first song

sitting in my room
loathing everything i do
no matter what
i cant stop
watch the clock
take my life away

it doesnt have to be this way
im just a pawn in lifes game
i cant stop
watch the clock
take my life away

it doesnt have to be this way

untitled 30/10/2024 demo1

i cant stop

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babytron - out on bond (lobotomy mix)

2008

just got hereee
im looking for the girl who 
lives inside my head

could it beee
across the dancefloor
i think i might have found her 

i say hey
she says hey
im so high
shes so high
wanna dance
she says sure
then she grabs me by the jaw
i want more
she wants more
dancing on the dancefloor
cant believe
might this be
the girl inside of my dreams

i cant even see 
but i know youre next to me
youre filling up my cup
ya, fill it up, to the top

girl of my Dreams (puke my gutz)

im so not okay
im always high
i cant see shit

blinded by the visions
of the life
i cant see yet

all my thoughts 
polluted by my deprivation 
deprivation its my favourite sensation

speaking before thinking you lack comprehension
you dont listen man you act so demented
not to mention man you act so eccentric
in your own world you think that im eccentric

looking at me do you even understand me
all these lies i hear you must see a fake me
do you even think or do you blend in with the others
you cant make your mind up, do you hate as a cover  

im so not okay

everytime i see you
i fall in love with you more
it feels like im floating floating
floating yet i am drowning

could this be my first love
feels so wrong but so right
setting free my white dove
it got shot dead at night 

tidal waves of ecstasy
crashing through my veins
i cant even feel
yet i feel so much pain
sparkling stars of greed and grief
shining over me
it isnt even dark
yet i cannot see

monday night fucked up
thinking that im washed up
its the price that i pay
weekend is the weekday
its the way that i lay
on the sheets of sunday
that drain me like i bladee would
i cant do what i coukd

everyday
is the same
i have no one else but me to blame
except for the voice inside my head which drives me so insane

instagram: dumpsterbabyyyyy

my chemical dependency

how low, how low, how low, how low (x4)

u have got me tripping
all ur acts are failing
i know what ur hiding
do u even like me

i can see right through u
act like i have no clue
no matter what i do 
i cant even reach u

u dont understand me
always undermining
all degrees im shining
why you always lying

how low (prod. me)

prod. me
w/ @keybladeshawty2 (@2dolly)

the apathetic nights tears coat the path
her dress wove to and thro
the icy winds mould
her silhouette, elusive, without a shadow
she gestures me inside
her voice is dead cold

as she whispers in my ear
honey theres no need to fear
her cold teeth bite my neck

blood staining all my clothes
she’s staring at my soul
and i cant hold my breath

she such a pretty she such pretty 
she slimmer then a shadow

theres no need to fear everything will disappear
guardian angel she takes away all my tears

she such a saint bitch when she fucking talks to me
her words makes everything disappear

when she whispers in my ears my head turns like gears
everybody has a fear come inside of my head

pretty shadow ++2doll

spliff lit, shining on my new rocks
phone rung, i kno ur missing my cock
headphones, you kno im blasting old rock
migraine, all you do is laugh and mock

every single day im looking at the stars
tryna line that shit up asking why i cant begin to start
all this lying all im trying is to be somebody
all this time ive been inside ive been actin liek i kno nobody

everybody walkin round actin like they got no heart
non-chalent core, wheres the encore, theres no encore
ppl lack more, ppl want more, ppl arent whores
they just want more, they just want more, they just want more

staring at the stars

untitled snippet (21/04/25)

indie sleaze hospitalized my brother

content slut

prod. me

i can feel the cold blood dripping through the floor
in the walls i can hear them say they want more
their bodys ache, hollow skin, white face, how nice
i see, i do, my sacrifice

living in a nightmare, 
i cant wake up,
hiding in the shadows,
i cant wake up,
is this real is it not,
i cant wake up,
the blood stains my tongue,
i cant wake up 

drippingthroughthefloor

thetrojanhorse

w/ @img0r3 @winonaridxr
prod. dumpsterbaby

why u always tryna fight me
you cant even define me
all these shallow mfs wanna fight me
why do you wanna fight me?
pull the wool back off the sheeps eyes 
they will not realise
they will not realise
pull the wool back off the sheeps eyes 
they will not realise
they will not realise

whats happening
get inside that car you wildin
swipe down to the king
we gon smoke inside this bitch
money in my skinny jeans still saggin in
why you bein so mean to be im bein polite nd shit
and pls dont call my phone
when you are all alone
girl dont cut your wrists
it makes me feel so sick
i cant fall in love with you, no
cus im feeling out of it
go ahead and cut me off
just like a torniquet
you can catch me at the mardi gras
i finna turn up real quick
yuh im so lit oh
shes like what the flip bruh

youre all under blissful ignorance
youre all so ignorant
my reality so dissonant
youre all so dissonant
youre all so dissonant
youre all so dissonant
my reality so dissonant
my reality so dissonant

i dont wana be alive 
my hopeless suicide 
put that shit on camera
she move around like a dancer
do anything for the holy father
pour his wine inside my eyes
will he answer my prayers
in my room i hate her
my right hand on the bible x_x
ill fill this room will blood
srry to my love
i started doing drugs
love me like a horror movie
lets live a life thats scary
ill kill myself in front of u
u just gotta dare me

i cant even fit w yall
i dont wanna fuck w yall
if i cant even have you all
i just really want it all
have it all (x4)

haveitall ++g0r3c0r3 & deadaux

prod me
probably gonna delete later

i wanna take u out
hitman aimed right thru the scope
i wanna tear u out
play the games that ive been known
i wanna take u out
hitman aimed right thru the scope
i cant fucking do this shit

the way u look at me 
makes me want to fucking die
i wanna hear ur last breath 
inside
shoot down the stars
let the virus marinate
packs on packs dont heal the past and
plaques on plaques will steal ur soul

they dont want it tho
they dont want it tho

they dont want it tho
theyre the object
theyre the product
youre so rotted tho
inside and out (x2)

youreSoRotted

prod me + mav (@tr8aap)

(lyrics)
i wanna kill them all
i wanna eat ur soul
unforgiving complacency
in gods eyes youre the anti

set me free i cant be
the bones inside my body
inside out youre rotting
the disease is spreading

make me a coat from ur skin
i need that reassurance
this worlds rom so corrupt
i need ur love not ur lust 

i needa sober up
ive been losing all my trust
oh how u cannot see
i strugglin to breathe

count ur days
there are not many left
ion wanna hold ur body
i want ur hand
they dont want u
what dont u understand
the world is ending
and i dont want u to be alone

makemeacoatfromurskin~

prod me

(lyrics)
head pounding man
i dont wanna see u
actin all this way
yet noone wanna b u
all these fake goths
souixxie wld roll in her grave
woke up w the undead
so u bet im prayin
i dont wanna wake up
fuck ur style, yh ur jus tryna cater
say ur punk nd ur flexin margiela
say ur better, so y u acting jealous
when u look in my eyes, are you just fakin
cant tell truth from the lies, my minds degrading
at uni im failing, i fear im fading
my bodys degrading, i fear ive faded

ib kpw360

fuck yr style #hungovr3style prod me

4444a

prod. me
w/ @ersann

(lyrics)
cant look away
my eyes r ur disciple
i wanna bleed w u
bleeding out lets see it thru
encountered souls
unlike urs i wanna kill them all
feel the pain
its the only thing thats feels real
i try eryday
so much effort no avail
i feel strapped up
my minds a jail nd ur my bail
fucked up all these drugs
i dont want to see thru
ur my poison
ion wanna be w you

i can read into every little thing you do
hard breathing, im so obsessed
heads bleeding, only time ill rest
heart beating, come out my chest
i want nothing less than you
i wish there was sum to do
i miss all your needles
that girl she was my favorite freak hoe
its okay
you dont wanna make up
need sum space but should i say something?
we could be so much more then what you see
we could be so much more then what you see
and your lipstick it looks so juicy
grab your neck and i wont hold loosely
your condition it leads you to me
i can feel the tidal waves pushing

myeyesareurdisciple ++ersan

https://open.spotify.com/track/6soZDBrfoxopNGXpirPk7n?si=20402b355f4143ff
prod me

lyrics:
i can c it in ur eyes
u dont wanna be alive
taxidermy in ur eyez
fantasizing suicide

ion wanna tell u lies
forgive me im being unkind
y u always gettin high 
tell me where u go nd hide

time is ticking dont u kno
feel the pressure overflow
all my life ive felt unheard
its a challenge to unlearn

wasnt born this way
watched my mind decay
idc no need to pray
while we're here may as-well play

i lost my ecstasy
its so hard 2 be
my past life is haunting me
tied up let me free

poltergeist they follow me
whisper in my ear
i just want to leave
i just want to leave

dumpsterbaby

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