last time i spoke to you 
i didn't know what i was supposed to do with myself
got something to tell you now
but don't roll your eyes at me... i'm not crying for help

last night i had a dream 
that i found a back way out from living hell
i'd give it all to get back with you
but with all said and done, i know that ship's sailed as well

every time i close my eyes i feel so worn...
can you remember way back when before you were born?

i'm on a speedboat yeah 
and i'm flipping at high speed
i'm on a speedboat
i always feel like no one even likes me

a bit of cracklin' rosie helps me
keep the feelings inside me down
i hit the bottle and doze off smiling
...still wake up every day with a frown

i've lived a turbulent life already
turbulence kept the urge at bay
but now they're saying "it's time to slow down"
no way... no way

every time i close my eyes i feel so worn...
can you remember way back when before you were born?

i'm on a speedboat yeah 
and i'm flipping at high speed
i'm on a speedboat
i always feel like no one even likes me

well it's already over for me
this is a one way trip
i'm gonna flip my boat at high speed
and you know the captain goes down with the ship

i'm on a speedboat yeah 
and i'm flipping at high speed
i'm on a speedboat
i always feel like no one even likes me...

Deep As Puddles

Speedboat

something's been keeping me up
i thought that i could do better
but i'm not
... i get so cold in the night

you were there to bring me down
i would have stayed home if i knew you were out
well you looked quite nice
but i noticed your smile didn't make it to your eyes

i want it all
i'll raise, if you call
two hearts, black six
then a little switch in my head goes click


i get high
when i'm low
i get by 
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


this world is so nice, it's a beautiful place
if i need a reason, i think of your face
but lately i've been kinda fine
i can go for days 

i never got far with your friends
i find it very hard to relate to them 
they say you're wasting your time          
if you feel that way
maybe don't waste mine

i want it all
your court, my ball
i'll shoot my shot
if i don't get it in there again... so what


i get high
when i'm low
i get by
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
any day
would be cool

i get high 
when i'm low
i get by
without you 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


i get high 
when i'm low
i can't lie
it gets old 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
... i hope

I Get High (When I'm Low)

wishy washer

gretainer

here we go now

Greetings

completely refreshed

andrew shoe

Chapter 11 Horse

You Are Forgiven

Self Adhesive (IDM mix) [demo]

strung outtt

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

rest in peace lil watermark

The very first thing I said to you was hey 
I get a feeling that just won't go away
My stomach's turning over when I'm thinking about the things you say
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
Yeah, it's so bad my friends say I'm vacant in my brain
All I wanna do is call you up and make you feel okay

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you

I woke up early this morning in a state of fright
Can't figure out what I said to you last night
Was it just a dream, or did I really try to kiss you twice?
Oh could you promise that you'd tell me if you liked it
'Cause I'd rather end it now than keep putting my heart out on the line
Oh darling, if I don't take your breath away
Can you please stop taking mine?

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it?

The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it 
Over
Will you think it over
The thing that I told you
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over

Think It Over

britney griner

Dumb As Rocks

Dalepilled (Cameron Phlodge cover)

i need to take them!!!



lyric:
i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
some days i take twice my daily fill
they're the only thing keeping me chill

life is unremarkable until
my script is done and i need a refill
i know my doctors acting with good will
except the fucking consultation bill

when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because I'm mentally ill

i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
i don't care if i lose all free will
no brain left at all is better still


when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill        

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because i'm mentally ill

My pills

i need love (cover)

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

my boss makes a hundred bucks every time i make $9
that’s why i commit crime on company time
i do just enough work that i don’t get sacked
turns out everybody else can barely do that

i’m just trying to relax and enjoy my weekend
when i remember an email that i forgot to send
its no wonder that i dream of mass murder fantasies
toil and all its miseries, in my head rent free

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

if you wanna win the rat race you gotta choose not to play
too bad i will never leave this place, i’m addicted to my pay
deep down i have always felt that i wanted to be free
well i can only blame myself, drug of choice is salary

i don’t want to work

i don’t want to work

my brain don't work so good
my brain don't work like it should
people say i'm real thick
things they say just never click

i went to special class
somehow i still couldn't pass
all the teachers in the land
couldn't make me understand that i'm

low iq
i can't tie my shoes
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
my earholes go right through
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

they tell me i'm deep in debt
confiscate all my assets
i feel like i'm being oppressed
i don't understand compound interest

truth is i'm just really dumb
pick my nose and suck my thumb
guess i'll always be alone
cuz no one wants a guy with a head full of stones

low iq
put me in a zoo
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
you know that i'll be true
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

me, well, i'm dumb as rocks
this ol' brain is about as good as penny stocks

if i'm the dumbest in the land
does that mean that no one will ever 
hold 
my 
hand?

low iq
if only you knew
i'm low iq
just how much i wanna be with you

low iq
i need loving too
i'm low iq
dumb enough to fall in love with you

low iq
how badly i want to
low iq
fix this useless brain and start anew

low IQ

Monte Carlo

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

i've lived a life of despair
so please don't take my hair
it's all that i have left
it will leave me bereft
the norwood reaper cometh

the coming years look bleak
for the suffered freak
ascend the widows peak
what makes the brave man meek

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

oh fighting back is folly
he culls the hedges wholly
sowed by melancholy
betrothed with just the holy

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

Norwood Reaper

@skyla-165786307 cover

(listen to the original too)

Substance Abuse

track artwork drawn by https://twitter.com/emocleo69

ate a nutella sandwich
but now mom's wiping at it
'cuz it's all over my cheeks

looking like a little joker
scars made out of snot and cocoa
... there's even some on my feet


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid


how did we get so tall?
things were better back when we were small

can't watch the telly
until my plate is empty
i've turned my vegetables into mush

but i'm not stressing,
and i'm not learning my lesson,
on the comedown of a sugar rush


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
maybe i'm better off dead...

how did we get so old?
when things were better back when we were
small

i was just a boy when i became a man
boy it's gotten way outta hand
growing up was never what i had in plan
but that's too bad, cuz no one gives a damn

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i wanna be a kid again
wish i was still a kid

dumb as rocks

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