Park National - How to Stop Caring

Structure - Odd Sweetheart

lyrics


(verse 1)
i met her downtown in the slums of austin
once we were sober she said “i’m from boston”
i told her i couldn’t give mass-a-two shits
luckily she likes guys that treat her like shit

help me
everyone calls me mickey
just wanna be ur darling
cause fame is fucking empty
u warned me

so listen
i know ur probably with him
& maybe for good reason
but u don’t fucking need him
i warned u


(prehook)
i tried my best to hide it
but now i’m done denying


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


(verse 2)
should probably take my own advice now
& move on with my life now
& stop singing about how
u left me

maybe stop getting ur advice from
the guy u get ur high from
if u want my advice, run
real, quickly


how can
i love someone that
can’t stand
the thought of loving 
me back
why do i think i 
need that?
i know uuuu

hate me
but one day babe, you’ll 
thank me
for teaching u how 
to leave 
a piece of shit just 
like me
i warned u


(prehook)
i tried my best to hide it
but now i’m done denying


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


(bridge)
yeah, i remember when u said
how u wished that i was dead
so i tried to kill myself
swallowed way too many pills

& god, the tummy ache was shit
but not enough to kill the kid
sometimes i wish i didn’t live
but i’m so fucking glad i did

i remember what u said
u were wishing i was dead
now ur wishing me the best
cause my songs stuck in ur head

i cant believe the things i did
for some narcissistic bitch
i’m so glad i still exist
just so i can rub it in


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


THE END

Mickey Darling - you were perfect & i'm sorry

Recorded by Steve Sacco at The Record Company.
Mixed by Brian McLaughlin.
Mastered by Maria Rice at Peerless in Boston.
Album Art by Scott Halloran.

Aglow

Composed Performed by Aidan Peterson
Art by: Yuqing Zhu https://www.yqzhu.com/photography
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Six Forty Seven

six forty seven.

Shame, Shame

Where'd All the Time Go?

Twilight

Twilight - Bôa

no one would miss me

fail better, heal faster

Big Brother -fail better, heal faster

this song is for anyone who just wants to fit in. I feel you :) 





various loops provided by looperman

smoking for the aesthetic

Jump Man 93 - Bruh

download at https://glassbeach.bandcamp.com/album/the-first-glass-beach-album

album credits:
william white - drums, vocals 
jonas newhouse - bass, vocals 
tony sanders - trumpet on track 1 and 5 
daxe schaeffer - vocals 
j mcclendon - guitar, keys, synth/drum programming, theremin, trumpet on track 14, lead vocals, other stuff too 

"neon glow" was recorded, mixed, and mastered by cole mcclendon 
all other tracks recorded, mixed, and mastered by j mcclendon / rat castle recordings 

album art by daxe schaeffer

cold weather

Lonerism

Feels Like We Only Go Backwards

Taken from the upcoming 'Taking My Time To Be EP' - out 27/9.
Available to order on 180g bone coloured download here:
https://bit.ly/32L5LHC

hug

dumpling boy