont know how it hit me
i miss when u would kiss me
its history, i feel dizzy
usb till i feel fine
maybe do another line
yeah we fell in love in the summer time
and fell in autumn

u dont understand that im not him
yeah its hard when you get up from the bottom
have no one by my side
yeah i love her so much i wanna die
everytime i think about her i wanna cry
im so sick of acting fine
u and i
ouu i
im so young, dumb, and blind

summer love doesn't stay

@sebseb122
also on matter! https://app.matter.online/tracks/63712

Backdoor

Stream

Backdoor FT. SEBii

(Fuck..fuck) verse: falling down a ten story building, yeah they told me I could touch those millions, pull up to his spot then I get to drillin’,  baby I’m just tryna go for the killing, 
 (Bridge) 
Like yah, I can tell you really want me, nah I don’t think you really saw me, (x4) 
 (Verse) 
But this time I don’t wanna feel alone, I just really wanna go back home, bitch you can’t lock me in you can take my soul, kill a nigga dead send his ass to float
 (Bridge) 
Like yah, I can tell you really want me, nah I don’t think you really saw me, (x2)
(Verse) 
But this time I don’t wanna feel alone, I just really wanna go back home, bitch you can’t lock me in you can take my soul, kill a nigga dead send his ass to float

10Story

10Story [prod.elxnce + 4am] (lyrics in desc)

eyesore

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://twitter.com/haloboyyy

this was gna b on the ep but nahh...... 
(this is the 2nd part of "didntwanthis" btw)

Lyrics 
im just really tryna come and make amends
(make amends)
its really hard even all the time i get
(time i get)
i missed all my chances and thats where i am
(where i am)2x

I said you talk alot you know you dont
im sending shots alot i know im wrong
said you dont got alot ill give you some 

you givce answers , chances 
baby thats romantic 
i dont wanna talk now im trying not to panic
just leave me on my back for once 
ill tell you when to give it up

im just really tryna come and make amends
(make amends)
its really hard even all the time i get
(time i get)
i missed all my chances and thats where i am
(where i am)3x

Chances

chances

prod me

ACAPELLA FOR REMIXES: https://soundcloud.com/delto/cold-acapella/s-2zCmaxtvHLD


she tell me i look cold
i dont need a jacket i dont need no gold
i dont move i dont do what im motherfucking told
2 shots to your dome with no motherfuckin pole
2 shots drivin home see me swerving loose control

i don't know u u's a troll
talk shit on my name
watch ur body fucking roll
talk shit loose the game
make another fucking goal
tough shit you complain
yea i smoke u like a bowl

lied to get dragged thru the mud
no regrets = no success its a must
boy i hate you but dont see me fuckin laughing
online fear yea i see u fuckin chatting

leave u hind my back im so done w ur fucking yapping
move on fast yea the pain is quickly passing
i dont really care about it after all thats happened

yea cuz she tell me i look cold
i dont need a jacket i dont need no gold
i dont move i dont do what im motherfucking told
2 shots to your dome with no motherfuckin pole
drivin home see me swerving loose control

i don't know u u's a troll
talk shit on my name
watch ur body fucking roll
talk shit loose the game
make another fucking goal
tough shit you complain
yea i smoke u like a bowl

Cold

inspired by phantom forces on roblox lol
prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

bzz bzz brr brr fww fww

i talk like da man
cause i know i am
she gon stay wit me stay wit me
cause i got the bands
ok packwatch packwatch shootin at ur man
can u save me save me save me
doing what i can
never again
i miss my homies, i miss my friends
i miss the old me what happen then and 
i miss their faces, they want me dead 

infiltrating from the inside
lay down lay down lay down you gotta-
hide
take off his head, die
i don’t even wanna go outside 
i just need some confirmation 
copy copy are u fine

so sad i can’t ignore that
and i try and i try and i know
it’s my bad
ugh she dont even love me like that
watch it fade to black

i talk like da man
cause i know i am
she gon stay wit me stay wit me
cause i got the bands
ok packwatch packwatch shootin at ur man
can u save me save me save me
doing what i can
never again
i miss my homies, i miss my friends
i miss the old me what happened then and
i miss their faces, they want me dead

da man!

here is a collection of songs that me and my friends made together :D hope you enjoy <3

Hyper Activity

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