she said dont go she said dont cry
i dont know what she told you but she lied
LIED LIED LIED

nixie

1234 get out the door a whitha 856 youve been running with a whore
But when it gets tuff youll get thrown out the door with a couple other guys who cant take it no more 
I only need one 4x

lalalalalala

its all i ever wanted
now i dont care
it feels like im haunted
shes my one prayer
i love you

jesus take away my sin
only you could take me here
more high than ive ever been
ill wait another year
i dont love you anymore she said

i want to breath your breath
even if youre not mine
i dont wanna wait for death
we’re running outta time
one day then ill wake up full of lead

baby wake me up
cause i dont wanna know
dont let me go
ive lost my glow
and i dont fucking know whats in my head

im stuck in my sin
save me your cherabim 
leave a few cuts 
in my pale skin
ill wake or put a bullet in my head
take my love and keep when im dead

pumpkin

made as a part of the basement tape compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz
Lyrics:
Can you really tell me I'm alive?
Are we really running out of time?
you've got yours, do I got mine?
well i dont know
 
baptize my soul in blood and steel
all this crying but i still cant feel 


since when was i evr myself
they said theyre worried abt my health
i think it doesnt really matter 

i might seek but i dont wanna know
the angels calling to me 

and on and on ill never see spill half my blood beyond the trees smoke cigarettes till i cant breath anything to feel free

blood and steel

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

i don't wanna go outside anymore
i don't wanna be a fuckin whore 
i don't know what i wanna be
and i don't know what you mean to me
feels like i've always been 16 
maybe it's just that amphetamine

turn to christ whenever i can
but i know my life is just a sham
when i die bury me
in a garden by a tree
after i die ill be born again 
maybe then ill make some friends 

i dont know just what do
i thought i could bet on loving you
but now my closest one is gone
i guess i sorta lead you on

but i dont wanna wake up this time

idontwnnawakeup!

fistfull of sorrow
i dont know what i wanna be
theyll burn down our castle
and i dont wanna see

with a bundle of sage 
and a pistol to my head
i dont wanna feel this way
id rather just be dead

i told you 
im afriad to die
whatever i knew
left after you cried

theres a little fairy
inside my head
pray to mother mary
my blood wont be shed

it doesnt matter
theres nothing that i wanna do
camelot is shattered
and it all comes back to you

stake my head to a pole
you think im outta control?

slit my writs and cut my hair
all this whining but idrc

writing all these stupid songs
i wish i could right my wrongs
mary wont u follow me
i might know but i dont wanna see

theres a chill down my spine
idk but i think im fine
ive never rlly cared 
im so fuckin unaware

when u call my name
you wont hear a response
my heart is broken
so dont test ur luck

camelot_

im so happy i could die
cause nothing makes me feel like u do 
when im high up in the sky
ill watch over u

but im so happy i could die
cuz ur beauty makes me cry
all this to say goodbye

yk id give
my life to you

make my world 
a little less blue
you

im so happy i could die

ive lived a couple lives
and this one is my demise
jesus always told me
i should love my enemies
dont be surprised if one day
i go off on my own way
yeah i know im a hypocrite
u cant get enough of it
i hope i see the day when im born again
till then ill live in a dead end

pray to god i know ur there
i talk a lot but do i rlly care
angels watch over me
im drowning in a black sea

my heart is bleeding and i think ur the cure
i hope so but im not rlly sure
evil thoughts permeate my head
cant go to school cant rise from bed
pretend like im a kid again
another worm in my brain
it doesnt matter anyway
ill still be in pain

pretty

ts gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
its gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine 
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
i'm not sure jus what to do
i was hoping i could count on u

it's gonna be okay
it's all a dream
ur gonna wake up some time
 feel a shiver down your spine

i don't wanna live
i don't wanna die 
when u call out my name
know that i am not the same

so i'll take a pill
maybe two
forget about this life
fight another fight

can't stop feeling down
but hey what's new
one day i'll come around
or ill end up in the ground

but who fucking cares
cause nothings real
dig my grave in the dirt
cause nothing fucking hurts

one sunny day

https://on.soundcloud.com/BTqzSZXS1msoiwEy5
i dont wanna grow old
dont listen when im told
not a care in the world

i just wanna have fun
i know u think im dumb
stay away from the sun

but how come no one else is screaming why
am i the only one whos scared to die?

im not tryna sound dumb
just love it when im numb
i feel so fried.
i just wanna be a punk.
you're at my door.
im still in my bed.
am i in your head?
but is it normal cutting to feel alive?
im tired of waking up and screaming why

not a care In the world w/frëyaangel

never felt this right(demo)

dont got voices in my head
but i got a feeling every1 wants me dead

i dont wanna go home
no babe i dont wanna go home

break my bones b4 i die
i dont wanna i dont wanna cry

i dont wanna go home
no girl i dont wanna go home

drive my car dont get hurt
any second ill end up in the dirt

i wanna go home
i just wanna go home

feeling low without no feelin
yea u know ive been dealing
never much bothered me anyway

well ive been okay
i have no right to complain

got u, im doing fine in school
dont need “help” no more

i want this to last forever
i dont want to die
i wanna live forever
forever with u

forever w/ u

i feel so stupid
i dont wanna be
but the last time that youll see youll be crawling at my knees
a bullet to ur head

dreaming of endles summer
clouds around my feet
but the next time that we meet
youll be more than 6 feet deep
youll be dead  

revenge1

ive seen great big mountains 
and ive been across the great big sea
but my mind it stops
before it gets to me
girl just put on another dvd


and ive swam a great green lake
ive been to the citys of new
if theres one thing i know
its i dont wanna go
i just wanna stay at home with you
i just wanna stay at home with you 

stay at home

ill kill ur friends
my heart will break and bend again

beaten bruised blood coming out my side
i hope that you dont hate me when i die


ive been good
i wish i could 
do whatever u could do

i dont wanna
wish upon a
shooting star in my head
youll love me when im dead

my sun

and we talked all night
the first time
i felt right
i said if anything was real it was you
u said u felt the same way bout me too


when we first touched lips
i was schoked
we had kissed
ive been singing this same song in my head
baby ill love you untill im dead

when we fell in love
couldnt stop
thinkin of
the years when i would wake up by ur side
dont think i could stop it if i tried


nights to days

kill yourslef

got feeling this feeling i dony know
cant get it off of me

seeing bloodtracks in the snow
cant ever leave it be

died on the bathroom floor
tore ur own heart out

think i knocked on ur door
thinking u were still around

around

dead(demo)

Well, a hard headed woman n 
A soft hearted man
Been the cause of trouble
Ever since the world began

well alright
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

 Adam told Eve
"Listen here to me
Don't you let me catch you
Messing 'round that apple tree"

Oh yeah (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

Oh yeah (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

Samson told Delilah
Loud and clear
"Keep your cotton picking fingers
Out my fuckin hair"

Oh yeah (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

I heard about a king
Who was doing swell
'Til he started bangin
With that evil Jezebel

Oh yeah (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

now noah told his missus 
as the rain began pour
"all this cuz u girls 
can't stop being whores"

Oh yeah (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

i heard this little story
listen to me
a good christian boy met aphrodite
left his own salvation for her sweet salivation
well baby baby girl ur my temptation

well alright (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

im feeling pretty stupid 
walking round the block
tell that little faggot he can 
go kick rocks

I got a woman
A head like a rock
If she ever went away
I'd cry around the clock

Oh yeah (oh yeah)
Ever since the world began
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man
A hard headed woman
Been a thorn in the side of man

hard headed woman

miss america

worthwhile

Inspired by the freyaangel


wanna b an angel
god so painful
beating my heart down
 
wanna b so free
baby cant u see
mb illl come around 

oh mama oh my

prod by freyaangel https://soundcloud.com/freyaangel
I could tell by the way u walk that I wasn’t rlly getting anywhere
I could tell by the way you talk and the way you style ur hair

I guess this is it hun, well I guess that it all always meant to be
I guess that this is done, we’ll be whoever we want to be

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me


hate me

rubs me wrong

slimey, sticky, filled with dread
retard, stupid, inbred
im so dumb, i might as well b dead

burning crosses in my mind
fucked up, strung out, all the time
im so gone i wont even mind

servant

i wish i could stay a little more in my dream adorned by u but i know my dreams have gone to far
so ill just sit right here playin my dumb guitar

wish there was something i can do it splits my head in two, im gone
Say im going to the place where the sky meets the lake im sliting my wrists im gone

Im going to a spot where I can lay and rot im shooting myself im gone

 Yeah im going to the town where im 6 feet down im ending it all im free

garden graves

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