Hello
It's Me Again
Do you recognize my smile....I'm home
Hello
Can you let me in
I promise this time I'll stay for good
I just need a warm bed
Perhaps, a crust of bread
And an ear to bend...

The Devil You Know (Snippet)

Throwback track of me and my boy Gani (LOXIS) from the FLCC days... 
We had something here

#TBT: Numb

#TBT: Rotate

Another throwback of my and the brother Gani (Loxzis)

#TBT: Breathe

Thing Called Love ( unfinished )

The Sound Of A Flower

"they'll forget all about ya / move right on without ya 
you're not even supposed to survive / better run better hide 
they'll do nothing to save ya / won't alert you to danger 
if they do then it won't be in time.. 
and if you think they care / you couldn't be more wrong 
'cause it's been their plan / to rid the world of you all along 
if you think they care / you couldn't be more wrong 
it's been the plan / to ( oh oh oh oh oh oh) 
if they feed and they clothe ya / better heed what i told ya 
'cause they don't need your expensive behind / better run and hide 
they'll refuse to support you / can no longer afford to 
it's easier just to let you die........ 
won't get up off your ass to / get a job, take a class do 
anything to enhance you / better run better hide 
'cause they sho'll coming for ya / and they ain't gonna warn ya 
their excuse will be that you don't try............hey 
and if you think they care / you couldn't be more wrong 
'cause its been their plan / to rid the world of you all along 
you wouldn't even dare / to try and save your own 
it's been the plan....(oh oh ooooh ) 
they'll forget all about ya / and move right on without you 
you're not even supposed to survive / better run and hide 
won't do nothin' to save ya / won't alert you to danger 
if they do then it won't be in time...."

SunDula Amen X Sam.i.Am TheSon - Warning -Ode To The BB SOAP's-

SunDula Amen X Sam.i.Am TheSon - American Dream

03. Everywhere You Go

Sun - Dula - Amen - Coochie - Freedom

Sun - Dula - Amen - They - Don - T-know

Sun - Dula - Amen - Home

02. Pathetically Yours

just a recording of re-doing the song with a live band and MC! SOOOOOOO DOPE!!!  We all need to link and finish this, this was so promising! it kinda trails off towards the end...just a bunch of discussing whats next and messing around with ideas

I HEARD A RUMOR (UNFINISHED Band Rehearsal)

(America, the sweet siren. You entice us with your promises of love, abundance, and acceptance, then coerce us to do your bidding. 
We yearn for your offerings, desperate for you to long for us as much as we long for you. But that is in vain, as we have always, ONLY, 
been meant to do your bidding....)
lyrics:
"I just assumed I, was what you wanted / cause you surrounded me with everything i needed 
I was confused by, all your attention / I thought that we were on our way to something special 
I didn't mean to, be so aggressive / you just seemed so receptive to all my advances 
So I assumed I, was what you wanted / and i moved forward with my plans to make it happen 
you gave me so much hope / i thought i was the man 
as you fed my ego / i melted in your hands 
you saw deep into me / right past what i looked like 
boosted my self esteem / and helped me come alive 
( and I believed you) how could you be so cruel to me 
" and when pent up anger manifests itself through desperation, 
it creates an illusion of being wanted and needed...God bless the dead" 
I must admit my infatuation / created something in my mind that wasn't real 
i didn't get, my own desperation / had me caught up inside my head ( i wanted you)\ 
so every smile and, sign of attention / i would interpret to mean more than was intended 
and i assumed i, was what you wanted / but when i spoke my truth you acted so offended 
cause what i thought was hope / was really apathy 
came clean with how i felt / you turned and laughed at me 
and as you walked away / i heard the voices say 
as long as we pretend / he'll be a fool again 
(and i believed them) how could you make a fool of me"

SunDula Amen X Sam.i.Am TheSon - Lady Apathy

Sun - Dula - Amen - An - Ordinary - Day

I'd like to help you out/But dear my hands are tied
They're much too busy trying to sort what's in my mind
And place the pieces where they feel they're meant to be
Remaking me...
It may seem selfish of me to recluse myself
Most of the time I'm dying to excuse myself
Not understanding I was where I ought to be
Replenishing...
Every drop
Every drop
Every drop
Every drop
So much for making anything out of myself 
So much for sharing all of that with someone else
So much for finding out what I'm supposed to be
(for finding me)
And as for every single drop that I've allowed
to evaporate into this gloomy cloud
I pray the Heavens let rain down so I can feel
I need to feel...
Every drop
Every drop
Every drop
Every drop
Every single drop...
Let it run down
Let it run down
Let it run down
Every single drop...
Let it run down
Let it run down
Let it run down

SunDula Amen X Sam.I.Am TheSon - Drop

I been checking how you do/all the things that you get away with
Not respectin' how you move/ through this game all the lives you play with
You're protecting everything/that you spent a lifetime to hide
I'm rejecting everything with the truth that you can't deny
That's exactly what this is/Death of your lies, my condolences
Cause the truth don't need no proof to shine 
(it just) Shines
Shine
2X

SunDula Amen X Sam.i.Am TheSon - Shine -Death To Your Lies-

I spent too much time/Senseless worrying
Almost lost my mind/Trying to fit in
I mistook my pride/For a punishment 
Should've known it wasn't/Cause the truth just doesn't 
Set limitations on what you're allowed to feel
Won't make no promises to anything not real
It ain't some wicked place to be afraid to do
the things you need to fall in love with YOU
(Cause) Lovin' you s easy cuz you're beautiful
And everyday is full of sunshine once you open up your heart to
Lovin' you is easy cuz you're beautiful 
And once you find out who you are inside
Then everything else is alright 
(Baby) Everything else is alright
Couldn't hold my head up
Wouldn't crack a smile
Never thought I was worthy
Couldn't reconcile that...
I WAS BEAUTIFUL BABY ALL THE WHILE
Once I up and tried it/I got so excited
Cause all the things I thought that no one else would see
became reflected in the way I chose to be
Now I can focus the things I need to do 
to reconnect all of these things to YOU
Lovin' YOU is easy cuz you're beautiful 
And everyday is full of sunshine/ Once you open up your heart to 
Lovin' YOU is easy cuz you're beautiful....
You're beautiful

SunDula Amen X Sam.I.Am TheSon - Grappy

04. The Obsession

Sometimes not believing in yourself can make you the most insecure person in the world. 

SunDula Amen x Sam.I. Am The Son-The Insecurity

I never thought I'd / Have to ask anyone before but / Which way is heaven / and how will they know my name / The lines I've lived between are closer to hell it seems / Am I even wanted up there / I been wonderin'/ I've made mistakes I know that are unforgivable/ I've lusted in my soul over sin so wonderful/ Broke bread with the lost and the found/ tryna learn my way around/ searchin' for answers that are buried in the ground/ My faith has always been in question/ but now I'm grown/ And been left to answer all these on my own/ So much to wonder/ How can anyone be sure/ So many versions/ How is everybody right/ Nobody really knows/ You just choose what to believe/ Ain't nothing wrong with choice/ But my choice is up to me/ Let LOVE be the common thread that connects our differences/ But where in the world is LOVE/ If the UNIverse abounds/ So small the simple things that we let take over/ So grand the message is/ We ignore inside our hearts/ Just close your eyes and listen to the whispering/ Trust in the feelings that direct your rights and wrongs/ Cause thats where GOD lives in each individual/ So thats where you need to go/ When you need to know.....HOW & WHEN & WHO & WHAT & WHERE & IF & WHY / Oh WHyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

The Questions

 In the end....If nobody else Got me....I GOT ME!!!!

SunDula Amen X Sam.i.Am TheSon - Somebody Has To Die

"I been stayin in / since its been getiin colder 
I cant face the wind / and hate to look over my shoulder 
lord, everything has changed 
the worlds becomikng strange 
so i gotta keep my mind right / before it gets any colder 
makin sure i don't hold on to anger 
bein aware of where i point my finger 
clean up all the mess i left behind me 
i wonder if its too late to try 
i been feelin down / since its been gettin colder 
take a look around / don't wait until its over 
cause everything has changed / the worlds become so strange 
maybe its time to tell it goodbye / before it gets any colder 
cause aint no way to fix whats been broken now 
and aint no way to change what, when, where why, how 
i'll wrap up in the warm of the memories of what we knew was what to do 
before all this coldness surrounds us"

SunDula Amen X Sam.i.Am TheSon - Colder

DEAR Love, FIND ME ( ROUGH CUT...unfinished)

Once again I've fallen...and I can't get up...smh

Trippindizzee (Ode To English 101)

Soulful singer/songwriter on a journey of self-discovery,feeling the way through music and spoken word. On my own terms. In my own voice. Having my own peace of mind. Bless!!!!!

SunDula Amen

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